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Friday, August 13, 2010

My Happiness Found 04/08

13rd of August, 2.16am on Friday, listening to 爱不在-Melody..
Recently I was busy for all my stuff until I was lazy to organize a single post in this month.. "extra job", dating, academic, discussion, basketball training, gym and so forth.. busy like hell.. everyday I passed my time so fast until I didnt know where I spent my time at.. swt =.=""

Today finally I can spare out my time to share my recent story as well as keep this memory forever as long as this blogger is still alive..

4th of August on roughly 1.00am, finally I took out my courage to court HER and express my feeling to HER when I was sicked by that time.. A few days before I decided to court her, I had been hesitating this matter and wondering what she felt and think what kinda person am I, how is my impression to her, would I be qualified to be her dreaming boyfriend and so on.. Now I realized all these questions are not necessary to be hesitated.. Oppositely I regret why I didnt express my feeling to her earlier.. The late I express, more suffering we face.. The funniest thing was I expected her would be stunned after I expressed to her, but at the end, the one who felt stunned was me!! She told me that she had been falling love on me ago and I did not realize it only.. OMG!! Now I only knew that how stupid am I in dealing with relationship matter.. Fortunately I still could catch the opportunity on time.. Otherwise, it would be my lifelong regret.

I really never think that I would go with her.. It seems like I was in a dream.. Everythings seems happened so sudden.. Both of us never expect will be a couple though we like each other.. swt =.=" ..really so coincidence.. I remembered I added her as my friend in friendster through her best friend profile when my intuition asked me to add her.. The problem is I less to simply add a friend unless I knew the person.. But I added her although I didnt know her.. swt =.=".. am I being cursed? hahaha.. The first day I met her was in Pappa Rich in Serdang.. That day I invited her to go out have a drink after I met my UPM friend.. And we are getting closer through MSN chatting.. That's the beginning of us..

Connought Pasar Malam~~Midvalley~~Klang~~I-city~~Kepong~~ 1Utama~~KLCC

Perhaps I couldnt guarantee she is my last one in my life, but I will try my best effort to make it come true ever since I do love her very much.. I will also grab this chance to learn how to a best boyfriend and "fiance" by giving her the most happiness.. hahaha.. So YOU cannot escape from me already la..hahaha..
~~I LOVE YOU, KLCC & my clumpsy barbarian~~

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Training kicked off

4th of August, 9.37am on Wednesday, listening to 爱一直存在-梁文音..
Sukem is one of the biggest sport competition in UKM. Every college has to send out their team to participate in this sport carnival. As usual, I was the representative of KIY college as well as holding the captain position in the basketball team.. Every year I will select the player and teach them how to play.. I will also negotiate with the jaksa sukan college in order to get what should a player have such such water supple, shirt, ball and so forth..

Yesterday night was our first training.. The total amount of junior was roughly six.. plus some of my formal team mates and total is around 10 players.. This year basketball team was really tough for me.. Nearly all of them dont know how to play.. When I asked them anything they dont know, they responded me that they know.. When comes to training, they trained like shit.. I even dont know what they were doing in the court.. If you really dont know, please dont pretend that you know, okay?!! swt =.=" .. After that, then I taught them one by one.. But they still worked it like shit.. really hopeless and made me speechless.. They even couldnt do those basic things.. haizzz..

Yesterday I was still sicked.. I thought I wont participate in the training and I expect they can do what I requested.. Unfortunately, I had to play with them and teach and show to play.. After a while, my body was getting sweat a lot till my whole shirt was wet.. And I didnt bring my clothes to change either.. arghhhh!!.. My sick was getting serious after the training.. and suddenly I realized that I was infected sore throat.. Maybe It is because I talked too much and raised my voice in the training.. haizzz.. Despite of my sickness, I really hope that what I contribute and what I teach them, they really can get it..

Compared to last year, they are worse a lot.. I really dont know how I should proceed.. Other colleges captain invited me to join them.. It was a big lure to me.. This situation was same as last time when I joined under 18-year-old competition.. Someone looks for me and their sponsor was paying a lot such as branded shoe, jacket, shirts, refreshment and so forth, but I didnt join them either because I still do like my original team very much.. Unfortunately that time 4 of my main five players ran away to that team and only left me in original team.. I didnt blame them actually because the lure was too great.. haizz.. Although this year my basketball team was really weak and challenging, I still wouldnt rebel my college to join other team.. When there is my start point, I also hope that is my end point..