Nightmare and War ended, Back Home

28th of April,12.40am,listening to 零度-Hins.. Finally I have the free time to reactive my blog since I had been released from the terrible exam weeks..I was supposed to be happy but I couldnt feel the happiness since I couldnt do well in my last paper and in addition it was my majoring paper..OMG..I really never expect that I would have insufficient time to finish it.. Haizz.. I feel sad as I know how to do but the time was not allowed me to do so.. really terrible.. Maybe this is the way the god wanna challenge me and penalise me since I had been quite arrogant all this while, especially this is my lovely and confident subject...arghhh.. YOU treated me pretty cruel!! or I shouldnt blame others instead of myself..

This morning I was caught in a excited dream before the exam but it isn't come to true..Sad.. I dreamt that I had finished my last paper(which was my majoring paper) and I felt damn glad as I were able to do all the questions very well and correctly in the dream..Why all my dream must turn out to be quite opposite..ROARRR!!..Everything went as smooth as baby oil in my dream, but how come my way was damn spiky in the real world.. I rather I was caught in the nightmare instead of sweetdream in order to have a smooth way in the real world since it would turn out oppositely.. By the way, I told it to my friend, who suffered from the horror dream unfortuately by the same night, but she seemed like suspicious to what I said.. She thought that I was lying her because I wanna console to her, so that I created a story to her.. I, hereby wanna tell YOU that you were misundertood and it did happen to me in fact and I sincerely wanna share my story with you that things from your dream sometimes might not happen or even it would turn out to be quite opposite..No worries about that..God might not simple penalise a kind-hearted, generous, sweetty plus pretty person. God will only penalise those who act evil(perhaps it was talking myself..hahaha).. Next time dont simply waste ur tears.. It was quite not environmental-friendly action since you might waste plenty of tissue paper and it might also spoil your fascinating eyes as well as your charming face..hahaha..

Today, I went back to my actual home after finished my exam.. It had been 2 months I didnt go back home already.. I just only went back home for 2 times only by this semester.. When I reached my home, I felt nothing different than before.. I saw the kopicai swinging its tail,jumping here and there, too naughty..hahaha.. I saw my grandma and grandfather sitting on his own chair.. everything is still the same, but only the date and time are different only.. Probably my homesick feeling was getting lesser and lesser.. Now everywhere could be my house.. I think it should be a good news to me because I still couldnt know which corner of the world I would be at.. Rather now I try to adapt myself at wherever I was.. Perhaps my mother would say that borne a barbecue pork is better than borne me as I was not a filial son to you..hahaha.. I will fully spend my these 5 days joyfully.. I have a few obligation I gotta fulfill..Format my laptop,eat all my hometown delicious food and meet all my friends..I will recharge my energy with this opportunity to welcome my 3rd sem life.. ^^

Besides that, I still wanna add on something in this post.. Yesterday my best friend, Kenneth took plane and went back to Perth already.. His "so-called" friend, who is a gal, and he spent 5 days in Malaysia crazily with us. You might lie me successfully if I were 3-year-old kid..hahaha.. I,hereby wanna say sorry to my gang members especially you because I was absent on Thursday due to my Friday exam.. Actually the feeling from my deep heart is happy as I could skip the clubbing event with a reasonable excuse..wakakkaa.. Maybe many of my friends thought that I was and look like a clubbing player..But indeed I prefer enjoying at bar than clubbing frankly.. I felt more relaxing when I was at bar compared to clubbing.. Actually when you all suggested going to KL skybar, I really look at it with much anticipation..It is better than going to clubbing at Bobby..Unfortunately this plan was not succeeded to be launched due to some special reasons. At that night, we went to Genting suddenly and unexpectedly.. Actually all of us were exhausted and wanna rest already, but holding with our principle,"we might lose spirit,but we cannot lose our 'face'", and all of us went to Genting..lolxx..crazy men.. In conclusion, they rather donate some tables and chairs to Genting Berhad than losing their face(only 6 of us knew it..Kenneth and Lawrent-one table each, Prince,JJ and Dickson-one chair each..Wai Yee and I donated nothing and oppositely we had earned a few cups Milo)..wakakka..really damn funny.. I really miss those days we being together.. Now what I could do is just looking forward to the coming July to reunion again since Kenneth will be back..All takes care ya within this period.. Miss you all ya!!