The 100th Day

16th of Nov, 3:04am on Tuesday- listening to 好男人-陈小春
It has been 100 days we were together.. This period comes out of many meaningful memories between us either good or bad.. I believe every couple has not only sweet memories, but also grieved memories.. Sweet memory is to maintain the relationship while sad memory is to improve understandings to each other.. After some incidences, we only found out that how should we improve and which aspect to improve.. We will know what we need respectively and knowing how is his or her character in your life, how important is he and she to you.. A successful relationship should have undergone this process before having a perfect marriage life..

On the 100th, is 100th days, finally I could say that I really understand her because something had happened in my relationship..In fact it is not easy to go through this first 100 days.. Some people said that the first 3 months is the sweetest period..After that, the feeling will be decreasing and getting faded.. Now Im here to confidently prove this statement is wrong, totally wrong.. I believe that my relationship will be getting better and better.. This is because Im controlling this relationship instead of this relationship controlling me.. I know this is not an easy job as it needs two parties to carry out.. If either one party quits this game, the another must end it up as well.. I will not allow any third party to join this game or replace her as the player in this game.. I will not devastate my effort to this happiness..

Now I have to start my 101th day and anticipate the next 100th.. I wish there is no fullstop in our relationship and never give up so long as we love each other..

I love you, Chyi..

Hurt After Back From War

14th of November, 1.20pm on Sunday.. 我爱他-丁当
2 days ago, I was bringing a heavy feeling back to Ipoh.. Supposingly I should be very happy.. First, finally Im considered graduated and ready to enter another university.. That's social university.. Second, Finally I was free of exam.. I wont meet the exam feeling and burn night oil for rushing my rushing until my pimpers came out.. Third, I can go back to celebrate my grandmother birthday with my 3 cousins as well.. There is a long time we never meet each other already..

Pros and cons, I couldnt meet her for a period once I left there.. I decided to stay back there and give up on my grandmother's celebration..At the end, she rejected me to accompany her and told me wanna go back college.. haizzz.. disappointed.. I knew she wanna me go back home and participate the celebration.. haizzz.. After I departed from my house to Midvalley, then I found out that she eager to see me.. swt =.=" ..why must be like that, why couldnt be selfish and just tell me what you actually want..

Finally I reached home and slept for 14 hours.. lolx.. this was becoz I never slept for last night because of my last exam.. But I know start from now I needed not to bear it anymore.. Celebration was still going on smoothly.. nothing special.. went to an expensive but not nice restaurant to have a steamboat buffet..choices of food are too less, it is not worth at that price..

After that, the critical nightmare was just started.. From the beginning, I called her with a very happy mood and talked to her very nice.. Suddenly I found out that she was not happy and moody at the moment.. I dont know whether I did something wrong to her or anything happened to her.. I asked and asked, until I fed up and irritating, finally I gave up on asking her and end up the conversation.. I thought I should give her time to calm down herself because I knew she didnt want want to tell me.. After a few hours, she scolded me that I didnt understand her.. =.='' I was stunned and questioning myself whether I did wrong.. I went to her blog to find out the ans.. but ans was still the same.. I called her once again, but she rejected me.. My feeling was like being sentenced to death with noticing any crime I did.. innocent plus irritating feeling..

Argument started.. After a while, she called me back and I talked to her with a higher tune.. That's why we ended the conversation badly.. When I calmed down myself, I called her and realized that something which made me more irritating.. I was quite angry and disappointed.. Why she never think of my feeling?.. could the person do whatever if he or she is mad or moody? have I been fooling all this while?.. Taking her exam into my account, I compromised with her and settled all the problems, everything went back to the same.. Perhaps my trustworthy on her was no longer as much as before as I was stabbed too deeply.. but after this incidence, I found out that I love her very much, even much than before.. Trustworthy is an essential element to maintain a relationship..build it up with the fact and adversely it could be destroyed by fact and doubting as well..

He's left

27th of October, 2.43am on Wednesday..listening to Raymond Lam's Come2me concert..
Finally, Im willing to spare my time to update this blog.. My busy life really drives me crazy.. There is no one day that I could have nothing to do after I opened my eyes from my sleeping.. Handphone's alarm was set to wake me up for some purposes everyday.. Now even the alarm function is not really effective to me as I will stop the continuous ringing and continue to sleep.. =.= ..When I only can wake up freely without listening to the alarm?!! or sleep till whenever I want..

First of all, I really dunno what tittle i should put on my this post.. There is too many things I wanna write at here.. I dunno how to start it.. There is plenty of incidences had happened within this period.. Yesterday, my brother had "finally" went to UK to pursue his PhD. in University of Manchester within 5 years. I really dunno what course he was taking because we are less to talk to each other.. According to my mother's words, he was studying something like making bomb or something like explosion.. really speechless.. hardly to get what he was thinking..

Our relationship is not really closed although he is my brother because we always argue with each other since our stands and opinions are not in a same direction.. But I still feel regretful and sad about his leave.. Yesterday at the same time, I was facing to my Banking examination and the exam really disappointed me as well because I couldnt answer some questions.. It made me couldnt meet my brother at the airport.. it's really a piece of shit!!.. I was eager to meet him up as our last meeting was few weeks ago.. His left perhaps caused me to meet him up after 5 years.. 5-year is not a short period and i felt like I had lost something.. haizzz..

I still remembered that I had ever argued with him before about his future.. I remembered that at the end of the controversy I said that next time we see who can earn more money.. Now this statement really gave me much pressure.. haha.. but if I really didnt say it by that time, I was still pressured by my future as that was my greatest mission in my life.. Now he went to oversea already.. My heart to place myself at oversea was even more passionate.. First, I could avoid from people 'talking' about me.. Second, my mother will be proud of her sons and she could deserve a better life.. Third, that's what I always wish..

Now the house was getting lesser and lesser people.. The warmth and the noise was also lesser.. Next year my sister will also not be there probably because she has to enter into university.. So it just left 2 couples.. Three of us were separated far away.. haizzz.. I begin to miss those days we were together.. those days we argued together.. Actually we have a lot of special memories between us as well when now I flashback.. play card, play guli, play spiral, sneaking to play computer games(especially the street fighter and bomberman).. really very funny..

I know those days will not happen anymore.. I rather develop myself better and look forward in the future.. Everything has its beginning and ending.. I couldnt stop at there or go back to last time.. I believe our successful future would be more attractive and splendid.. waiting for the day!!

Tired, Emotional and Troublesome

26th of September, 11.26am on Sunday, listening to 2Me-Kara
It was a rare morning to me as I barely woke up so early in the morning except having class.. As a matter of fact, I just sent her back to her university to prepare for the final mid-sem paper, that's why I woke up early.. ^^ Yesterday I accompanied her to study till very late.. I felt very helpless cause I couldnt give her my hand except made a cup of warm coffee to her and stay beside of her as well as lend her my shoulder..Roughly 6 chapters left, how to complete it within a few hours.. Eventually she finished 4 chapters before she went bed..

I dont know why recently I felt moody.. not willing to do anything.. First time I woke up and feel moody to go class.. Always did I will never do.. Am I in a emotional situation?.. because of burden?study?competition?relationship?.. I dont know, I just wanna ran away from all these thing and lean on somewhere to think how to proceed my way.. Recently I felt I've changed to someone which im not recognized after in relationship.. terrible!!.. I was getting throw out and give up my stuff and just wishing to enjoy in the relationship.. swt =.=" .. I have never met this kind of situation.. Probably sometimes I will only think to sleep for whole day and avoid from anything. But, now the situation was very strange, unfamiliar at all.. I also dont know what is my direction.. lolxxx.. cockroach is under an aimless direction!!

Internship and assignment are my current major problems.. I dont know where to do my internship.. no company wants to hire me.. =.="" .. hahaha.. For me, to market myself is not really as hard as other.. Maybe Im always the positive thinker and confident than others..it is because I still havent applied properly.. laziness really kills me off.. hahaha.. Assignments were piled up as high as a mountain.. I felt strengthless to shoulder this burden.. Time was the main factor.. followed by laziness and busy.. lolz.. If you are determined to do something, nothing can stop you; if you are not, anything could be your excuses..

Last Wednesday was Mooncake Festival.. This year I never bite any mooncake or celebrate this festival.. lolz.. seemed it was not important to me ady, just like an ordinary day.. I thought that day was a lonely day to me.. But lastly I found her to go out with me to Cheras Look Out Point.. We had some drinks and some snacks over there.. poor service.. Too Bad!!.. I still remembered that she said she wanted to play lantern on the next mooncake festival.. I wish I could fulfill her wish because I dont know where am I next year after graduated.. I will try to take it as a promise to her.. Not only mooncake festival, I wish to pass through all the festival with her.. ^^

By the way, yesterday Ah Beng told me that my ex had a boyfriend already when he met her accidentally at Pesta Tanglung fair at Kajang.. This fact is not proven yet, because he just saw the guy was closed to her only.. I really dont know if it is a good or bad news.. Is she serious? or the guy is just a substitute to her.. Or she just wanted to make me angry?..If she really did find her future partner, I bless for her sincerely from the deep of my heart..Im the one who tore her heart painfully afterall.. She is really good enough, but not to me because we are not matched, living in different world.. So I just can pray for her have a better life partner and relationship which is far better than me in her future..

Proudly to say that, I had tried to appreciate, but Im still failed, so I choose to leave.. Now I meet my potato.. I dont know if she would become my life partner, but Im sure that my feeling to her is undescribable strong and I wish she would be my last one.. If one day we were foreordained to leave each other unfortunately, it would be my most most most precious memory and I will not wish to delete it and bring it along until the end of my day no matter how hurt the feeling is..
~~Fighting For Love~~

Passed One Day as if Passed One Minute

22nd of September, 2.21pm on Wednesday, listening to 昨迟人-许志安
Abandoned my blog for 5 days already.. Finally I've returned to my blog.. those days of missing her had gone.. Last week I went Kuala Lipis to find her.. Fortunately I didnt get a wrong way to get over there with my lovely GPS although im not familiar with the route.. Reached there at around 7pm.. By that time, she was feeling not well.. Was I bringing the bad luck to her? lolx..

The feeling is just like back to village feeling.. It was just a small rural town, majority is Malays.. just like my grandmother's village.. full of enthusiasm, closing to each other even though unknown, fresh air, natural environment..

That night we went to yumcha with her friends after I tasted her sister(Lynn) fried Mihoon.. it was too much pepper and too dry, but I was still able to finished it..^^
Pak Toh, a place designed in Malay style with a gloomy environment, originated by chinese.. I never tried the food because I was still full by that time, just ordered a special chocolate ice which I had to stir the chocolate to mix with the milk.. lolx.. After a while, most of her friends reached to the place.. and we were having the communication gap between them especially ah soo.. it was in my expectation but the situation seems better..hahaha.. I met her ex but we didnt talk even a single word to each other.. Lolxxx.. Anyway, Im a guest and supposingly at least he talked something to me, right? or is this the way he treat his guest although he probably not really like me? seems he felt more embarrassed than me.. hahaha..

Next day(Friday) we slept till afternoon.. Everybody was waiting us to bring them out for breakfast or lunch without any notice.. hahaha.. really sorry for that, i missed to sense it.. Lunch, we ate at her aunty house.. Food was not nice actually.. Evening we went to play basketball.. The court is considered okay.. the floor was not very smooth.. the players were not bad.. First match we played with them, I lost.. Maybe I was still in warm-up mode, and I didnt play for 2 weeks ady.. my breathing was quite difficult in the first match.. After that, I started to play serious in the other matches but still dunno why I had not enough energy to shoot..really swt.. fortunately I didnt disappoint her.. straight win..wakakaka.. ^^

At night we went to steamboat at Ah En's house.. knew many new friends at there.. Jimmy, Ah En, Crespo(Ah Lap), Ah Man, Tunku, Kent, Hsien Wei, Ah Pit, Chery, Ah Hong, Trista, Ying Hwa.. lolz.. AFter finished the dinner, we go to put wishing lantern.. first time I wrote wishes on wishing lantern.. I really dunno what to write actually.. My mind only ask me to write happy to be with her forever, but I didnt write on it..Because I knew our happiness is not decided by anybody except us.. we were the people to create the happiness for both of us in the future.. A thousand or million of wishes are useless if we never put any effort on it..

Saturday, we woke up late as we had canceled the trip to kuantan.. We decided to back kajang because yesterday we played till too late, not enough sleep and energy to travel there.. Afternoon we took our lunch at lipis which is so-called the most dirty food.. This wasnt the whole actual fact.. The food is not only dirty, plus it was damn difficult to enter into my mouth.. very not delicious.. Hor Fun with egg sauce without fried Hor Fun instead of boiled Hor Fun!! lolx.. After that, we stayed at her house and rest a while before back kajang.. The longer I rest in her house, the more unwilling to leave.. I like the place, the simple house, friends, her 2 pretty sisters and handsome brother and fresh environment.. You will never know how hard was my leg stepped into the car and my feeling at the moment..

On the way back to kajang, we went to Ampang and tried a Korean BBQ steamboat which was not provided Korean Food and recommended by Ah Kit(my campus friend).. But that price and food were really worth.. very nice!!.. fresh fish and crab.. somemore we played cooking over there.. damn funny!!.. She seemed like very enjoy in the cooking process.. help us to cook instead of eating.. (Actually she was full, that's why she cooked for us..hahaha..).. After that, we continued our journey.. It was downpour heavily.. and ah soo "shouted" at behind that he want to excrete..hahaha.. everytime he was like that.. used to hear it.. hahaha

Sunday, we woke up late again as usual.. Passed the day as usual with her, potato.. Although we did nothing, but we spent the time with each other very fast.. Soon day changed to night.. At night, I did something unscrupulous.. haizz.. I really didnt mean to read it, I just discovered it suddenly and it triggered out my curiosity.. so sorry..

This simple trip really passed so fast.. I passed these 3 days as if passed 1 days only.. I really hope that Im able to pause the time at the moment if possible.. I really wish to drop out all my duties and just stay at there simple village with her forever.. Maybe you will think that I gain nothing throughout this trip.. But for me, I knew, I understand and I tasted how was her life at there, experienced what she always experienced, did what she always did, travel where she always been.. It was much memorable to me and I wish I could understand her even more!!

相思的最后一天

九月十六号，星期四，凌晨3点18分，没有听歌。
一大早我就起来玩股票了，由于今天是非常难得的一个早上，竟然怡保早上下雨！！超稀有的现象咯，一年大约有5，6次左右吧。结果，我就继续睡觉。其实我是有点伤感和失望咯，因为我以为小蕃薯还在生我的气，没有回我的信息。然后我十一点多又起身一下，发现她又没回我的信息，又带着失落的感觉进入梦里。

我睡醒的时候，已是1点多了，可是她也没回信，真的很心疼下的。然后我就半醒的状态下打电话给她了。结果她说我没像平时一样早上打电话给她，所以她也没打给我。至于信息方面，她就说她不知道怎样回我，所以没回。虽然我听了更加心痛，可是我还是算了吧。我当时的脑海除了想要跟她和好，还是和好。幸好最终我们还是和好如初。嘻嘻嘻！！

一到了傍晚，我才发现嫲嫲没有煮饭，因为没完米了，那个没用的爸爸又不要买米，我们只好去打包。我真的觉得他一点用都没有，完全没有责任感，就连养活一家的能力都没有，对他超级反感。其实不只我一个人那么想，很多人都对他反感了。所以等我有能力赚钱后，我肯定会给他相同的滋味的。对他我已经是失望到没有得再失望的余地了。

晚上还是一样，跟小蕃薯谈个不停，虽然话题中间有些事是我听了之后觉得不爽的，可是我还是选择继续听她的答案。谢谢你很坦白地告诉我！！还有就是默默地支持我！！我爱你！！

相思的最后一天果然特别兴奋。真的很想念她！又加上迫不及待见到她的心情，心里好像在倒数着每一个小时。虽然两天前才见过面，可是还是很想念她，还是很想见到她。热恋中的情侣果然是特别奇怪。哈哈哈。希望我们能尽量保持这种莫名其妙的热恋感。嘻嘻！！

Fiancee, I'm bringing my cockroachy troop to conquer Lipis soon!!! muahahaha!!

相思的第九天

九月十五号，星期三，凌晨3点46分，正在听着，说了再见-周杰伦
太好了！！倒数起来只剩两天而已。美极了！！哈哈哈～～ 今天和平常一样，调了闹钟可是睡到不省人事，股市又没理到。重点就是我竟然起身叫阿苏（我的房友）去吃早餐。早餐中我才发现股市气势如红，又失去机会了。懒睡真的害人不浅。哈哈哈。

早餐完后，就回家准备一下入市了。我竟然发现国大排名在十大里面，超难想像咯。奇怪的就是我很不爽咯，因为我觉得他们（那些大学工作人员）会骄傲咯。又不是他们的功劳，他们又没教我们什么东西，他们会个屁咩，最厉害还不是领功咯。可是我还是打算做最后的冲刺，尽量能赢多少就多少。

今天好像什么都没做到，只是对着面子书而已，又废了一天哈哈哈。傍晚的时候，却发生一件我最不想要发生的事，就是和小蕃薯吵架。虽然不是什么大吵架，可是我还是非常不喜欢。虽然别人说偶尔吵吵架是好事来的，可是我还是不想咯。这次小蕃薯开了一个令我不喜欢的玩笑。虽然这是开玩笑而已，可是就是我不知道为什么我会不喜欢的，还令到我心痛的玩笑，我就是在意她说的那句话。唉～～～ 过后我又摆我不爽的声音给她，还说了一些令她不爽的话，结果我和她道歉了。幸好最终我们还是没有事了。谁开口说对不起先，这也不重要了，重要的是我和她能在一起就是了。半夜突然间我们又吵了起来，就是因为大家不肯认输，所以就无端端闹起来了。有时我真的搞不清到底要怎么做才能令她开心。可是如果每次都要我令口是心非的她开心而要我做出自己不愿意的事，这也不再是我自己本人了吗？。。真的难搞。。唉呀，我还是觉得总之到最后没事就好了。嘻嘻！！

××对不起小蕃薯，我也不应该时常逼你的××

相思的第八天

九月十五日，星期三，凌晨1点50分，正在听着，候鸟-SHE
昨天晚上，九月十三，星期一，我才从KL回到怡保。真的好累了。所以没有在部落格写下任何的东西。那天，我们又睡到很迟才醒来。出去打包，吃过了午餐，然后又待在家里看戏。

不知不觉中，我们又是时候赶去踏巴士了。习惯迟到的我原本打算早点出门的，不用这么赶，小蕃薯说不用这么早出门，结果到最后就赶个半死。原本我们不需要担心得太多的，就是因为马来西亚超烂的公共交通工具（KTM）迟到半个小时。超级讨厌咯。难怪马来西亚什么都慢过人，就连火车都能迟到的。真的无言。真的不想再讲大马的交通工具了，不然一讲起就一把火了。

taxi => KTM => LRT => bus terminal(Titiwangsa) => LRT => Bus Terminal(Bukit Jalil)

啊！！！想起来真的很久咯，可是还是觉得时间过得满快的。可能我们都在大家身边一直陪伴对方。谢谢您！！

我还以为小蕃薯会错失她最后一辆的巴士，幸好她记错最后一辆巴士的时间，要不然她就会不到家了。那时我也不知该怎么做了。她买票后，我就赶着去另外一个车站。还好，赶得及有余。

在巴士上，她的影子又浮现在我的脑海里了。啊！！出事了！！我又开始想念她了。我真的没用，难道真的要注定我会死在爱情手上吗？啊！！！这不像小蟑螂我一直以来的作风咧。这也是我唯一的避忌啊！

出乎预料的相见

九月十四日，星期二，晚上10点46分，正在听着，温暖-永邦
上个星期六，也就是九月十一日，早上我告诉小蕃薯我失眠。讲讲下，我们却发颠起来，就打算去kl约会。结果我买了两点的车票去The Mines约会。超赶的咯，我还要去弄头发，结果连早午餐都没吃，就上巴士了。原本我还打算买怡保蛋挞和kaya角给她和她的uncle吃的，可是要排队等很久，真的来不及，失败了。还是改天先吧。

到了那边已经是六点多了，等她多一下，她就出现了。一看到她后，我就忍不住当众拥抱起来。哈哈哈。走了一下，我们就去了Old Town吃东西。我们待在那边也满久一下才继续走街。可是我们就是不知道去哪里好，我就只想跟她在一起就是了，超搞笑的。无端端又到了八点多了，我们就去吃纸包鸡。那里的招牌河粉还挺好吃的。不错不错。

晚上回到kajang的家后都很迟了，还要给印度德士佬串我们，收费超高的，结果我们很有骨气地离开，上了另一辆德士。那一天真的完全出乎意料，无端端我们又相见了，真的没办法，我太想念小蕃薯了。

另一天我们又睡到很迟才起身。原本我们打算出去玩的，可是又太迟了，大家又很懒惰出门，结果就待在家里。我为她煮了第二次的食物给她吃。她开始胃痛了。我要澄清下咯，不是我煮的东西有问题咯。每次吃完东西的她总是会胃痛起来的，而我就会顶胃的，真的是绝配。叫她去看医生又不要，真的刁蛮，拿她没办法。

晚上带她吃好吃的东西，回到家后她又开始胃痛了，我又开始顶胃了，因为吃太多了，可是我就没跟她说。（我看到你在辛苦着，再加上你又帮不了我的，所以没告诉你，对不起）。过后她还出冷汗，那是的我真的觉得超级没用，又帮不到她，她又不喜欢吃药，我就只能待在她旁边看着她那副辛苦的样子，抚摸一下她那有点冷的脸。啊！！！！！
真的希望下次没有同样的感觉！！超级无助的感觉！！！

相思的第七天

九月十一号，星期六，半夜3点45分，正在听着，太天真-钟晓玉
早上七早八早就被电话吵醒了。原本不想出去的，可是被逼要去，因为我们约好了去玩打仗游戏（paintball）。吃了早餐，就到那边会合了。还以为是十点开始的，谁知道拖拖下十一点才开始。装备好后，进去开仗了。心情真的好奇怪，既兴奋，又害怕，超搞笑的。

一开始，气弹就乱飞了。由与还未适应，加上又没有计划，所以玩玩下而已。结果出来后，我才用了一点子弹而已。第二轮我就开始疯了起来，太过勇了，结果一下子就被人射死了。哈哈哈。接下来我就开始进入状态了，开始会策划战略，连胜几场了。哈哈哈。

虽然身中了几枪，可是不觉得很痛。我的朋友就可惨了。气弹中颈项，一个女生又中手臂。瘀血开始浮现，不动它就没事的，一动就会痛的。真的不幸。过后我们就直接去吃东西了。整身粘粘的，因为气弹的水的关系，有点不是很自在的感觉。

回到家，休息了一下，才发现自己中的气弹开始出现效果了，有点痛。感觉有点给钱买难受的。哈哈哈。晚上我就和我的小蕃薯煲电话粥，谈了很久，因为某种事情，盖电话后我的心情很不好。然后我就一个人去吃宵夜。我找了我的好朋友谈了一谈，才好过了起来。真的好对不起他，半夜三更吵他起来来治疗我。哈哈哈。没办法，谁叫他是我的好兄弟咧，算他倒霉咯。嘻嘻！然后我就赶回家入睡了。

相思的第六天

九月十号，星期五，凌晨2点20分，正在听着，幸福的力量-张信哲
想起来也有一段时间我没回去了，是时候回家乡（冷甲）了找外公外婆。外公有时会打电话给我的，可是最近都好像失去联络了。真的奇怪。原本打算早点去的，可是却睡迟了。去到那边都已经是1点多了。其实也好的，去那边都没有什么东西可以做的。除了谈天，还不是谈天。

谈完后，我就跑去电脑室去看股票。怎么才发现原来那天是公共假期，只开早市而已，真的无奈。然后就去欺负一下表弟，跟他打一打桌球。其实不是我要打的，是他拼命吵着要我跟他打的，结果输得好可怜。明知输定的，还是要跟我打，真的无言。

回到家后，小阿姨终于出现了在外婆家了。我也看见婷姨和叔婆，可是我一到她们就要走了。还是一样，没什么变。谈谈下，阿姨和外公外婆又问起我的女朋友。我只好直说咯，然后我妈咪又叫我给他们看看照片，真的顶他们不顺。不久，外婆也去"嫲嫲"家赌扑克牌来打发时间。我也进房间睡午觉和煲电话粥了。

晚上吃完外婆煮的晚餐后，就回怡保了。虽然食物不对我胃口，可是还是满好吃的。哈哈哈。家都还未回到，我就继续我的第二个节目了，跑去了东区和肥辉他们喝茶。又是一样，笑个半死的。结果搞得来，回到家已是半夜了，这样又一天了。

相思的第五天

九月八日，星期三，晚上9点02分，正在听着，双冠军-容祖儿
废人的我又睡到1点多。早上起了一下，又睡回去。我还打电话给她，可是却是她的妹妹接了那通电话，说她正在睡觉。那是我才松了一口气，因为昨晚无端端讲讲下电话，却叫她没回应了。打回给她，通了可是没人接，害我白白担心了一场，还以为有什么事发生。原来她是睡着了，真的给她气死我，改天真的有什么事，你要我这么办哦？.. 11点多又醒来多一次，这次是她的信息把我弄醒的。我原本打算回信息的，却打信息打到一半，我却睡着了。直到中午，收到她的来电，才真真醒来了。哈哈哈。

原本我今天早上约定了去找我的“妈妈”（是我好朋友的前任女友）洗脸的。可是却放了她鸽子，真的不好意思，因为我实在太懒惰出去了，再加上我又很眼睡。“妈妈”，还有一件事真的对不起，我不是有心找借口骗你来拒绝你，而我真的不能做你的伴友去云顶。虽然还有一对情侣也有去，可是我真的不希望引起我的小蕃薯胡思乱想，毕竟她是我的女朋友，我真的没办法。

下午我也进市了，可是却亏了一些，但是那个游戏却赚钱。我竟然忽略了一些东西，导致我亏钱，气死我了。你升就升啦，干嘛升到那么快哦，怕死没人知道你升酱。啊！！。我只是没看一阵子罢了嘛，做么酱快就“惩罚”我哦... T.T 虽然我知道是我的错，可是我是不会认错的，因为是我玩股票，而不是股票玩我的！！ 下次我不会放过你的。走着瞧吧！

今天我在面子书里很大胆地在小蕃薯墙上写了我爱你，公告了全天下。哈哈哈。这也引起了很多人来留言。甚至我的好朋友也留言了。公告了天下后，也让我觉得责任也变大了，也承诺着我必须给她幸福快乐。其实我真的没有一定的把握能让她成为最幸福的女生，可是我会尽力而为，尽量给予她所需要的东西。希望真的能够成为你心目中最棒的对象！！

相思的第四天

九月八日，星期三，凌晨4点10分，正在听着，昨迟人-许志安
今天的我就像平常一样，早上起了一下，看看股票，不到10分钟又睡回去了。哈哈哈。直到下午1点多才醒来，真的是懒人一个。一醒来就想到白咖啡，就叫妈咪回来吃午餐时帮我打包。哈哈哈。吃了午餐，就打算准备入市。可是，不知做么，我就是没有那么的心去玩股票了，只是想着打电话给她。昨天是我们通话最长最多的。加上半夜的通话，总合起来大约有几个小时。原本打算入市的，可是讲电话过度，就连开市的时间都忘记了。哈哈哈。。结果就消除入市的念头。

傍晚我和我的好朋友（L）去喝茶。他就告诉了我他和另一个好朋友（J）为了一位女生而吵架了。其实之前我已经略懂一二的，可是竟然比我想象中更糟。这件事也激动了我。虽然我知道J是很会夸大事实的，可是他现在为了这么一位女生，变本加厉，竟然敢在L背后恶意中伤他，还无中生有，绞尽脑汁地阻止L去和那位女生见面，也希望那位女生对L反感。除了这件事，最近也发生了很多事情而我也不知道他的所作所为。我真的想象不到我的兄弟竟然会变成这个地步。我开始对他无言了～～ 就连我们的paintball计划都不打算邀请他去了。我就因为这样而又失去一位好朋友吗？××叹气××

晚上我的房友叫我去打桌球，等个半死才有桌子给我们。不打过我真的不知道原来我退步了那么多。就连容易进的球我都进不了。是不是我太过骄傲呢？因为我第一场赢了。哈哈哈。江山难改，本性难移。我就是酱的，赢了总是要在对手面前炫耀的，真的不知所谓。过后有人约我们打lucky。可是被我拒绝了，因为赶着回家煲粥。哈哈哈。改天才会一会你们吧！！

今天没什么独特的事情发生，平平凡凡就过了一天。只剩10天而已！！加油吧！！

相思的第三天

九月六日，星期一，10点07分，正在听着，爱一直存在-梁文音
七早八早我又要爬起来看股票了。眼睛都还未开完，我就对着电脑了。却发现上不到网，真的气死我。然后才发现原来嫲嫲扫地时不小心把接线弄断了。接回去就继续发掘我的股票世界。嘻嘻！

今天我又要当司机了，载人出入。最可恶的就是当我睡到爽爽的时候，这个那个叫醒我去载人，超级无奈咯。最终我就打算不睡了，特地跑出去买我超爱喝的白咖啡来提神。超好喝咯，又便宜。在吉隆坡喝一杯要四零吉左右，我在这里喝才块半而已。那边贵到半死，又不够香。在我还未回去之前，现在就要喝个够本先。嘻嘻！！

虽然早早就起身，可是今天都没有收获，浪费了。幸好那个股票游戏还有赚，要不然我就白费了一整天。虽然我离第一名的很远，可是凭着我打不死的精神，我还是会跟他们拼过的。这都只怪我很迟才开始玩。一个星期了，我已从几千名追到去第二百名了，已经算很好了的咯，希望能挤进二十名里面。

今天原本有个打算去照X-ray的，因为我的脚好像还没完全恢复，觉得好像有后遗症。结果我不得空去看，被逼延迟。想到我的脚就极度不爽，那个死中国人好像人间消失酱，那天过后就没见过他了。最好别让我在比赛时碰上他，否则我非要他破相不可。像这些不够人强然后出奸招的垃圾球员，没有受过教训是不知死活的。等着瞧吧！！

今天小蕃薯无端端跟我说去金马伦半日游，吹吹风。哈哈哈。整天爱到处跑，又没有跟家人讲，真的拿她没办法。不幸的就是我要忙，不然我就跟她在金马伦偷情了。哈哈哈！！傍晚又跟我说要去送鬼神，真是大忙人一个，忙着到处玩，读书又不见她酱勤力。哈哈哈哈！！还好啦，我不希望些什么，但求她平平安安，开开心心就可以啦。只要她开心，我都会永远支持与尊敬她的决定的。她的微笑，已足够胜过一切了。这也表示她在我心目中的地位逐渐变得重要很多。这也搞到我真的很难安排我的未来，另一方面就是金钱在我心目中的地位也已经开始动摇了。真的不知道是好还是坏，真是人算不如天算咯。就让一切顺其自然啦，答案就在未来。哈哈哈～～

相思的第二天

九月五日，星期日，11点38分， 正在听着-大海-丁当
今天一大清早，我就要起床赶着去开会。因为我睡迟了，原本是十点的会议，可是我就推迟去十一点才开始。因为只有我们两个开而已，另一位临时不能出席，所以就不用紧。哈哈哈。这一切都是被小蕃薯所害的咯，因为昨晚我跟她煲电话粥到5点左右。你是跑不掉了的，我怎样都要拖你下水咯。哈哈哈！！对不起咯。 ^_^

开会完后，我就赶回家准备收拾行李回怡保。我还记得在回家的路途中，小蕃薯的影子在我的脑海里飘浮，一边骑摩托，一边想念她。在我没留意之下，我的摩托不小心驶到一个洞，摇摆了一下。哈哈哈！！我也不应该怪她的，是我没有专心而已，也只能怪我自己走火入魔了。××叹气××

五点多才回到怡保的家。球友就叫我去打友谊赛了，可是我拒绝了他们，我实在是累了。到家一会儿，把东西放下后，我就拿起电话打给她了。然后我又躺在床上谈个不停，就连我要做的东西忘记了。七点多我妈妈就回到家，开见我在房里，吓了一跳，因为我没有告诉她我今天回来。然后她就讲：“死衰仔，走回来做么啊？” 讲到好像不想我回来酱，可是我知道她不是这个意思的。哈哈哈。过后我就跟我的傻嫲嫲谈天，我也拿了我的小蕃薯照片给她们看。她们就讲...........（秘密）。哈哈哈。

晚上就快到半夜，整天跑来跑去，顶心顶肺的妹妹回家了。我也跟她谈了一下子。说到我的小蕃薯时，她看了照片后，就取笑我说：“没天理啊！酱都给你找到酱美的女朋友，好看过之前那个咯。这个就有资格做我的阿嫂啦。”哇老！我真的给她炸到咯（同时我的心里也在偷笑咯。嘻嘻嘻。），果然真的是我的现实妹妹，真的拿她没办法。

无端端讲讲下，又到凌晨了。真的很快，我们也把睡着觉的妈咪都给吵醒来了。哈哈哈。然后我就继续赶完这个部落格。哈哈哈。

今天才是第二天而已，我就已经开始为你而捉狂捉到快要发疯了！！你已经跑不掉了的！！

你永远是我的！！！

相思的第一天

九月四日，星期六，8点9分-正在听着-我怕我会爱上你-许志安
从今天起，我将会在这短短的两个星期里用华语来写我的部落格，展现一下我的华语有多“肉酸”，出丑啦。哈哈。

今天这个日子非常特别，是我和她在一起刚好一个月的纪念日。可是今天也是她离我而去，回家乡度过两个星期的假期的第一天。我也得开始度过相思的日子了。小蟑螂都有今天啦。可怜～ 好像总是觉得失去了一些东西的感觉。幸好昨天跟她出去约会得很开心，不然我真的想念死了。

最惨的就是我今天什么东西都没得做，股票市场又没开，考试又完了，朋友又回家了，功课又还没到最后一刻，搞到我又得空没事做，趴在床上在胡思乱想。刚才她来电跟我说要跟她的妹妹和他的前男友出去唱K。虽然我不是很喜欢，心情有点被打击，可是我也没有阻止她，因为我相信她，也希望她有一个开开心心的假期。^_^

明天轮到我要回家了，想到旧街场的白咖啡，我就快疯了。哈哈哈。非喝不可。回到家乡，又要出去应酬朋友，真是有点懒惰。该时候停止了，我要去做一些东西，明天再继续。^_^

Genting Trip with My Little Potato

1st of September, 1.14am on Wednesday, listening to 你不知道的事-王力宏..
Before I wanna start my study, I have a sweet memory to share and keep in my blog.. Last two days(Monday) I had traveled to Genting Highlands with my little potato and my housemates(ah beng & siew leng).. We planned it in rush last Saturday when I was planning how should I celebrate this National Day with HER.. Perhaps next year I would not have another chance to celebrate with HER due to some reasons.. Therefore I decided to watch firework show with her in Genting.. Before I made the hotel booking, I asked ah beng and my roomate whether they want to follow me.. Unfortunately my roomate had something else to do in hometown, so it just left 2 couples of us would be going there..

On that day, little potato and I went there first to check in and the another couple would tail us after siew leng finished her examination. I had waited at there for hotel check-in so long.. Luckily I did bring my laptop to distract us from the terrible waiting period.. When it came to my turn, the receptionist served me without knowing how to use the credit card machine.. She took much time to settle it.. OMG!!.. Nevermind, she is still a trainee, so I didnt show my sour face to her because I learnt what is the taste of being a trainee.. Finally I got my card to enter my room.. Opened the room, I realised that I was cheated!! The room was totally different from their official website photo.. We were supposed to be provided 2 single beds, but it came out with 1 queen bed.. Besides that, the size was also different.. Did I enter into a wrong room?? I booked a deluxe room which was nothing different with a standard room!! ROARRR!!!..

After that, we settled all the things and we took a short rest while before out for dinner while we were waiting for the couple.. At night, before we went to watch the firework show, we stopped by at Oldtown and eat something.. We walked back to the First World Hotel outdoor and took some photos before we watched the firework.. Suddenly, we received an insider news from a stranger which he told his friend the firework show would be at Theme Park there.. OMG!! We then rushed back to Theme Park within 10 minutes.. lolz.. what a great challenge to my leg.. There were a lot of people gathering over there already.. We looked for a best place hastily to enjoy the firework.. The firework show started late without people cheering and shouting out for countdown period in our area.. swt =.=" .. The firework was pretty marvelous and wonderful.. I never seen such a beautiful firework before.. sparkling and booming firework was present indulgently in the sky and it made the sky bright and glaring from dark..what a spectacular sight to behold.. Now I know how rich Genting was.. hahaha.. After that we walked around and took some photos..

Next day, we slept till skipped our free breakfast.. lolz.. wasted.. Before 12pm, we kept our things and checked out and took our lunch before we went back home.. The time spent with her was passed so fast.. haizz.. but I was really enjoyed in this trip.. It was my first trip with her.. first time we watched firework show together.. Hope that I could have another coming event which would be doing with her.. hehehe ^_^

My Happiness Found 04/08

13rd of August, 2.16am on Friday, listening to 爱不在-Melody..
Recently I was busy for all my stuff until I was lazy to organize a single post in this month.. "extra job", dating, academic, discussion, basketball training, gym and so forth.. busy like hell.. everyday I passed my time so fast until I didnt know where I spent my time at.. swt =.=""

Today finally I can spare out my time to share my recent story as well as keep this memory forever as long as this blogger is still alive..

4th of August on roughly 1.00am, finally I took out my courage to court HER and express my feeling to HER when I was sicked by that time.. A few days before I decided to court her, I had been hesitating this matter and wondering what she felt and think what kinda person am I, how is my impression to her, would I be qualified to be her dreaming boyfriend and so on.. Now I realized all these questions are not necessary to be hesitated.. Oppositely I regret why I didnt express my feeling to her earlier.. The late I express, more suffering we face.. The funniest thing was I expected her would be stunned after I expressed to her, but at the end, the one who felt stunned was me!! She told me that she had been falling love on me ago and I did not realize it only.. OMG!! Now I only knew that how stupid am I in dealing with relationship matter.. Fortunately I still could catch the opportunity on time.. Otherwise, it would be my lifelong regret.

I really never think that I would go with her.. It seems like I was in a dream.. Everythings seems happened so sudden.. Both of us never expect will be a couple though we like each other.. swt =.=" ..really so coincidence.. I remembered I added her as my friend in friendster through her best friend profile when my intuition asked me to add her.. The problem is I less to simply add a friend unless I knew the person.. But I added her although I didnt know her.. swt =.=".. am I being cursed? hahaha.. The first day I met her was in Pappa Rich in Serdang.. That day I invited her to go out have a drink after I met my UPM friend.. And we are getting closer through MSN chatting.. That's the beginning of us..

Connought Pasar Malam~~Midvalley~~Klang~~I-city~~Kepong~~ 1Utama~~KLCC

Perhaps I couldnt guarantee she is my last one in my life, but I will try my best effort to make it come true ever since I do love her very much.. I will also grab this chance to learn how to a best boyfriend and "fiance" by giving her the most happiness.. hahaha.. So YOU cannot escape from me already la..hahaha..
~~I LOVE YOU, KLCC & my clumpsy barbarian~~

Training kicked off

4th of August, 9.37am on Wednesday, listening to 爱一直存在-梁文音..
Sukem is one of the biggest sport competition in UKM. Every college has to send out their team to participate in this sport carnival. As usual, I was the representative of KIY college as well as holding the captain position in the basketball team.. Every year I will select the player and teach them how to play.. I will also negotiate with the jaksa sukan college in order to get what should a player have such such water supple, shirt, ball and so forth..

Yesterday night was our first training.. The total amount of junior was roughly six.. plus some of my formal team mates and total is around 10 players.. This year basketball team was really tough for me.. Nearly all of them dont know how to play.. When I asked them anything they dont know, they responded me that they know.. When comes to training, they trained like shit.. I even dont know what they were doing in the court.. If you really dont know, please dont pretend that you know, okay?!! swt =.=" .. After that, then I taught them one by one.. But they still worked it like shit.. really hopeless and made me speechless.. They even couldnt do those basic things.. haizzz..

Yesterday I was still sicked.. I thought I wont participate in the training and I expect they can do what I requested.. Unfortunately, I had to play with them and teach and show to play.. After a while, my body was getting sweat a lot till my whole shirt was wet.. And I didnt bring my clothes to change either.. arghhhh!!.. My sick was getting serious after the training.. and suddenly I realized that I was infected sore throat.. Maybe It is because I talked too much and raised my voice in the training.. haizzz.. Despite of my sickness, I really hope that what I contribute and what I teach them, they really can get it..

Compared to last year, they are worse a lot.. I really dont know how I should proceed.. Other colleges captain invited me to join them.. It was a big lure to me.. This situation was same as last time when I joined under 18-year-old competition.. Someone looks for me and their sponsor was paying a lot such as branded shoe, jacket, shirts, refreshment and so forth, but I didnt join them either because I still do like my original team very much.. Unfortunately that time 4 of my main five players ran away to that team and only left me in original team.. I didnt blame them actually because the lure was too great.. haizz.. Although this year my basketball team was really weak and challenging, I still wouldnt rebel my college to join other team.. When there is my start point, I also hope that is my end point..

Leg Sprained

30th of July, 12:02am on Friday, listening to 蓝色生死恋-郑日荣.. Yesterday, my leg was sprained by someone.. He is a China guy.. a rude and hateful China guy.. purposely stretch out his leg when I jumped shoot.. When my leg reached to ground, I stepped his leg and caused my leg sprained..

It was just a game, not a competition.. is it really needed to use this kind of worst tactic to win the match?.. stretching leg to sprain opponent's leg is the worst act in the court.. Im lucky when the first time he took out his leg, but I couldnt escape from the second time.. It's just the first match, roughly 10mins, then I have to sit at the side of the court..haizz..

My leg was pain till I couldnt walk properly.. I even used the leg to stand also felt difficult.. By the same time, I found out that I hv a bit fever and stomachache.. all sicks comes to me in one time..And I passed through a night with a painful leg and fever..arghhh...

Today, after my class I went to get treatment from a "tit da" sifu.. He massage me pain like hell.. My fist holds very very tight and my blood vessel comes out.. really hard to suffer the pain..

Now it's gone and I can walk better.. I will remember this pain and wait for a chance to revenge.. This type of fucking player deserves my revenge.. It will be settled in the court soon..

The Feeling of Anger

27th of July, 9.26pm on Tuesday, listening to 不要惊动爱情-郑秀文..
Today I woke up without water.. I couldnt brush teeth, wash face, cook anything to eat and so forth.. Although this happened on me in the morning, but I still can accept it because probably my mood was still okay.. after that, gotta take water from somewhere to wash face and prepared to go out for discussion.. I thought I wanna take my homemade breakfast at my house, but unfortunately, there is no water to wash my plates after eat.. No choice, I have to go out eat my lunch..haizzz..

When we stepped into the restaurant, we found out no seat for us but we were rushing time..arghhh.. Then we had to sit at a dirty corner and eat my food.. That restaurant normally have no much people, but how come when I was rushing, it wants to against me..zzz.. After that, when we reached to library for the discussion, we searched and searched on the level, but I still couldnt meet them..Where were my groupmates gone??!!! I only knew that they were at another level after I rang them..arghhhh!!! We had set the venue early the time, but how come they want to change without informing me..zzz.. Somemore the level had no suitable book for me to use.. really make me irritating.. Fortunately they came back to meet us after that..

During the discussion time, there were 4 of us, but 2 groupmates were still daydreaming.. Only my friend and I were holding to the discussion for 6 hours.. They were just sitting there and listening to us.. We produced all the idea without their contribution.. Another problem is when we wanna ask their opinion, they dare to tell me no idea, I dont know, ask me to repeat the idea, this and that..walaooo.. It really burned up my anger.. Especially my roomate, yesterday I asked him to prepared himself and told him that I will pass the baton to him, and give him the 1st chance to lead the group, but indeed he really made me damn disappointed.. When I asked him what he wanna to tell us and ask us to do, he dare to say nothing, dont know, this and that.. After that, I told myself I wont lead the group anymore.. Every time is only my friend and I lead the discussion, they never try to voice out their opinion, just waiting for their part to do, as if feeding them to eat and they just had to chew the food only.. really terrible..

When I reached home, I saw a lot of people queuing up to get water from a lorry container.. OMG.. the water stoppage is getting worse until the officer need to send us water.. I damn hate Lembaga air Selangor.. They did thing like shit.. never notice us before the water stoppage.. I felt like want to complain them with a phone call to release my anger.. really unforgivable and hopeless rubbish.. Another makes me get irritating is when the lorry comes nearby our house, I took 2 piles reached there and they said the water finished ady..they had to return and refill the water.. That time I really want to treat them eat my fist.. Really sucksss!!! If they have no water, then please dont stop nearby our house.. Instead go back to refill it and dont give any hope to us..

Selangor state government is really useless.. They really dont know how important the water is to us.. They even can do the renovation without considering our feeling.. In addition, I believe that there is still no much improvement in the quality of water.. muddy and yellow in colour like holy shit!!

Recovered

25th of July, 12.15am on Sunday, listening to 梦难圆-罗嘉良..
Good news to my body..it's fully recovered after I went out from outside.. Before I went out yumcha with my friend, I still got a bit internal hot inside my body.. Before I went out, I was still wondering if I should go out with my sick body.. Now I know my decision is correct..

Actually I didnt mean to go out, but my friend(Fat Fai, who is my basketball coach and game mate) suddenly called me to yumcha because I called him this evening for something(secret).. Everytime when I come back Ipoh, I sure will ask him out.. He is really a kind and generous person.. If both of us got anything about earning money plan, we sure will share with each other.. When I went out with him, he really treats me a lot.. damn generous.. Probably it is because we are very closed to each other.. That's why I will always share a portion with him when I meet some business.. In addition, we always believes each other very much.. A person can give money to me to invest without asking any question and I could provide him money to start his own business.. This kind of friend is hardly to find.. The words from my deep heart, I appreciate him very much..

Just now we also talked about a lot of things..games, investment, illegal activities, his business so forth.. Because I said I wanna go back early, so we just out for 2 hours.. Besides that, I really have to thank to him, because he helps me order a bottle of carlsberg. This alcohol really made me recovered.. I really didnt tell story.. Even I also couldnt accept it, a bottle of carlsberg recover me fully..my heat inside my body really vanished after I reached my home..very miracle..hahaha.. He said I should drink alcohol after sicked, it would recover me soon.. I really cannot believe what he said will come true.. swt =.=""

Anyway, really thank to him to bring me back a healthy body..hahahha..^_^ Fortunately I can recover before I go back by tomorrow, as I dislike people see my sicked face..hahaha.. okay la, gotta finish this post right here and go bed.. hehehe.. ~~goodnitez~~

Fall Sick

23rd of July, 1.28am on Friday.. writing under a peaceful night..

Now it comes to me.. Sick devil visits to me..haizzz.. that's been a long time I didnt fall sick ady.. finally it happens.. Last week my roomate fell sick, I became his maid and took care of him.. Now our role was exchanged, but he didnt look after me very much.. zzz.. hahaha..actually cannot blame on him la, because I dont want to trouble him, at least I still can take care of myself.. That's me..always like to take all the things or burden up, not willing to seek help from others as long as I can handle..

Serious Mass, a type of gain weight powder.. This is the cause of my sick.. Last week my roomate drank it, by that night, he was sicked ady..hahaha.. Finally this is my turn.. I still couldnt resist the effect of the powder.. Its ingredient was too hot, until our body couldnt embrace the hot of the protein.. When I shake the bottle after it mixed with normal water, I could feel it hot by touching it.. I really cannot imagine how does it work and how hot is it in my body after I drank it.. Wish I could adapt to this product soon..

Today I was really unfortunate.. Facing the water stoppage problem.. I had to take water from outside of my house to upstairs.. Ah Beng went for trip and my roomate was sleeping.. not willing to wake him up.. So i moved it alone.. Somemore, I have to take for the 3 gals as well.. Taking under hot sun and fever condition.. At night, all water finished ady.. I had to take again.. arghhhh.. This time I was really irritating.. My roomate had finished the water ady and he could still sit in front of laptop without helping me..OMG.. Im a patient please.. Supposingly this is his turn to take.. really speechless.. When I nearly moved finished, he only asked me how many pails still have to take and need his help anot.. Then I didnt answer him at all and leave him off.. Sometimes I really got nothing to comment or speak to him.. hope he wont be so blur anymore and to be considerate a bit because this is a part of social learning..

Friends could be different types..Recognize your friend's attitude and behavior is not easy to go.. If you wanna mingle with them, you have to accept what they did to you.. Otherwise, just leave them off..

My Last Semester Kicked Off

20th of July, 2,37am on Tuesday, listening to 广岛之恋-莫文蔚.. Holiday ended with nothing.. I just went for a simple and sudden trip to Penang.. I went there without planning..It is all because of a message..swt =.=" ... But this trip was quite happy to me.. Although the time is short, but it's enough for me to take a rest over there.. This three weeks holiday really make me crazy.. just work from day to midnight and woke up early in the morning.. Perhaps it could be said as a training to me.. At least I was not like last time, sleep till the sun crossed on my head.. Actually it was an illegal work, but I was quite happy with this job.. I could know much friends who doing illegal business.. Maybe you will say me stupid or risky to have this job, but in my rules, I took it as nothing, a usual job, as long as I didnt learn to be bad, didnt hurt anyone and I didnt feel regret or guilty to what I did.. The remuneration is not the 1st consideration to me, learning is the key..In fact, I really could learn much thing compared to last time.. Actually either it is illegal or not, it all depends on how you think, and how you recognize ILLEGAL this word.. In my stand, I love to straying at the edge between illegal and legal way..challenging and cool..safe and risky..hahahaha.. Probably you wont understand what Im saying, but once you know me well, you will get what kinda person am I.. ^_^

My time passed so fast and it came to the end of my holiday.. New semester just kicked off.. 1 week gone, but seems I did nothing in this week.. just playing online game and hanging around.. still being a useless person, but I was happy with that.. New semester, new target.. I wish I could achieve what I targeted.. I hope it would be last two semesters, fail to do what I targeted.. It is still far away from what I plan before I entered this university.. That's earn my 1st bucket of gold through this 3-year uni life.. I believe that if a person wanna be successful, doing everything must be faster than the others, stepping more front than the others.. I learned it from a Hong Kong movie..

**We should get 1st place when the others are studying primarily..When they get the 1st place, we already enter to university.. When they are studying in university, we should have entered into social and creating the first bucket of money.. when they reached to society, we should have set up the own business or creating even more than the first bucket of money..When they are still fighting in their critical age,we should be retired ady..**

I felt it is quite meaningful to everyone..Who standing at behind, who is the loser.. This is the theory to survive in this world.. If you are just wishing to have a normal and simple life, you should ignore what I said and continue to what you want to do.. Different people have different thought and different ambition, and Im not qualified to weigh your thought.. I wont comment to what you pursuing..In opposite, I will support to what you targeting rather than those living without any ambition..

Wishing everyone of us could get what we want at the end, living without regret as well.. Perhaps it is hardly to be achieved and perfect, but I believe it if you've really made the effort!!..
~~GOOD LUCK~~

Appreciation of "YOUR" Compliment

7/10/2010

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7/10/2010

12:34:43 AM

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And thank you for your support.. I will try my best.. ^_^
Nitezzzz~~

The Story Behind Me

23rd of June, 2.49am on Wednesday, 爱情岁月-郑伊健.. Finally I finished my exam and came to the end of 3rd semester.. It was a wasting time for taking 3rd semester and I was forced to do so unless I was not willing to graduate.. 3 days before my first and last exam, I received a bad news from my home.. My mother got sicked..

Initially it might be a good and bad news to my mother because it had been a long time already she didnt take a good rest and take leave to enjoy her life.. She was really the toughest, greatest and most kindly and responsible mother in the world.. But her luck was really bad enough.. married with a useless husband and born a aimless son as well as working like hell for a fucking boss.. always being criticized and suffering.. living without freedom.. working for nothing.. the bitch boss always takes her kindness as her weakness..always order her do this and do that without any pay..sometimes she even has to be the bitch maid when she was off day.. In chinese, we say that 过着一些忍辱偷生的日子..

Last Friday she was sicked already, but Saturday and Sunday she still gotta work for the fucking bitch.. a boss who just knew how to suffer people, use and bully staff, being stingy and so many many many bad things.. She even cannot take leave for the critical moment as the boss not willing to hire another worker.. I will never let the bitch go once I succeeded in my career.. I had promised myself that I will destroy everything she had including her family.. Perhaps you will think that im a cruel person but if I tell you about her story, you will have the same thinking with me..

After I received the news through my phone, the subsequent matter happened.. That's arguement with my girlfren which is under my expectation.. I told her I gotta back home once I had finished my exam.. She was straight away unhappy and scolded me because I couldnt accompany her for 4 days till her exam finishes.. Although I was contracted to accompany her and eat with her, but at least she should tolerate a bit and allow me to go back home to take care of my mother..That's my mother!! haizz.. still the same.. being selfish and never understand me.. sorry to say that, I really dont know how to respond to her, I gotta go back..

When I reached home around 4a.m. suddenly(because I never tell anyone I was going back by tonight), my grandmother told me straight away that my mother was sicked badly when I was still at the doorstep. After she said that, I hastily put my luggage to living room and looked for my mother.. Lying down on the bed with a suffering look.. I looked clearly at her, white hairs grows much and white pale face and getting thinner.. haizzz.. At the same time, my grandmother told me, she cannot even eat and drink and doctor noticed that my mother was probably infected by Aedes.. At the moment I only realized that she was lying to me on the phone because she dont want me to be distracted from my study just because of her sickness.. WTF !!! When she realized I was back, she still wanted to help me arrange and prepare my bed to me.. At the moment, I felt really want to cry, but I cannot do that, because I was her only hope in her life.. I must be as tough as what she thought.. I blocked my tears falling down at the end..

Next day, before my brother went to work, he took her to meet doctor because I was still sleeping.. Unfortunately the doctor proved that my mother really infected Aedes and gotta admit to hospital.. When I woke up, I straight away went to hospital to accompany her with my sister.. I even didnt take my breakfast and lunch.. When we wanted to enter the patient room, a fucking crazy nurse blocked me and talked much rubbish to me because the visiting time has not reached yet.. WTF!! 12.50pm I reached there and the visiting time starts from 1pm.. 10 mins only.. I straight away scolded her crazily in English with a lot of bad words.. It was acceptable if they want to check the patient condition, but the problem is they were chatting and not allowed us to visit.. Finally doctor appeared and allowed us go in after I argued with the doctor for a while.. Those public nurses and doctors really fucking sucksss..

Another thing annoyed me is my useless father.. It was acceptable if he said he gotta work and cannot accompany my mother in hospital.. After he returned home from working, he went to hospital by wearing nicely.. I thought he intended to go to hospital.. Ya.. In fact, he really went hospital but just spent one and a half hours over there.. After that he went to yumcha(have drink) with his soccer-betting friend.. OMG.. I was wondering what kinda husband is he.. Worldcup is more important than wife?? Wife and children were in hospital but he could have drink with friend and watch football.. lolxxx.. Other things I already didnt count with him, but after this thing happened, I felt fade up and disappointed to him at all..
One question: does he really fulfill what he had promised when he married my mother??..
I wish I wont be like him, irresponsible, suspicious and useless father and husband..

Now comes to my brother, he was even worse, after sent my mother to hospital, then didnt visit her for a whole day.. everyday working till midnight, but his salary was still little, even didnt contribute to the family or pay my mother money.. 2 years ago, he resigned from a listed company(Hovid) and aimed to further his study abroad..and now University of California and University of Manchester as well as another unknown university also accepted his doctorate application, but he was still hesitating.. WTF!! (if you wanna continue to study, then faster go there la..if dun wan, then continue to work la)..25 years old ady without any contribution.. I was really speechless to him, that's why I really got nothing to talk to him.. That's why I said that my sister and I are my mother's only hope.. and I wish she will be proud of having both of us too..

Now I just hoped that she could leave the hospital and stay healthy forever.. But after that she still gotta return to her work..haizz.. She still has to work for the bitch boss for another half year as my sister will finish her form-6 life and I will be working for my internship.. haizzz.. Actually she can leave the job early because 2 years ago.. I asked her whether she wanted me to continue the work or study, and she gave me the answer:"up to you, as long as you will not regret.. Although I have to continue working if you continue to study, but I still will support you.." Her words destined me to study for providing her happiness and a better life in the future as well as revenge to the heartless boss.. Mummy, im proud of having you !! Because of you and your sacrifices, I only know where is my direction..
~~Thank you~~

You might marry to a wrong person, but no doubt you born me is absolutely correct!!

My Study Mood Gone

18th of June, 11.22pm on Friday..listening to 绝不能失去你-F4.. At this critical moment, I lost my study mood.. I really dont know where is my study spirit gone, 2 days ady I have been studying, but still living at the first chapter.. Arghhhh.. My study spirit's really getting lesser and lesser since I have been entering in this University.. Totally my study direction's lost.. It would be quite tough for me to continue if I still couldnt gain back the spirit.. Study like never study, study for aimless..Now just wanted to work..because at least I wouldnt be feeling so useless and wasting time and money..

Another problem is my memory was getting worse.. Im failed to memorise in my study.. It caused me even worse.. Maybe less to train my memory until it getting such weak.. Sometimes I will forget something which had happened just a moment ago. For example, I couldnt what my friend said just now. Too BAD!!!!

Arghhhhh... One more semester has to go.. I really dont know if I could keep the last breath to sustain till my graduation day.. memory malfunctioned.. mind stuck.. getting lazier.. crazy man.. At this moment, I feel regretful for coming back.. I should keep on working over there.. At least I wouldnt be so frustrated like right now.. But I think this regretful feeling just lasts for this moment.. After that, I will feel nothing because exam gone soon..

Where is my study angel??
I need a study catalyst!!
God, Please grant me one.. Just need ONE!!

Perhaps these three years are my last study and my last chance to be a good for nothing person.. Hoping after graduated, my life will be more adventurous and meaningful..
Now forcefully to return in my study.. No choice..strengthless..T.T

A Surprising Celebration from "SOMEONE"

13th of June, 1.03am on Sunday.. listening to 离不开你-陈小春.. This post is specially written for YOU..hahaha.. I really never expect YOU will really keep your promise and came along from so far away just to celebrate for my birthday and YOU were tired though.. It was very surprising when I saw your appearance while I walked to downstairs.. I was stunned by your smiling at the moment when I looked at YOU.. By that time, I was speechless and dont know how to start the first sentence.. Although that time maybe YOU saw me nothing special but actually I was pretending.. Hahaha..It was still surprising although I knew YOU were going somewhere, but I didn’t expect YOU came to my house..

Thank YOU for the birthday song.. Although I knew YOU felt shy to sing for me initially, but YOU still accomplished it very well.. cheersss ^o^

Thank YOU for the cake.. I knew YOU were putting much effort in searching a cake for me..It was still quite delicious to me although it was not really.. It was because your sincerity and effort made it became delicious and perfect.. ^^ As what I had promised YOU, definitely I will finish it as soon as possible and I wont simply waste your “HEART”.. ^o^

Thank YOU for your effort, sincerity, idea and the surprise.. It was the most touching celebration I ever experienced!! I will never forget your priceless effort..

Thank YOU for creating the miracle for me..^_^

My 22nd Birthday Celebration

12th of June, 5.17am on Saturday.. listening to Waiting- BoA.. The story began when we were back from gym.. I saw the housemates(the 3 gals) were setting up the barbeque fire.. This event made me feel curious and weird because as what I know, they wont suddenly organize an barbeque event without informing me.. In a twinkling of time, I can guess that they were ready to celebrate for our birthday which is my roommates and mine.. hahaha.. His birthday is just next day after mine. Lolz.. To ensure that they were celebrating for me, I realized there was a cake in the refrigerator while I was taking my beverage.. hahaha.. their trap had been discovered and I pretended knowing nothing after that..

Unfortunately I couldn’t join the barbeque because I had to obey the rules and promised to have dinner with my girl friend.. so sad.. I spoiled their main purpose of the barbeque event.. After I helped them to set up the fire(my housemates really stupid, fire also don’t know how to set up..lolz..), then I bathed and prepare to go out..

After I returned from dinner, I continue my role in the event. When my roommate and I were barbequing, they suddenly bring a cake for us..A creative and marvelous cake with leftover chocolates and jujubes which was made by themselves.. I really felt very happy and touched because nobody ever made a cake for me before.. hahaha.. When we were clamping the jujubes with mouth, the stupid little Beng was making a surprising attack from my back with cream.. My face was spoiled.. After that the war had begun, the circumstance was in disorder.. Everyone started to attack each other by using cream.. At the end, all of us was dirty with cream.. OMG… although the situation was out of control, our clothes and body were messed up with cream, but we were very enjoyed and indulgent at the moment. Yeahhhh!!!

I really hope that I could get back and stop by that time.. a crazy but happy and enjoyable moment.. I know I might not have twice like this kind of celebration because next year we might probably be together.. So I will keep this undeleted memory forever.. Thank you for all my housemates giving such an memorable birthday to me!!

The Fact after Exam

9th of June, 4:46am on Friday.. listening to 紫藤花-SHE.. There was a long time ago I didnt update my blog.. It was because of the recent exam plus assignment on my shoulder.. Finally now I released from the exam and I have free time to update my blog.. Actually another reason that I didnt update my blog was there was no special occasion or incidence happened on my during this peaceful period..

I dont know if this is good to me, but I feel it is better if some contingency events come to challenge me.. At least I could advance myself in dealing with any problems or matter as long as it is in my ability.. A peaceful life, it is most of the human being's wish, but for me, I would rather be different and I wish I could be the outstanding one.. Life is like a stage, a place for us to present ourselves instead of a normal life..

Besides that, recently I was also caught in some questions.. It caused me stopped there and considering if I should proceed it. It relates to the global economies and market activities.. growing?? or depressing??.. No one could give me or persuade me with a good reason.. Perhaps I already got my own idea in my mind and I was just looking for another person who supports my stand.. Im clear that's impossible to find a person who really can predict the market perfectly, but I still dont know why I go for it.. haizz.. Im really a person who made decision in respect to my intuitive..

I really wish that I have a personal consultant or psychologist to advice me.. At least sometimes I could share my trouble and depend on them.. hahaha.. ^^

A Rushing but Suprising Birthday

22d of May, 4am on Saturday, watching Three Kingdoms while typing this post.. 2 days ago(Thursday) suddenly I realised that I had nearly forgotten dan missed out my housemate(Sin Yee) birthday celebration. Her birthday was coming soon but all of us, as her housemates couldnt celebrate her birthday on that day. Most of us would not be here probably and we also hesitated if she would celebrate with us or with her friends. However, we should celebrate for her altogether because this was her last birthday we were able to celebrate together. Besides that one of my housemate would not be here for one week and she might miss the celebration .At the moment, we decided to celebrate for her on that day surprisingly in order to avoid the inconvenience.

After that, I discussed with my housemates about the cake and the venue. We searched all the famous restaurants which were nearby our house through internet. This caused us,super idea-man in trouble because we stuck in brainstorming and had no idea where to dine. Arghhh!! At this important moment, where is my super idea and super brainstorming gone??...Meanwhile her two rebellious Zimui (Siew Leng&Shu Sin) were assigned to go to buy her favourite chocolate cake for her. After that, we decided to celebrate at 碳世界 which is a steamboat restaurant in Puchong.

Unfortunately, we found out the restaurant was bankrupted when we reached there. Really really bad luck. At that time, we were forced to changed our venue to another restaurant. We found all the way and finally we met another steamboat restaurant which is called 老妈子麻辣火锅.. After we parked the car, we started our meal but only my roomate was pitiful because he gotta creep silently from the behind of the restaurant to pass the cake to the waiter without let her knowing it. After he handed the cake, he gotta walk a big round and entered from main door in order to avoid her suspect.. what a theft action.. hahaha.. The soup was not as spicy as what i expected. The restaurant provided not much food on the trays. Overall the food was considered "eatable" and not bad. Only the ice-cream was complimental. The design of the restaurant was romantic and peace as well. We enjoyed the steamboat meal very very well..

After that, we started to celebrate her birthday. The stupid birthday gal still didnt realise that we were celebrating her birthday even though the waiter was taking the cake with the lighting candles and coming towards us.. Maybe her birthday is on next week, that's why she was unconscious at all and thought that the cake was for the next table's celebration.. At the moment, she still joked with us and pointing at the cake when the waiter coming and said "Hey cockroach, today is my birthday leh".. talking in very funny way without knowing the cake was for her.. The most critical words from her mouth really really made all of us stunned and fainted.. OMG.. how come I have such a stupid housemate??hahahaha..

When the cake was reached on our table, finally she knew that we were pre-celebrating for her with a surprising and smiling face..From her look, I think it was probably the most surprising celebration in her life.. hahaha.. After we sang the birthday song, she made her wish and blew off the candles as well as cut the cake.. Then she was forced to take out the candles with her mouth. By the time, my golden tricky chance was reached.. I used a little bit of the cream wiped on her face when she taking out the candles.. hahaha.. After that, according to our special custom, she had to speak and express herself in front of the video recorder for 5 mins.. hahaha..(Actually I was also worrying next time they will revenge the same to me).. Maybe she was touched and surprised for the celebration until she didnt know what to speak.. Just 2 minutes recorded.. aiyorrr..worse than my housemate(ah beng) because that time he speak 5 minuntes on his birthday.. Afterward we took some photos and just ate a piece of the cake because our stomach was full already before we went back home..

This is our another memorable event in our house.. I was really happy and felt lucky to be with them for 1 and a half year.. This kind of sweet memory I should keep it in my blog and I hope there will be much happy and unforgettable event happened in our house again!!

My Best and Lovely Housemate!!
Ah Soo, Ah Beng, 小胖胖(Sin Yee), Siew Leng and my house chef (Shu Sin)

Sleeping exchanged with Breakfast

18th of May, 9.44pm on Tuesday, typing under a peaceful night.. 6am early in the morning, woke up with a sleepy mode, hardly to open my eyes.. Switched on the light, the light was sharply attacking my eyes.. I could only open my eyes after a couple of minutes and knocked their door one by one.. All dreams were disturbed because of my sudden wake up.. hohohoo..

Long time ago I had never woke up so early.. It was because I was bounded with a challenge.. Yesterday, we suggested to go to eat dim sum in Cheras at 6am.. They thought it was impossible to happen and simply said so because they bet me couldnt wake up early to take breakfast.. They said if I could wake up early, and we took breakfast together.. Challenging my sleeping!! I dont want to be looked down by them and planned to wake up no matter how hard is it.. Lose my spirit doesnt matter as long as not losing my "face"...hohohoo~~

Actually I knew that all of them were not willing to take breakfast as well by sacrificing their sleeping time..hahaha.. At last I was still able to woke up and called them up to prepare themselves.. On the way going to Cheras, we faced the traffic jam early in the morning around 7am.. OMG!! All of them were rushing to workplace so early to avoid the traffic, but they still couldnt escape from it.. Really cannot imagine it was so busy in KL area.. stuck in the highway so early.. I hope I would not be one of them in my future..

After half an hour, we reached there and started to order the food.. The food was nicer compared with the other restaurant which last time we ate at but I still rate it as lower than normal.. It was only comparable in KL area because it was much worse compared with my hometown dim sum shop.. Suddenly I felt not really worth to sacrifice my sleeping time to have breakfast in the shop because it was not tasty.. I dont think that there will be my second time to be there.. Wake up early to exchange with normal dim sum.. lolxx..

Actually I had been planning to go there once long time ago already because my housemate said the food is nice and famous but just never succeeded the plan until today.. Perhaps they never try the better dim sum in my hometown, that's why they said nice.. hahaha..

After the meal, we went back home and continue our sleeping once again.. and I even skipped my class as well.. hahaha.. It was really a long time ago I never woke up so early for breakfast.. It was really a rare morning to me.. Probably I will sacrifice my another sleeping if one day I really found any other food is nice enough because it is really worth to me..

Delicious food will always be pior and privilleged !! ^^

Challenging Egg 2

17th of May, 3.18pm on Monday, listening to 更重要-罗嘉良.. This post was supposed to be uploaded by yesterday, but yesterday I kept on watching the drama(Three Kingdoms) till late in midnight around 5am, and being lazy to update my blog.. I was over excited and addicted to the drama until I were not willing to stop the episode.. I had promised myself to stop watching at 3am, but I broke it at the end.. This is what's about me.. I couldnt achieve my promise punctually unless it was really significant.. Punctuality and discipline are really difficult to bind me up.. haizz..

Yesterday, frankly I was failed to achieve my target because of my laziness.. I planned everything and strategies very well but I was not a good launcher indeed.. Before I turned up on the workplace, I went to buy a Oldtown white coffee ice to stimulate myself and become more spiritual.. Early of the few hours, I had sold many trays of the egg with my superb strategy personally and my acting as well.. 11 trays within 3 hours!! really hard to believe the fact and my ability was far away than my expectation.. All these happened because I cheated a lot of customers and pretended to be pitiful and begging.. My acting helped me a lot in my promoting.. I stepped over the boundary, promoting at the egg department instead of the entrance, misguide the customers, pointed the other competitive eggs badly, providing some non-existing information such as cancer prevention and super low cholesterol as well as beauty maintenance, telling them on promotion and so on.. Whatever cheats and wrong information comes out from my sweety mouth as long as they listening to me.. But customer was not stupid also.. Some of them may even not listen to me at all.. Much disgrace and embarrassment I had suffered from customer.. never look at me at all while talking to them, being invisible guy, a clown and beggar as well.. Spoiled my cockroach principle: "宁我负天下人，休天下人负我".. arghhh..

Perhaps most of the people will not agree with what I did.. But in this world, every trader is selfish and lack of the sense of humanity.. And I was wondering which trader is not tricky and walking at the edge between the crime and legislation.. Since most of the customers have a bad mindset that all promoter is cheater or sweet talker as what I said in my last post, so why dont I really become a purely cheater.. At least it could assist me to achieve my target..
Cockroach's Principle: "Process is not important, result is the most essential ending".. No one will be interested in your process instead of your result.. Because of my kindness, I got nothing in my first day although much effort I had put in.. Therefore my cruel strategy was succeeded in a kind of rules-breaking way..

After I sold the 11 trays, I started to be arrogant and lazy.. My spirit became lower and felt no mood to sell already.. So I just stood there and day-dreaming.. Customer came forward to ask me and I just simple and short to tell her.. Never care about her interest of buying.. Besides that, I started to walk around the whole shopping centre.. I had been there on Saturday, I didnt know there was a lot of food selling around there.. But I was not impressed with the food at all.. Because I had the feeling that the food was not tasty..

I returned to my job after my break.. I still didnt have the mood to promote the egg.. Probably I became emotional again.. swt.. starting to be crazy and lazy and watching around.. I realised that there is a very rich residual area nearby the OUG plaza.. I said so is because most of the women were carrying very expensive handbag and purse.. Walaooo!! Gucci handbag is the most women carrying.. This is the result from my research in handbag and purse(I dont whether is imitation but I saw most):
20% Gucci
15% Louis Vuition(LV)
15% Coach
10% Elle
10% Guess
5% Prada & Burberry
5% Zara
15% Other

OMG.. I really couldnt believe they are damn rich.. Perhaps those product are imitated, but most of them were aunty and wearing like highly privileged and noble..I think it should be real.. But another problem is if they are rich, why dont they buy my nutrient pasteurized egg instead of those branded stuff.. They were willing to buy a branded handbag, birdnest, comestic and health care product but not willing to buy a tray of branded egg.. Is it very ridiculous??.. They rather sacrifice their live also not willing to sacrifice their beauty.. willing to spend few thousands and hundreds and also dun wanna spend RM6.. lolz.. I was really speechless.. What's the hell.. and what's the global trend going on in this world?..swt =="

Time passed in paying attention to those handbags and sluggish promoting.. Before I closed off my counter, I meet an elderly who is very traditional and stubborn uncle.. He said he is a very traditional and prefers to natural things.. He added on that everything is not good and spoiled if passed through some technology processes.. Then I shoot him in a kindly way indirectly and ask him 2 very simple questions,"Uncle, why you wash and cook all the meats or rice instead of eating it in raw condition? Is uncle impossible to drink the milk which is directly from the cow without any process of killing bacteria?".. My two questions straight away kept him silent and left me off.. what an idiot uncle with a stupid minded came and talked nonsense to me..

In these 2 days, I met a lot different kind of people with different thinking.. I didnt regret over being there although I couldnt meet my target.. I just sold 15 trays only at the end..11 trays in 3 hours but 4 trays in 5 hours.. hahaha.. Laziness really spoiled my result.. But at least I have the improvement of 1 tray and also I wont be fear to communicate and promote with strangers like the beginning of the first day.. Promoting is not easy and that's why I dislike to be a salesman until today.. This is my challenging egg story.. Now I will look for another challenging work.. ^^

Challlenging Egg

16th of May,2am on Monday, watching movie(Three Kingdoms) while organising my new post.. This is my first time to write my blog while watching movie.. I was really addicted by the movie.. This movie was pretty good,excited,angry and funny.. hahaha.. I was over to my topic.. Let's get back to my topic first..

Challenging Egg represents to my recent job and being as an egg promoter.. I was assigned to accomplish a job which is promoting and persuading customers to buy our extraordinary job.. Perhaps many people will laugh at me because of being an egg promoter with an undergraduate status.. In my opinion, I felt the same with them who laughing at me silently or loudly.. But now I feel really proud of myself of having this job after today..hahaha.. and now I was laughing at them oppositely..

A few days ago, I went for training at Petaling Jaya.. It was my first time to join a promoting training and I had learnt about the Malaysia latest egg, called as SaFegg.. I also had learnt some basic skill to promote and persuade our customer.. Another funny thing was demonstration part in our training.. Every one of us have to demonstrate in front of the trainers and colleagues.. Unfortunately the first demonstrator is me.. OMG.. really embarrassing.. At the beginning, I was really nervous and worrying about my embarrassment.. But maybe my acting is still good, at least I still could pretend to be confident until i finish my demonstration in a funny way because I did some mistakes in my demonstration.. I really brought much happiness to my colleague.. lolx..

Today, I were rushing to my workplace Giant which was located at OUG plaza as I woke up late for 30mins.. Luckily I were still able to reach there on time with sacrificing my breakfast.. setting up my booth and started to persuade my customer.. After a few times of my failure in persuading, I started to gain more confidence and finding the better conversation to enhance my persuading skill.. Finally I got my first customer to buy my eggs..hahaha.. really really happy and totally leveled up my confidence..

After 2 hours, my stomach was making noise.. No choice, I decided to break the rules and took a couple minutes to buy a set of Mc Chicken.. Actually my break hour was on 5pm.. But I were really not willing to spend more than RM6.25 on the Mc Chicken set..hehehe.. and this was also my first time to finish my Mc Chicken in a sudden rush.. too bad.. spoiled my Mc Chicken because I couldnt slowly taste my lovely burger..At the same time I were worrying about the spot check from my supervisor while I were eating.. It would be a really great joke of being penalised because of the burger.. hahaha..

After my secret burger, I went back to sell my eggs.. I met up with different kind of people.. Some of them took me as invisible(talking to them without responding me), some wasted my salivia(left me away after my long and detailed explanation to them), some tried to argue with me but at the end gave up and left me away, and most of them gave me much excuses to reject me.. Why??!! I just need your 1 min, why all of you are so stingy??!!.. haizz.. The only reason is they took promoter as a sweet talker or cheater..but I'm neither of it.. I just wanna instill my knowledge to them and eventually how could my sincerity turned out to be a lie?? swt ==" At the end, my result was 14 packets out of 25 packets.. Failed.. Shit!! But I knew the target the supervisor set was just a force to push us in promoting the products.. But frankly I didnt become snake(take rest without permission) except the MCD attraction.. Today I failed, but it doesnt mean tomorrow I will fail as well.. Almighty cockroach will never lose twice(maybe it's a lie) and I will be drawing up a superb strategies to "kill" up all my customer or keep them in my palm..wakkakaka.. ^^

NEVER TRY, NEVER KNOW..FIGHTING TILL THE END..CREATING THE WONDERFUL MIRACLE TOMORROW!!

Pasar Malam Connaught

13th of May, 1.49am on Thursday, listening to 我爱他-丁当.. One week more passed already.. I had opened my blog a couple of times without organising any post.. It was because there was nothing happened within this week.. Passed my days as usual and nothing's special..Now there were a lot of fresh fungus growing on my body and I became mildewed..I passed this boring week as if I had passed 4 seasons already..very long..I was starting to admire those who have the potential to become good for nothing person and those who had been doing nothing all the while.. I was wondering how they could spend their time and waste their time easily..hahaha..

Tonight I went to Pasar Malam as what I had planned before.. Suddenly it came out with 4 more people.. The Pasar Malam is located at Taman Connaught in Cheras.. Every semester we will be there at least once.. It was a hot hot hot place and expsensive to spend.. Most of the things are expensive than other market.. Firstly, we went to eat Laksa which is sold by a woman.. We still remembered last time what she shouted us and made us left there straight away.."We wont sell to those people who is sitting on white table!!"... WALAOOO~~~.. very very "lansi"(something like conceited).. She only sells to red table sitter.. I think it is because she argued with white table owner or she owed the owner money.. That's why she is not allowed her customers sitting at white table.. Although the hawker is very conceited, but there are still a lot of customers went forward to her.. Indeed her Laksa is quite tasty among the KL area Laksa stall.. But if compared to Penang Laksa, her Laksa has to stand aside.. the soup is not thick enough.. the noodle is too little..and the most important factor is too expensive.. RM4 per bowl with little noodle.. I think I will not give my second time to the stall anymore..

After the Laksa, we went along the street, stall by stall, while buying some snack food to eat.. Ice cream, fried chicken,herbal drinks, fishball and "siu mai", taiwan fried pieces,and lastly the taiwan triangle piece with banana and chocolate..eat until I cannot endure my heave stomach and went to our rest station(which is a dessert stall).. The boss kept staring at us because we didnt buy her dessert but sitting on her table.. All of my friends asked me to quickly finish and leave, but I insist to sit for more couple of minutes at there because I felt very very not "soong"(referring to well) to the hawker.. the more she staring at us, the more minutes I would stay there.. Consumer right will never be challenged and bullied..Especially the consumer is me!!

After that, we went back to get our car.. Once we reached to our car, we realised that the side mirror was crashed by someone's car..Fortunately it was not broken yet.. Really don't know who dare to crash our car.. Curse him!!..hahaha..

Connaught's pasar malam is a good place for you to eat if you are not been there frequently..You will miss the food sometimes but you couldnt finish all the food you wanted to eat once u was at there.. Our limited stomach couldnt contain the unlimited food.. So next time if you visit to there, make sure your wallet is full enough and your stomach is empty for a few hours first..hahahaha..^^

Aeroplane Memory

5th of May, 1:09am on Wednesday, listening to 回来我身边-Sammi.. Just now I took a breath outside of my house.. Suddenly an aeroplane flied across my head.. I have a habit once I seen an flying aeroplane.. I will ask myself when I could only take my next flight to Perth again, to Sydney to watch the Opera House as well as to Lapland?.. And the answer would often be after graduation.. At the same time, I will roughly count how many days left Im only able to leave this university and start my working life..

This habit cames along to me since I had entered to this university or it could be said after I was back from Perth because it was the next day I entered my university after I reached Malaysia.. Aeroplane(Qantas Airline and Singapore Airline) brings me a lot of memories.. It makes me remember the feeling which I took my first flight alone and it was also a transfered flight , the feeling which I first time unluckily encountered a terrible and shock but safe landing due to the wind prevention, the memory when I was staying in Perth with my friends, the experience when I was working in Perth, the feeling which im not willing to leave Perth, the feeling when I missed out my flight and so forth.. Another thing is it makes me feel guilty and irresponsible because I still have an important thing which had not been settled yet before I went there.. This cost of opportunity of this thing is really pricey to me but I felt it's still worth..

Everytime when I saw a plane on the sky, I really missed those days and eager to go there as soon as possible.. Aeroplane is quite significant to me.. It represents my hope, memory and a force for stimulating me.. Hoping the day will come soon and I will take the Qantas Airline to there once again..

Relaxing Day(Part 2)

2nd of May, 1:38am on Sunday, listening to 男人最痛-Joey.. Recently I had typed many posts in my blog so frequent.. The reason is I was free out of my academic for a couple of days..hehehe.. Finally I have my own time and stop by at here for a few days to relax myself.. At the beginning of my holiday, I was not really used to it as I have been busy all this while.. ermm.. It could be described as if a speeding car made a sudden break.. It might be out of control for a moment and go smoothly afterwards.. Actually a short break is not suitable to me.. I prefer a long break after worked hard for a long time.. I dont like to stop and continue my work.. I prefer work for nonstop until I have finished it.. Otherwise, I wont kick it off.. Some of them said resting is for walking the longer way, but Im not really agree with this statement.. According to my own principles, resting is a kind of sluggish.. a stumbling block..As we may be getting lazzy to continue our way or work once we are not a well-diciplined person.. Besides that, it could reduce our focusing,feeling, passion or courage on the work after resting..

Now is my time to recall what I have done within these two days.. Yesterday, we went to "Big Tree Leg" which is a place famous in "yeung liew"..nice and cheap..it is worth more than that price if compared to high living standard places.. Ah Beng thought his hometown yeung liew is the most delicious one before we went there, but after that......hahaha.. After the meal, we bought white coffee ice, egg-tart and the kaya kok on the way before we went to watch IP Man 2.. Compliments were too much till I couldnt remember how did he praise the egg-tart and kaya kok.. IP Man 2, a very interesting action movie, thumbed up to watch for a few times.. I felt that it was much better than the first episode.. At night, we brough him to eat fried noodle and drink snowy beer which is only available in Ipoh.. The beer have to react with the frozen glass with a specific temperature to come out with the snowy foam on the top of the beer.. The specialty is drinking the icy foam.. very unique..

Today early in the morning, we went to eat dim sum at Foh San, a place built like hong kong style.. There was crowded with many people.. unimaginable!!.. We forgot today is Labour Day, that's why this is the first time I saw this kind of situation.. OMG!!... we waited at a table for around 30mins, looks like affordable beggar begging them to leave as soon as possible..arghhh..their service was damn poor and the environment was damn hot.. If Ah Beng were not a visitor, I had already left the shop a few decades ago.. We not only queued up for table, after that we still had to queued up for food no matter how you are..crazy shop..In the evening, we went to eat taufu fa and white house chicken rice(白宫鸡饭)..Ah Beng could only describe as best other than best..lolz... At night we went to watch basketball competition.. really an amazing match to Ah Beng but it is normal for us.. Because he was able to watch our Perak representatives and National representatives player within these few days.. really made him stunned..hahaha.. That's our two-day journey in Ipoh..a very very joyful holidays..hahahaha..and I wish it will be a blast day in my tomorrow as well..Goodnitez..^^

A Peaceful Village

30th of April,1:18am on Friday, listening to 我还能爱谁-许志安.. Today I went to my grandmother's house.. A place without troublesome,misery and pressure..filled with kind of passion, ppl's topics, relationship and friendship.. If I could stay there forever and enjoy myself at there, it could just be a dream or I have to wait until I became a folk.. hahaha.. It's really not suitable to me.. I prefer a busy lifestlye..fight for every moment..^^

Finally I went to eat the famous zhu cheong fun in Teluk Intan.. I said Finally is because I had been finding the store at there since a few years ago.. It took a long time as I never find it seriously.. Today my friend(Fatty) brought me there and took away 3 packs of the food.. The place located at a hiden place.. A normal passer-by will never realise that there was a stall selling such a delicious food.. I went back to my grandmother's house after that.. Once I opened it, I saw it had no souce in the food.. I thought the boss had forgot to put souce on the top, thus I asked my grandmother why it had no souce except a few pieces of green chili..lolz.. She told me it was like that.. Really really a big joke.. I tried one piece of the food.. I really felt that it was worth and excellent.. simple but excellent.. souceless but tasty.. urgly but delicious.. After I had tried a few pieces, suddenly my mind flashed out a person whom I wanna bring her to here and try it out.. A sudden moment caused me wanna share the delicious food with her..hahaha.. Probably I felt that we have a mutual similarity.. EAT..hahaha..

After finished my lovely food, I had to have a meal with my grandparent and my second aunty together.. OMG..no choice, gotta engage with them because I was less to go back there.. We had ordered seafood pot,salted fish eggplant,ginger onion fishhead and sambal kangkung.. Those dishes were really too bad.. out of my expectation except the sambal kangkung.. lolz.. Before we went back to Ipoh, we paid a visit to my relatives and cousins.. I heard a lot of news from their super duper mouth..hahaha.. their mouth really encompassed the mass media.. even other ppl's family problems they also could know it very well.. hahaha..good news will never be instantly spreaded around than bad news..most of the news were bad or nonsense..swt =.="

Relaxing Day

29th of April,12:27am on Thursday,listening to 是我不好-Kelly Chen.. Today I slept till 2pm but I had set 9am in my alarm..the variance was really quite big..hahaha..It's okay.. At least I was able to save money in my breakfast..hahaha..what a lame excuse.. Today is a day which I had no idea direction at all after I saw my handphone and realised that I didnt have anythings to do.. Yesterday I didnt set any activity in my handphone.. It was quite rare that I didnt have any plan after I came back.. Normally I will go out have a tea with my friends but dunno why I didnt have the motive to do that.. Suddenly my "lou mou=mother" who was my best friend's ex-girlfriend, rang me and asked me went out to have a tea.. But I postponed it to tomorrow as I wanna stay at my house...unbelievable!! I would say such words..Normally I seldom to stay at my house..After that, I talked to my grandmother while fixing my laptop before I format it.. Again and again.. She started her powerful skill..keep on nagging me..swt =.=".. Finally I fount out a person who is pro than me in nagging.. arghhh.. until I scared of her.. I surrender to her at all!!

In the evening, I went to play basketball with my friends.. They were preparig for the under-18 basketball competition.. When I reached there, I saw him!! called fatty/fat fai(their coach and my coach as well last time.. Although he is not a well player in the court, but he is really a good coach outside the court.. still the same..a person whom I always go out with.. Another thing is finally I saw the famous guy,乱牛(confusing bull), who was always talked about in our topics..All of his stories were damn funny.. a crazy person.. Actually I wanna meet him ady since most of my friends talked about his funny and stupid plus crazy stories..hahaha.. I was really curious about him because they said I knew the guy but just forgot about him.. Once I saw him in the court, finally I recognised him ady.. hahaha.. His name was really nice and suitable to him after I played a match with him.. The motive he came to the court was to confuse all the players.. lolzz.. His action really made us damn blurred and funny.. Another thing was he can still have an innocent look and gave us much damn damn damn lame excuses to cover his fault.. let us laughed like hell until rolled down on the floor only..wakakaka.. Never regret of knowing you,CONFUSING BULL!! ^^

Nightmare and War ended, Back Home

28th of April,12.40am,listening to 零度-Hins.. Finally I have the free time to reactive my blog since I had been released from the terrible exam weeks..I was supposed to be happy but I couldnt feel the happiness since I couldnt do well in my last paper and in addition it was my majoring paper..OMG..I really never expect that I would have insufficient time to finish it.. Haizz.. I feel sad as I know how to do but the time was not allowed me to do so.. really terrible.. Maybe this is the way the god wanna challenge me and penalise me since I had been quite arrogant all this while, especially this is my lovely and confident subject...arghhh.. YOU treated me pretty cruel!! or I shouldnt blame others instead of myself..

This morning I was caught in a excited dream before the exam but it isn't come to true..Sad.. I dreamt that I had finished my last paper(which was my majoring paper) and I felt damn glad as I were able to do all the questions very well and correctly in the dream..Why all my dream must turn out to be quite opposite..ROARRR!!..Everything went as smooth as baby oil in my dream, but how come my way was damn spiky in the real world.. I rather I was caught in the nightmare instead of sweetdream in order to have a smooth way in the real world since it would turn out oppositely.. By the way, I told it to my friend, who suffered from the horror dream unfortuately by the same night, but she seemed like suspicious to what I said.. She thought that I was lying her because I wanna console to her, so that I created a story to her.. I, hereby wanna tell YOU that you were misundertood and it did happen to me in fact and I sincerely wanna share my story with you that things from your dream sometimes might not happen or even it would turn out to be quite opposite..No worries about that..God might not simple penalise a kind-hearted, generous, sweetty plus pretty person. God will only penalise those who act evil(perhaps it was talking myself..hahaha).. Next time dont simply waste ur tears.. It was quite not environmental-friendly action since you might waste plenty of tissue paper and it might also spoil your fascinating eyes as well as your charming face..hahaha..

Today, I went back to my actual home after finished my exam.. It had been 2 months I didnt go back home already.. I just only went back home for 2 times only by this semester.. When I reached my home, I felt nothing different than before.. I saw the kopicai swinging its tail,jumping here and there, too naughty..hahaha.. I saw my grandma and grandfather sitting on his own chair.. everything is still the same, but only the date and time are different only.. Probably my homesick feeling was getting lesser and lesser.. Now everywhere could be my house.. I think it should be a good news to me because I still couldnt know which corner of the world I would be at.. Rather now I try to adapt myself at wherever I was.. Perhaps my mother would say that borne a barbecue pork is better than borne me as I was not a filial son to you..hahaha.. I will fully spend my these 5 days joyfully.. I have a few obligation I gotta fulfill..Format my laptop,eat all my hometown delicious food and meet all my friends..I will recharge my energy with this opportunity to welcome my 3rd sem life.. ^^

Besides that, I still wanna add on something in this post.. Yesterday my best friend, Kenneth took plane and went back to Perth already.. His "so-called" friend, who is a gal, and he spent 5 days in Malaysia crazily with us. You might lie me successfully if I were 3-year-old kid..hahaha.. I,hereby wanna say sorry to my gang members especially you because I was absent on Thursday due to my Friday exam.. Actually the feeling from my deep heart is happy as I could skip the clubbing event with a reasonable excuse..wakakkaa.. Maybe many of my friends thought that I was and look like a clubbing player..But indeed I prefer enjoying at bar than clubbing frankly.. I felt more relaxing when I was at bar compared to clubbing.. Actually when you all suggested going to KL skybar, I really look at it with much anticipation..It is better than going to clubbing at Bobby..Unfortunately this plan was not succeeded to be launched due to some special reasons. At that night, we went to Genting suddenly and unexpectedly.. Actually all of us were exhausted and wanna rest already, but holding with our principle,"we might lose spirit,but we cannot lose our 'face'", and all of us went to Genting..lolxx..crazy men.. In conclusion, they rather donate some tables and chairs to Genting Berhad than losing their face(only 6 of us knew it..Kenneth and Lawrent-one table each, Prince,JJ and Dickson-one chair each..Wai Yee and I donated nothing and oppositely we had earned a few cups Milo)..wakakka..really damn funny.. I really miss those days we being together.. Now what I could do is just looking forward to the coming July to reunion again since Kenneth will be back..All takes care ya within this period.. Miss you all ya!!

The Beginning of "Nightmare"

12th, April, 12:01am Monday, listening to 勇敢-BY2 ... My nightmare just started.. Cannot sleep well..Cannot eat well.. Cannot play well.. Cannot do anything well!! I have to read 'em all.. This is my mission for being here..

I have been playing all this while.. It's the time to study.. gotta stop all my entertainment.. This semester I felt very meaningful in my study as most of the subjects I like them very much.. Besides that, I have to be expertised in this few subjects in order to pave my way.. Although they is not the subjects easy to study, but I will proceed it whole-heartedly.. I found out many things are quite fresh to me, they know me but I dunno what are them.. Once I understand them and figure them out one by one, I realised my distance with them is shorter.. Familar with them a lot..The feeling is really unable to decribe.. Something like they are friend with me and they will be assisting me become my bullets in the future.. That's why I said I study them whole-heartedly..

Currently there are 2 subjects quite heavy to me.. It depends on my memory instead of analyze.. Since I was a form-5 student, my memory is weakened because of my previous activities..These activities spoiled my memory indeed.. it makes me felt regretful..haizzz.. But no matter how, I still will strive it badly in order it wouldnt cause my CGPA downgraded..hehehe..

Study is a happy activity if you are interested on the particular subject.. Perhaps the process is quite unendurable and drives you crazied, but it might give up the happiness after all.. Studying smart and for my future instead of exam.. Wish all of my friend could score well in their exam.. Good Luck..