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Sunday, September 26, 2010

Tired, Emotional and Troublesome

26th of September, 11.26am on Sunday, listening to 2Me-Kara
It was a rare morning to me as I barely woke up so early in the morning except having class.. As a matter of fact, I just sent her back to her university to prepare for the final mid-sem paper, that's why I woke up early.. ^^ Yesterday I accompanied her to study till very late.. I felt very helpless cause I couldnt give her my hand except made a cup of warm coffee to her and stay beside of her as well as lend her my shoulder..Roughly 6 chapters left, how to complete it within a few hours.. Eventually she finished 4 chapters before she went bed..

I dont know why recently I felt moody.. not willing to do anything.. First time I woke up and feel moody to go class.. Always did I will never do.. Am I in a emotional situation?.. because of burden?study?competition?relationship?.. I dont know, I just wanna ran away from all these thing and lean on somewhere to think how to proceed my way.. Recently I felt I've changed to someone which im not recognized after in relationship.. terrible!!.. I was getting throw out and give up my stuff and just wishing to enjoy in the relationship.. swt =.=" .. I have never met this kind of situation.. Probably sometimes I will only think to sleep for whole day and avoid from anything. But, now the situation was very strange, unfamiliar at all.. I also dont know what is my direction.. lolxxx.. cockroach is under an aimless direction!!

Internship and assignment are my current major problems.. I dont know where to do my internship.. no company wants to hire me.. =.="" .. hahaha.. For me, to market myself is not really as hard as other.. Maybe Im always the positive thinker and confident than others..it is because I still havent applied properly.. laziness really kills me off.. hahaha.. Assignments were piled up as high as a mountain.. I felt strengthless to shoulder this burden.. Time was the main factor.. followed by laziness and busy.. lolz.. If you are determined to do something, nothing can stop you; if you are not, anything could be your excuses..

Last Wednesday was Mooncake Festival.. This year I never bite any mooncake or celebrate this festival.. lolz.. seemed it was not important to me ady, just like an ordinary day.. I thought that day was a lonely day to me.. But lastly I found her to go out with me to Cheras Look Out Point.. We had some drinks and some snacks over there.. poor service.. Too Bad!!.. I still remembered that she said she wanted to play lantern on the next mooncake festival.. I wish I could fulfill her wish because I dont know where am I next year after graduated.. I will try to take it as a promise to her.. Not only mooncake festival, I wish to pass through all the festival with her.. ^^

By the way, yesterday Ah Beng told me that my ex had a boyfriend already when he met her accidentally at Pesta Tanglung fair at Kajang.. This fact is not proven yet, because he just saw the guy was closed to her only.. I really dont know if it is a good or bad news.. Is she serious? or the guy is just a substitute to her.. Or she just wanted to make me angry?..If she really did find her future partner, I bless for her sincerely from the deep of my heart..Im the one who tore her heart painfully afterall.. She is really good enough, but not to me because we are not matched, living in different world.. So I just can pray for her have a better life partner and relationship which is far better than me in her future..

Proudly to say that, I had tried to appreciate, but Im still failed, so I choose to leave.. Now I meet my potato.. I dont know if she would become my life partner, but Im sure that my feeling to her is undescribable strong and I wish she would be my last one.. If one day we were foreordained to leave each other unfortunately, it would be my most most most precious memory and I will not wish to delete it and bring it along until the end of my day no matter how hurt the feeling is..
~~Fighting For Love~~

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Passed One Day as if Passed One Minute

22nd of September, 2.21pm on Wednesday, listening to 昨迟人-许志安
Abandoned my blog for 5 days already.. Finally I've returned to my blog.. those days of missing her had gone.. Last week I went Kuala Lipis to find her.. Fortunately I didnt get a wrong way to get over there with my lovely GPS although im not familiar with the route.. Reached there at around 7pm.. By that time, she was feeling not well.. Was I bringing the bad luck to her? lolx..

The feeling is just like back to village feeling.. It was just a small rural town, majority is Malays.. just like my grandmother's village.. full of enthusiasm, closing to each other even though unknown, fresh air, natural environment..

That night we went to yumcha with her friends after I tasted her sister(Lynn) fried Mihoon.. it was too much pepper and too dry, but I was still able to finished it..^^
Pak Toh, a place designed in Malay style with a gloomy environment, originated by chinese.. I never tried the food because I was still full by that time, just ordered a special chocolate ice which I had to stir the chocolate to mix with the milk.. lolx.. After a while, most of her friends reached to the place.. and we were having the communication gap between them especially ah soo.. it was in my expectation but the situation seems better..hahaha.. I met her ex but we didnt talk even a single word to each other.. Lolxxx.. Anyway, Im a guest and supposingly at least he talked something to me, right? or is this the way he treat his guest although he probably not really like me? seems he felt more embarrassed than me.. hahaha..

Next day(Friday) we slept till afternoon.. Everybody was waiting us to bring them out for breakfast or lunch without any notice.. hahaha.. really sorry for that, i missed to sense it.. Lunch, we ate at her aunty house.. Food was not nice actually.. Evening we went to play basketball.. The court is considered okay.. the floor was not very smooth.. the players were not bad.. First match we played with them, I lost.. Maybe I was still in warm-up mode, and I didnt play for 2 weeks ady.. my breathing was quite difficult in the first match.. After that, I started to play serious in the other matches but still dunno why I had not enough energy to shoot..really swt.. fortunately I didnt disappoint her.. straight win..wakakaka.. ^^

At night we went to steamboat at Ah En's house.. knew many new friends at there.. Jimmy, Ah En, Crespo(Ah Lap), Ah Man, Tunku, Kent, Hsien Wei, Ah Pit, Chery, Ah Hong, Trista, Ying Hwa.. lolz.. AFter finished the dinner, we go to put wishing lantern.. first time I wrote wishes on wishing lantern.. I really dunno what to write actually.. My mind only ask me to write happy to be with her forever, but I didnt write on it..Because I knew our happiness is not decided by anybody except us.. we were the people to create the happiness for both of us in the future.. A thousand or million of wishes are useless if we never put any effort on it..

Saturday, we woke up late as we had canceled the trip to kuantan.. We decided to back kajang because yesterday we played till too late, not enough sleep and energy to travel there.. Afternoon we took our lunch at lipis which is so-called the most dirty food.. This wasnt the whole actual fact.. The food is not only dirty, plus it was damn difficult to enter into my mouth.. very not delicious.. Hor Fun with egg sauce without fried Hor Fun instead of boiled Hor Fun!! lolx.. After that, we stayed at her house and rest a while before back kajang.. The longer I rest in her house, the more unwilling to leave.. I like the place, the simple house, friends, her 2 pretty sisters and handsome brother and fresh environment.. You will never know how hard was my leg stepped into the car and my feeling at the moment..

On the way back to kajang, we went to Ampang and tried a Korean BBQ steamboat which was not provided Korean Food and recommended by Ah Kit(my campus friend).. But that price and food were really worth.. very nice!!.. fresh fish and crab.. somemore we played cooking over there.. damn funny!!.. She seemed like very enjoy in the cooking process.. help us to cook instead of eating.. (Actually she was full, that's why she cooked for us..hahaha..).. After that, we continued our journey.. It was downpour heavily.. and ah soo "shouted" at behind that he want to excrete..hahaha.. everytime he was like that.. used to hear it.. hahaha

Sunday, we woke up late again as usual.. Passed the day as usual with her, potato.. Although we did nothing, but we spent the time with each other very fast.. Soon day changed to night.. At night, I did something unscrupulous.. haizz.. I really didnt mean to read it, I just discovered it suddenly and it triggered out my curiosity.. so sorry..

This simple trip really passed so fast.. I passed these 3 days as if passed 1 days only.. I really hope that Im able to pause the time at the moment if possible.. I really wish to drop out all my duties and just stay at there simple village with her forever.. Maybe you will think that I gain nothing throughout this trip.. But for me, I knew, I understand and I tasted how was her life at there, experienced what she always experienced, did what she always did, travel where she always been.. It was much memorable to me and I wish I could understand her even more!!

Thursday, September 16, 2010

相思的最后一天

九月十六号,星期四,凌晨3点18分,没有听歌。
一大早我就起来玩股票了,由于今天是非常难得的一个早上,竟然怡保早上下雨!!超稀有的现象咯,一年大约有5,6次左右吧。结果,我就继续睡觉。其实我是有点伤感和失望咯,因为我以为小蕃薯还在生我的气,没有回我的信息。然后我十一点多又起身一下,发现她又没回我的信息,又带着失落的感觉进入梦里。

我睡醒的时候,已是1点多了,可是她也没回信,真的很心疼下的。然后我就半醒的状态下打电话给她了。结果她说我没像平时一样早上打电话给她,所以她也没打给我。至于信息方面,她就说她不知道怎样回我,所以没回。虽然我听了更加心痛,可是我还是算了吧。我当时的脑海除了想要跟她和好,还是和好。幸好最终我们还是和好如初。嘻嘻嘻!!

一到了傍晚,我才发现嫲嫲没有煮饭,因为没完米了,那个没用的爸爸又不要买米,我们只好去打包。我真的觉得他一点用都没有,完全没有责任感,就连养活一家的能力都没有,对他超级反感。其实不只我一个人那么想,很多人都对他反感了。所以等我有能力赚钱后,我肯定会给他相同的滋味的。对他我已经是失望到没有得再失望的余地了。

晚上还是一样,跟小蕃薯谈个不停,虽然话题中间有些事是我听了之后觉得不爽的,可是我还是选择继续听她的答案。谢谢你很坦白地告诉我!!还有就是默默地支持我!!我爱你!!

相思的最后一天果然特别兴奋。真的很想念她!又加上迫不及待见到她的心情,心里好像在倒数着每一个小时。虽然两天前才见过面,可是还是很想念她,还是很想见到她。热恋中的情侣果然是特别奇怪。哈哈哈。希望我们能尽量保持这种莫名其妙的热恋感。嘻嘻!!

Fiancee, I'm bringing my cockroachy troop to conquer Lipis soon!!! muahahaha!!

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

相思的第九天

九月十五号,星期三,凌晨3点46分,正在听着,说了再见-周杰伦
太好了!!倒数起来只剩两天而已。美极了!!哈哈哈~~ 今天和平常一样,调了闹钟可是睡到不省人事,股市又没理到。重点就是我竟然起身叫阿苏(我的房友)去吃早餐。早餐中我才发现股市气势如红,又失去机会了。懒睡真的害人不浅。哈哈哈。

早餐完后,就回家准备一下入市了。我竟然发现国大排名在十大里面,超难想像咯。奇怪的就是我很不爽咯,因为我觉得他们(那些大学工作人员)会骄傲咯。又不是他们的功劳,他们又没教我们什么东西,他们会个屁咩,最厉害还不是领功咯。可是我还是打算做最后的冲刺,尽量能赢多少就多少。

今天好像什么都没做到,只是对着面子书而已,又废了一天哈哈哈。傍晚的时候,却发生一件我最不想要发生的事,就是和小蕃薯吵架。虽然不是什么大吵架,可是我还是非常不喜欢。虽然别人说偶尔吵吵架是好事来的,可是我还是不想咯。这次小蕃薯开了一个令我不喜欢的玩笑。虽然这是开玩笑而已,可是就是我不知道为什么我会不喜欢的,还令到我心痛的玩笑,我就是在意她说的那句话。唉~~~ 过后我又摆我不爽的声音给她,还说了一些令她不爽的话,结果我和她道歉了。幸好最终我们还是没有事了。谁开口说对不起先,这也不重要了,重要的是我和她能在一起就是了。半夜突然间我们又吵了起来,就是因为大家不肯认输,所以就无端端闹起来了。有时我真的搞不清到底要怎么做才能令她开心。可是如果每次都要我令口是心非的她开心而要我做出自己不愿意的事,这也不再是我自己本人了吗?。。真的难搞。。唉呀,我还是觉得总之到最后没事就好了。嘻嘻!!

××对不起小蕃薯,我也不应该时常逼你的××

相思的第八天

九月十五日,星期三,凌晨1点50分,正在听着,候鸟-SHE
昨天晚上,九月十三,星期一,我才从KL回到怡保。真的好累了。所以没有在部落格写下任何的东西。那天,我们又睡到很迟才醒来。出去打包,吃过了午餐,然后又待在家里看戏。

不知不觉中,我们又是时候赶去踏巴士了。习惯迟到的我原本打算早点出门的,不用这么赶,小蕃薯说不用这么早出门,结果到最后就赶个半死。原本我们不需要担心得太多的,就是因为马来西亚超烂的公共交通工具(KTM)迟到半个小时。超级讨厌咯。难怪马来西亚什么都慢过人,就连火车都能迟到的。真的无言。真的不想再讲大马的交通工具了,不然一讲起就一把火了。

taxi => KTM => LRT => bus terminal(Titiwangsa) => LRT => Bus Terminal(Bukit Jalil)

啊!!!想起来真的很久咯,可是还是觉得时间过得满快的。可能我们都在大家身边一直陪伴对方。谢谢您!!

我还以为小蕃薯会错失她最后一辆的巴士,幸好她记错最后一辆巴士的时间,要不然她就会不到家了。那时我也不知该怎么做了。她买票后,我就赶着去另外一个车站。还好,赶得及有余。

在巴士上,她的影子又浮现在我的脑海里了。啊!!出事了!!我又开始想念她了。我真的没用,难道真的要注定我会死在爱情手上吗?啊!!!这不像小蟑螂我一直以来的作风咧。这也是我唯一的避忌啊!

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

出乎预料的相见

九月十四日,星期二,晚上10点46分,正在听着,温暖-永邦
上个星期六,也就是九月十一日,早上我告诉小蕃薯我失眠。讲讲下,我们却发颠起来,就打算去kl约会。结果我买了两点的车票去The Mines约会。超赶的咯,我还要去弄头发,结果连早午餐都没吃,就上巴士了。原本我还打算买怡保蛋挞和kaya角给她和她的uncle吃的,可是要排队等很久,真的来不及,失败了。还是改天先吧。

到了那边已经是六点多了,等她多一下,她就出现了。一看到她后,我就忍不住当众拥抱起来。哈哈哈。走了一下,我们就去了Old Town吃东西。我们待在那边也满久一下才继续走街。可是我们就是不知道去哪里好,我就只想跟她在一起就是了,超搞笑的。无端端又到了八点多了,我们就去吃纸包鸡。那里的招牌河粉还挺好吃的。不错不错。

晚上回到kajang的家后都很迟了,还要给印度德士佬串我们,收费超高的,结果我们很有骨气地离开,上了另一辆德士。那一天真的完全出乎意料,无端端我们又相见了,真的没办法,我太想念小蕃薯了。

另一天我们又睡到很迟才起身。原本我们打算出去玩的,可是又太迟了,大家又很懒惰出门,结果就待在家里。我为她煮了第二次的食物给她吃。她开始胃痛了。我要澄清下咯,不是我煮的东西有问题咯。每次吃完东西的她总是会胃痛起来的,而我就会顶胃的,真的是绝配。叫她去看医生又不要,真的刁蛮,拿她没办法。

晚上带她吃好吃的东西,回到家后她又开始胃痛了,我又开始顶胃了,因为吃太多了,可是我就没跟她说。(我看到你在辛苦着,再加上你又帮不了我的,所以没告诉你,对不起)。过后她还出冷汗,那是的我真的觉得超级没用,又帮不到她,她又不喜欢吃药,我就只能待在她旁边看着她那副辛苦的样子,抚摸一下她那有点冷的脸。啊!!!!!
真的希望下次没有同样的感觉!!超级无助的感觉!!!

相思的第七天

九月十一号,星期六,半夜3点45分,正在听着,太天真-钟晓玉
早上七早八早就被电话吵醒了。原本不想出去的,可是被逼要去,因为我们约好了去玩打仗游戏(paintball)。吃了早餐,就到那边会合了。还以为是十点开始的,谁知道拖拖下十一点才开始。装备好后,进去开仗了。心情真的好奇怪,既兴奋,又害怕,超搞笑的。

一开始,气弹就乱飞了。由与还未适应,加上又没有计划,所以玩玩下而已。结果出来后,我才用了一点子弹而已。第二轮我就开始疯了起来,太过勇了,结果一下子就被人射死了。哈哈哈。接下来我就开始进入状态了,开始会策划战略,连胜几场了。哈哈哈。

虽然身中了几枪,可是不觉得很痛。我的朋友就可惨了。气弹中颈项,一个女生又中手臂。瘀血开始浮现,不动它就没事的,一动就会痛的。真的不幸。过后我们就直接去吃东西了。整身粘粘的,因为气弹的水的关系,有点不是很自在的感觉。

回到家,休息了一下,才发现自己中的气弹开始出现效果了,有点痛。感觉有点给钱买难受的。哈哈哈。晚上我就和我的小蕃薯煲电话粥,谈了很久,因为某种事情,盖电话后我的心情很不好。然后我就一个人去吃宵夜。我找了我的好朋友谈了一谈,才好过了起来。真的好对不起他,半夜三更吵他起来来治疗我。哈哈哈。没办法,谁叫他是我的好兄弟咧,算他倒霉咯。嘻嘻!然后我就赶回家入睡了。

相思的第六天

九月十号,星期五,凌晨2点20分,正在听着,幸福的力量-张信哲
想起来也有一段时间我没回去了,是时候回家乡(冷甲)了找外公外婆。外公有时会打电话给我的,可是最近都好像失去联络了。真的奇怪。原本打算早点去的,可是却睡迟了。去到那边都已经是1点多了。其实也好的,去那边都没有什么东西可以做的。除了谈天,还不是谈天。

谈完后,我就跑去电脑室去看股票。怎么才发现原来那天是公共假期,只开早市而已,真的无奈。然后就去欺负一下表弟,跟他打一打桌球。其实不是我要打的,是他拼命吵着要我跟他打的,结果输得好可怜。明知输定的,还是要跟我打,真的无言。

回到家后,小阿姨终于出现了在外婆家了。我也看见婷姨和叔婆,可是我一到她们就要走了。还是一样,没什么变。谈谈下,阿姨和外公外婆又问起我的女朋友。我只好直说咯,然后我妈咪又叫我给他们看看照片,真的顶他们不顺。不久,外婆也去"嫲嫲"家赌扑克牌来打发时间。我也进房间睡午觉和煲电话粥了。

晚上吃完外婆煮的晚餐后,就回怡保了。虽然食物不对我胃口,可是还是满好吃的。哈哈哈。家都还未回到,我就继续我的第二个节目了,跑去了东区和肥辉他们喝茶。又是一样,笑个半死的。结果搞得来,回到家已是半夜了,这样又一天了。

Thursday, September 9, 2010

相思的第五天

九月八日,星期三,晚上9点02分,正在听着,双冠军-容祖儿
废人的我又睡到1点多。早上起了一下,又睡回去。我还打电话给她,可是却是她的妹妹接了那通电话,说她正在睡觉。那是我才松了一口气,因为昨晚无端端讲讲下电话,却叫她没回应了。打回给她,通了可是没人接,害我白白担心了一场,还以为有什么事发生。原来她是睡着了,真的给她气死我,改天真的有什么事,你要我这么办哦?.. 11点多又醒来多一次,这次是她的信息把我弄醒的。我原本打算回信息的,却打信息打到一半,我却睡着了。直到中午,收到她的来电,才真真醒来了。哈哈哈。

原本我今天早上约定了去找我的“妈妈”(是我好朋友的前任女友)洗脸的。可是却放了她鸽子,真的不好意思,因为我实在太懒惰出去了,再加上我又很眼睡。“妈妈”,还有一件事真的对不起,我不是有心找借口骗你来拒绝你,而我真的不能做你的伴友去云顶。虽然还有一对情侣也有去,可是我真的不希望引起我的小蕃薯胡思乱想,毕竟她是我的女朋友,我真的没办法。

下午我也进市了,可是却亏了一些,但是那个游戏却赚钱。我竟然忽略了一些东西,导致我亏钱,气死我了。你升就升啦,干嘛升到那么快哦,怕死没人知道你升酱。啊!!。我只是没看一阵子罢了嘛,做么酱快就“惩罚”我哦... T.T 虽然我知道是我的错,可是我是不会认错的,因为是我玩股票,而不是股票玩我的!! 下次我不会放过你的。走着瞧吧!

今天我在面子书里很大胆地在小蕃薯墙上写了我爱你,公告了全天下。哈哈哈。这也引起了很多人来留言。甚至我的好朋友也留言了。公告了天下后,也让我觉得责任也变大了,也承诺着我必须给她幸福快乐。其实我真的没有一定的把握能让她成为最幸福的女生,可是我会尽力而为,尽量给予她所需要的东西。希望真的能够成为你心目中最棒的对象!!

相思的第四天

九月八日,星期三,凌晨4点10分,正在听着,昨迟人-许志安
今天的我就像平常一样,早上起了一下,看看股票,不到10分钟又睡回去了。哈哈哈。直到下午1点多才醒来,真的是懒人一个。一醒来就想到白咖啡,就叫妈咪回来吃午餐时帮我打包。哈哈哈。吃了午餐,就打算准备入市。可是,不知做么,我就是没有那么的心去玩股票了,只是想着打电话给她。昨天是我们通话最长最多的。加上半夜的通话,总合起来大约有几个小时。原本打算入市的,可是讲电话过度,就连开市的时间都忘记了。哈哈哈。。结果就消除入市的念头。

傍晚我和我的好朋友(L)去喝茶。他就告诉了我他和另一个好朋友(J)为了一位女生而吵架了。其实之前我已经略懂一二的,可是竟然比我想象中更糟。这件事也激动了我。虽然我知道J是很会夸大事实的,可是他现在为了这么一位女生,变本加厉,竟然敢在L背后恶意中伤他,还无中生有,绞尽脑汁地阻止L去和那位女生见面,也希望那位女生对L反感。除了这件事,最近也发生了很多事情而我也不知道他的所作所为。我真的想象不到我的兄弟竟然会变成这个地步。我开始对他无言了~~ 就连我们的paintball计划都不打算邀请他去了。我就因为这样而又失去一位好朋友吗?××叹气××

晚上我的房友叫我去打桌球,等个半死才有桌子给我们。不打过我真的不知道原来我退步了那么多。就连容易进的球我都进不了。是不是我太过骄傲呢?因为我第一场赢了。哈哈哈。江山难改,本性难移。我就是酱的,赢了总是要在对手面前炫耀的,真的不知所谓。过后有人约我们打lucky。可是被我拒绝了,因为赶着回家煲粥。哈哈哈。改天才会一会你们吧!!

今天没什么独特的事情发生,平平凡凡就过了一天。只剩10天而已!!加油吧!!

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

相思的第三天

九月六日,星期一,10点07分,正在听着,爱一直存在-梁文音
七早八早我又要爬起来看股票了。眼睛都还未开完,我就对着电脑了。却发现上不到网,真的气死我。然后才发现原来嫲嫲扫地时不小心把接线弄断了。接回去就继续发掘我的股票世界。嘻嘻!

今天我又要当司机了,载人出入。最可恶的就是当我睡到爽爽的时候,这个那个叫醒我去载人,超级无奈咯。最终我就打算不睡了,特地跑出去买我超爱喝的白咖啡来提神。超好喝咯,又便宜。在吉隆坡喝一杯要四零吉左右,我在这里喝才块半而已。那边贵到半死,又不够香。在我还未回去之前,现在就要喝个够本先。嘻嘻!!

虽然早早就起身,可是今天都没有收获,浪费了。幸好那个股票游戏还有赚,要不然我就白费了一整天。虽然我离第一名的很远,可是凭着我打不死的精神,我还是会跟他们拼过的。这都只怪我很迟才开始玩。一个星期了,我已从几千名追到去第二百名了,已经算很好了的咯,希望能挤进二十名里面。

今天原本有个打算去照X-ray的,因为我的脚好像还没完全恢复,觉得好像有后遗症。结果我不得空去看,被逼延迟。想到我的脚就极度不爽,那个死中国人好像人间消失酱,那天过后就没见过他了。最好别让我在比赛时碰上他,否则我非要他破相不可。像这些不够人强然后出奸招的垃圾球员,没有受过教训是不知死活的。等着瞧吧!!

今天小蕃薯无端端跟我说去金马伦半日游,吹吹风。哈哈哈。整天爱到处跑,又没有跟家人讲,真的拿她没办法。不幸的就是我要忙,不然我就跟她在金马伦偷情了。哈哈哈!!傍晚又跟我说要去送鬼神,真是大忙人一个,忙着到处玩,读书又不见她酱勤力。哈哈哈哈!!还好啦,我不希望些什么,但求她平平安安,开开心心就可以啦。只要她开心,我都会永远支持与尊敬她的决定的。她的微笑,已足够胜过一切了。这也表示她在我心目中的地位逐渐变得重要很多。这也搞到我真的很难安排我的未来,另一方面就是金钱在我心目中的地位也已经开始动摇了。真的不知道是好还是坏,真是人算不如天算咯。就让一切顺其自然啦,答案就在未来。哈哈哈~~

Sunday, September 5, 2010

相思的第二天

九月五日,星期日,11点38分, 正在听着-大海-丁当
今天一大清早,我就要起床赶着去开会。因为我睡迟了,原本是十点的会议,可是我就推迟去十一点才开始。因为只有我们两个开而已,另一位临时不能出席,所以就不用紧。哈哈哈。这一切都是被小蕃薯所害的咯,因为昨晚我跟她煲电话粥到5点左右。你是跑不掉了的,我怎样都要拖你下水咯。哈哈哈!!对不起咯。 ^_^

开会完后,我就赶回家准备收拾行李回怡保。我还记得在回家的路途中,小蕃薯的影子在我的脑海里飘浮,一边骑摩托,一边想念她。在我没留意之下,我的摩托不小心驶到一个洞,摇摆了一下。哈哈哈!!我也不应该怪她的,是我没有专心而已,也只能怪我自己走火入魔了。××叹气××

五点多才回到怡保的家。球友就叫我去打友谊赛了,可是我拒绝了他们,我实在是累了。到家一会儿,把东西放下后,我就拿起电话打给她了。然后我又躺在床上谈个不停,就连我要做的东西忘记了。七点多我妈妈就回到家,开见我在房里,吓了一跳,因为我没有告诉她我今天回来。然后她就讲:“死衰仔,走回来做么啊?” 讲到好像不想我回来酱,可是我知道她不是这个意思的。哈哈哈。过后我就跟我的傻嫲嫲谈天,我也拿了我的小蕃薯照片给她们看。她们就讲...........(秘密)。哈哈哈。

晚上就快到半夜,整天跑来跑去,顶心顶肺的妹妹回家了。我也跟她谈了一下子。说到我的小蕃薯时,她看了照片后,就取笑我说:“没天理啊!酱都给你找到酱美的女朋友,好看过之前那个咯。这个就有资格做我的阿嫂啦。”哇老!我真的给她炸到咯(同时我的心里也在偷笑咯。嘻嘻嘻。),果然真的是我的现实妹妹,真的拿她没办法。

无端端讲讲下,又到凌晨了。真的很快,我们也把睡着觉的妈咪都给吵醒来了。哈哈哈。然后我就继续赶完这个部落格。哈哈哈。

今天才是第二天而已,我就已经开始为你而捉狂捉到快要发疯了!!你已经跑不掉了的!!

你永远是我的!!!

Saturday, September 4, 2010

相思的第一天

九月四日,星期六,8点9分-正在听着-我怕我会爱上你-许志安
从今天起,我将会在这短短的两个星期里用华语来写我的部落格,展现一下我的华语有多“肉酸”,出丑啦。哈哈。

今天这个日子非常特别,是我和她在一起刚好一个月的纪念日。可是今天也是她离我而去,回家乡度过两个星期的假期的第一天。我也得开始度过相思的日子了。小蟑螂都有今天啦。可怜~ 好像总是觉得失去了一些东西的感觉。幸好昨天跟她出去约会得很开心,不然我真的想念死了。

最惨的就是我今天什么东西都没得做,股票市场又没开,考试又完了,朋友又回家了,功课又还没到最后一刻,搞到我又得空没事做,趴在床上在胡思乱想。刚才她来电跟我说要跟她的妹妹和他的前男友出去唱K。虽然我不是很喜欢,心情有点被打击,可是我也没有阻止她,因为我相信她,也希望她有一个开开心心的假期。^_^

明天轮到我要回家了,想到旧街场的白咖啡,我就快疯了。哈哈哈。非喝不可。回到家乡,又要出去应酬朋友,真是有点懒惰。该时候停止了,我要去做一些东西,明天再继续。^_^

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Genting Trip with My Little Potato

1st of September, 1.14am on Wednesday, listening to 你不知道的事-王力宏..
Before I wanna start my study, I have a sweet memory to share and keep in my blog.. Last two days(Monday) I had traveled to Genting Highlands with my little potato and my housemates(ah beng & siew leng).. We planned it in rush last Saturday when I was planning how should I celebrate this National Day with HER.. Perhaps next year I would not have another chance to celebrate with HER due to some reasons.. Therefore I decided to watch firework show with her in Genting.. Before I made the hotel booking, I asked ah beng and my roomate whether they want to follow me.. Unfortunately my roomate had something else to do in hometown, so it just left 2 couples of us would be going there..

On that day, little potato and I went there first to check in and the another couple would tail us after siew leng finished her examination. I had waited at there for hotel check-in so long.. Luckily I did bring my laptop to distract us from the terrible waiting period.. When it came to my turn, the receptionist served me without knowing how to use the credit card machine.. She took much time to settle it.. OMG!!.. Nevermind, she is still a trainee, so I didnt show my sour face to her because I learnt what is the taste of being a trainee.. Finally I got my card to enter my room.. Opened the room, I realised that I was cheated!! The room was totally different from their official website photo.. We were supposed to be provided 2 single beds, but it came out with 1 queen bed.. Besides that, the size was also different.. Did I enter into a wrong room?? I booked a deluxe room which was nothing different with a standard room!! ROARRR!!!..

After that, we settled all the things and we took a short rest while before out for dinner while we were waiting for the couple.. At night, before we went to watch the firework show, we stopped by at Oldtown and eat something.. We walked back to the First World Hotel outdoor and took some photos before we watched the firework.. Suddenly, we received an insider news from a stranger which he told his friend the firework show would be at Theme Park there.. OMG!! We then rushed back to Theme Park within 10 minutes.. lolz.. what a great challenge to my leg.. There were a lot of people gathering over there already.. We looked for a best place hastily to enjoy the firework.. The firework show started late without people cheering and shouting out for countdown period in our area.. swt =.=" .. The firework was pretty marvelous and wonderful.. I never seen such a beautiful firework before.. sparkling and booming firework was present indulgently in the sky and it made the sky bright and glaring from dark..what a spectacular sight to behold.. Now I know how rich Genting was.. hahaha.. After that we walked around and took some photos..

Next day, we slept till skipped our free breakfast.. lolz.. wasted.. Before 12pm, we kept our things and checked out and took our lunch before we went back home.. The time spent with her was passed so fast.. haizz.. but I was really enjoyed in this trip.. It was my first trip with her.. first time we watched firework show together.. Hope that I could have another coming event which would be doing with her.. hehehe ^_^