4th of April, 2.33am on Monday- listening to 苦瓜-陈奕迅
Today I slept too much due to my sickness until I couldnt sleep now.. Insomnia.. My eyes are so spiritual while the others are sleeping.. Arghhh.. My blog flashed over in my mind suddenly and it rose up my willingness to update my blog.. Please dont misunderstand that I didnt surf this blogger untill now.. I did catch up with everyone's post everyday.. Maybe I just didnt make a reply or comment..
Last 3 months, I had been fulfilling my internship in Citibank.. a pretty working environment and atmoshphere and friendly colleagues.. A very nice place to work, but not for me because I wanna be adventurous person first when Im still young.. Last Thursday was my final day.. My feeling was quite weird.. I felt happy because Im able to finish my internship, but im not willing to leave there.. Maybe I had had the feeling towards it.. When I greet to everyone one by one with my last word, I nearly dropped my tear especially in front of my supervisor.. She was a very good person.. She deserved to be supervisor and manager in Citibank.. Although her leg was disabled, but she is still very capable.. very positive and friendly.. She had taught me many things as well.. A thousand of thanks to you!! Kak Jul!! I will miss everyone of you..
～～Kak Jul, Farop(my manager), Shasha, Mimi, Moza, Iris, Kak Aida, Gladys, Megan, Diana, Luke, Azam, Nanie～～ my 1st office colleagues
Now My internship has gone.. I have to proceed to another stage of my life and ready to enter into social life in my next environment.. What should I do next? Now here is a crucial decision I have to make for my future.. It seems quite difficult to make it but actually I had made it 3 years ago, meaning that before I entered into university I had chosen to be away from Malaysia and venture into either Singapore, Perth or New York.. I think I should belong to these places before I return to Malaysia. Eventually I chose Perth and I will be departing by this 15th of April..
Going abroad also has its cost of opportunity.. I have to sacrifice my relationship with little potato.. I have no choice and being selfish to say that PLEASE WAIT ME.. I have no choice since Im not from rich family and many things are weighted in money.. Money has to go first now before the others.. By the way, I have to give up RM2800++ per month salary in Citibank and my nice colleagues.. It was quite attractive to every fresh graduate and this opportunity may not go to everyone.. Unfortunately I wasted it.. Now the only hope is build up my career successfully in Perth.. I had made a wrong decision 3 years ago because I didnt stay there and came back Malaysia to study in local University.. Nvm.. Although it was a laggard to me, I believe I can catch up all the things from now.. I will earn back more what I had paid in these 3 years..
Now the only thing I worry is HER after I go to Perth.. I hope she can be used to it when Im not around her.. Within this period, you must be independent and settle everything yourself.. Dont be so "lun zhun".. Potato, please bear in mind, dont cry anymore whenever im not at beside you.. You are only allowed to cry happily when you see this Almighty Cockroach arrival to Malaysia in airport.. Dont worry, you still have my Pikachu be with you all this while.. It is my guardian to protect you.. dont ever drop it away or abandon it ya.. hehehe..
Monday, April 4, 2011
Saturday, January 29, 2011
The Worst Decision
29th of Jan, 1:12am on Saturday- listening to 爱在记忆中找你-林峰
Finally I lost my way.. lost myself.. lost confidence.. lost rationale.. This post is little bit different than previous posts.. I have a story to share and this is what I really experienced at this moment.. I hope all of you would not follow his way after read this story..
Long time ago, there was a general who came from a poor situation even nothing.. But this general was an ambitious and aggressive guy, and quite arrogant as well.. He was aiming to conquer the whole territory where he was at, and after that he will try to expand it as much as possible.. All this while, he had been looking for many companions and weapons as well as equipment to assist him in the war.. Yes, he really did it and all this while he had been doing pretty good.. He started from zero until possessed a few troops of army.. The general has no much troops at the beginning, but he is still able to build up his fundamental army and his own principles based on his experience within a short period of time..
Day to day, this general was getting arrogant and aggressive on his way with his experience.. He was overconfident since he defeated many enemies(definately he got loss in some engagements but didnt impact to him so much).. So he was trying to challenge some high level warriors and even intrude the other strong enemy.. At the beginning, he fought very well until he met a very strong enemy but looks like an idiot and stupid.. Then he overlook and underestimated this enemy.. In this war, he was leading the war at the beginning.. Suddenly, he was trying to ashame and embarrass this enemy with simply ordered all his troops to attack him.. Finally the general was defeated as actually he was in the guy's trap ady.. The general just didnt realised it.. Actually there was many signals to him which indicating him should avoid from this war, but he ignored it and it led him to be wiped out.. All the things he built up had gone in a twinkling of time.. At the end he retreated with a few troops and leave the war successfully without paying out his life.. All of this is because over-confidence, never respect to other, thought invulnerability of himself.. He even forgot the principles which he set before..
In conclusion this general made a wrong order (in spite of his characteristics factors) when he was engaging until all his army and troops' wiped out.. This is all because the general have made a very bad decision without a rationale thinking.. Indeed he really deserve this punishment.. Now he has to rebuild his territory again and start up from zero again..
I believe he would be a very good person even though he was succeeded in the future and I think he would be able to build up again as soon as possible..
Be low-profile, confident but not over, not arrogant, respectful, dont ever forget those principles, conservative plus aggressive, and no greedy
I will not ever forget what I was feeling at this moment and all the experience I gained from this incidence.. God, you treat me so bad at this moment.. I lost thoroughly until I grabbed my tail and run away, I ADMIT!!!.. I know I will appreciate what YOU had given me by today.. it hurts.. really hurtsss.. but I know it will be my empowerment and my treasure in the future.. ROARRRRRRRRRRR~~~~~
Finally I lost my way.. lost myself.. lost confidence.. lost rationale.. This post is little bit different than previous posts.. I have a story to share and this is what I really experienced at this moment.. I hope all of you would not follow his way after read this story..
Long time ago, there was a general who came from a poor situation even nothing.. But this general was an ambitious and aggressive guy, and quite arrogant as well.. He was aiming to conquer the whole territory where he was at, and after that he will try to expand it as much as possible.. All this while, he had been looking for many companions and weapons as well as equipment to assist him in the war.. Yes, he really did it and all this while he had been doing pretty good.. He started from zero until possessed a few troops of army.. The general has no much troops at the beginning, but he is still able to build up his fundamental army and his own principles based on his experience within a short period of time..
Day to day, this general was getting arrogant and aggressive on his way with his experience.. He was overconfident since he defeated many enemies(definately he got loss in some engagements but didnt impact to him so much).. So he was trying to challenge some high level warriors and even intrude the other strong enemy.. At the beginning, he fought very well until he met a very strong enemy but looks like an idiot and stupid.. Then he overlook and underestimated this enemy.. In this war, he was leading the war at the beginning.. Suddenly, he was trying to ashame and embarrass this enemy with simply ordered all his troops to attack him.. Finally the general was defeated as actually he was in the guy's trap ady.. The general just didnt realised it.. Actually there was many signals to him which indicating him should avoid from this war, but he ignored it and it led him to be wiped out.. All the things he built up had gone in a twinkling of time.. At the end he retreated with a few troops and leave the war successfully without paying out his life.. All of this is because over-confidence, never respect to other, thought invulnerability of himself.. He even forgot the principles which he set before..
In conclusion this general made a wrong order (in spite of his characteristics factors) when he was engaging until all his army and troops' wiped out.. This is all because the general have made a very bad decision without a rationale thinking.. Indeed he really deserve this punishment.. Now he has to rebuild his territory again and start up from zero again..
I believe he would be a very good person even though he was succeeded in the future and I think he would be able to build up again as soon as possible..
Be low-profile, confident but not over, not arrogant, respectful, dont ever forget those principles, conservative plus aggressive, and no greedy
I will not ever forget what I was feeling at this moment and all the experience I gained from this incidence.. God, you treat me so bad at this moment.. I lost thoroughly until I grabbed my tail and run away, I ADMIT!!!.. I know I will appreciate what YOU had given me by today.. it hurts.. really hurtsss.. but I know it will be my empowerment and my treasure in the future.. ROARRRRRRRRRRR~~~~~
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