The Feeling of Anger

27th of July, 9.26pm on Tuesday, listening to 不要惊动爱情-郑秀文..
Today I woke up without water.. I couldnt brush teeth, wash face, cook anything to eat and so forth.. Although this happened on me in the morning, but I still can accept it because probably my mood was still okay.. after that, gotta take water from somewhere to wash face and prepared to go out for discussion.. I thought I wanna take my homemade breakfast at my house, but unfortunately, there is no water to wash my plates after eat.. No choice, I have to go out eat my lunch..haizzz..

When we stepped into the restaurant, we found out no seat for us but we were rushing time..arghhh.. Then we had to sit at a dirty corner and eat my food.. That restaurant normally have no much people, but how come when I was rushing, it wants to against me..zzz.. After that, when we reached to library for the discussion, we searched and searched on the level, but I still couldnt meet them..Where were my groupmates gone??!!! I only knew that they were at another level after I rang them..arghhhh!!! We had set the venue early the time, but how come they want to change without informing me..zzz.. Somemore the level had no suitable book for me to use.. really make me irritating.. Fortunately they came back to meet us after that..

During the discussion time, there were 4 of us, but 2 groupmates were still daydreaming.. Only my friend and I were holding to the discussion for 6 hours.. They were just sitting there and listening to us.. We produced all the idea without their contribution.. Another problem is when we wanna ask their opinion, they dare to tell me no idea, I dont know, ask me to repeat the idea, this and that..walaooo.. It really burned up my anger.. Especially my roomate, yesterday I asked him to prepared himself and told him that I will pass the baton to him, and give him the 1st chance to lead the group, but indeed he really made me damn disappointed.. When I asked him what he wanna to tell us and ask us to do, he dare to say nothing, dont know, this and that.. After that, I told myself I wont lead the group anymore.. Every time is only my friend and I lead the discussion, they never try to voice out their opinion, just waiting for their part to do, as if feeding them to eat and they just had to chew the food only.. really terrible..

When I reached home, I saw a lot of people queuing up to get water from a lorry container.. OMG.. the water stoppage is getting worse until the officer need to send us water.. I damn hate Lembaga air Selangor.. They did thing like shit.. never notice us before the water stoppage.. I felt like want to complain them with a phone call to release my anger.. really unforgivable and hopeless rubbish.. Another makes me get irritating is when the lorry comes nearby our house, I took 2 piles reached there and they said the water finished ady..they had to return and refill the water.. That time I really want to treat them eat my fist.. Really sucksss!!! If they have no water, then please dont stop nearby our house.. Instead go back to refill it and dont give any hope to us..

Selangor state government is really useless.. They really dont know how important the water is to us.. They even can do the renovation without considering our feeling.. In addition, I believe that there is still no much improvement in the quality of water.. muddy and yellow in colour like holy shit!!