16th of Nov, 3:04am on Tuesday- listening to 好男人-陈小春
It has been 100 days we were together.. This period comes out of many meaningful memories between us either good or bad.. I believe every couple has not only sweet memories, but also grieved memories.. Sweet memory is to maintain the relationship while sad memory is to improve understandings to each other.. After some incidences, we only found out that how should we improve and which aspect to improve.. We will know what we need respectively and knowing how is his or her character in your life, how important is he and she to you.. A successful relationship should have undergone this process before having a perfect marriage life..
On the 100th, is 100th days, finally I could say that I really understand her because something had happened in my relationship..In fact it is not easy to go through this first 100 days.. Some people said that the first 3 months is the sweetest period..After that, the feeling will be decreasing and getting faded.. Now Im here to confidently prove this statement is wrong, totally wrong.. I believe that my relationship will be getting better and better.. This is because Im controlling this relationship instead of this relationship controlling me.. I know this is not an easy job as it needs two parties to carry out.. If either one party quits this game, the another must end it up as well.. I will not allow any third party to join this game or replace her as the player in this game.. I will not devastate my effort to this happiness..
Now I have to start my 101th day and anticipate the next 100th.. I wish there is no fullstop in our relationship and never give up so long as we love each other..
I love you, Chyi..
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Hurt After Back From War
14th of November, 1.20pm on Sunday.. 我爱他-丁当
2 days ago, I was bringing a heavy feeling back to Ipoh.. Supposingly I should be very happy.. First, finally Im considered graduated and ready to enter another university.. That's social university.. Second, Finally I was free of exam.. I wont meet the exam feeling and burn night oil for rushing my rushing until my pimpers came out.. Third, I can go back to celebrate my grandmother birthday with my 3 cousins as well.. There is a long time we never meet each other already..
Pros and cons, I couldnt meet her for a period once I left there.. I decided to stay back there and give up on my grandmother's celebration..At the end, she rejected me to accompany her and told me wanna go back college.. haizzz.. disappointed.. I knew she wanna me go back home and participate the celebration.. haizzz.. After I departed from my house to Midvalley, then I found out that she eager to see me.. swt =.=" ..why must be like that, why couldnt be selfish and just tell me what you actually want..
Finally I reached home and slept for 14 hours.. lolx.. this was becoz I never slept for last night because of my last exam.. But I know start from now I needed not to bear it anymore.. Celebration was still going on smoothly.. nothing special.. went to an expensive but not nice restaurant to have a steamboat buffet..choices of food are too less, it is not worth at that price..
After that, the critical nightmare was just started.. From the beginning, I called her with a very happy mood and talked to her very nice.. Suddenly I found out that she was not happy and moody at the moment.. I dont know whether I did something wrong to her or anything happened to her.. I asked and asked, until I fed up and irritating, finally I gave up on asking her and end up the conversation.. I thought I should give her time to calm down herself because I knew she didnt want want to tell me.. After a few hours, she scolded me that I didnt understand her.. =.='' I was stunned and questioning myself whether I did wrong.. I went to her blog to find out the ans.. but ans was still the same.. I called her once again, but she rejected me.. My feeling was like being sentenced to death with noticing any crime I did.. innocent plus irritating feeling..
Argument started.. After a while, she called me back and I talked to her with a higher tune.. That's why we ended the conversation badly.. When I calmed down myself, I called her and realized that something which made me more irritating.. I was quite angry and disappointed.. Why she never think of my feeling?.. could the person do whatever if he or she is mad or moody? have I been fooling all this while?.. Taking her exam into my account, I compromised with her and settled all the problems, everything went back to the same.. Perhaps my trustworthy on her was no longer as much as before as I was stabbed too deeply.. but after this incidence, I found out that I love her very much, even much than before.. Trustworthy is an essential element to maintain a relationship..build it up with the fact and adversely it could be destroyed by fact and doubting as well..
2 days ago, I was bringing a heavy feeling back to Ipoh.. Supposingly I should be very happy.. First, finally Im considered graduated and ready to enter another university.. That's social university.. Second, Finally I was free of exam.. I wont meet the exam feeling and burn night oil for rushing my rushing until my pimpers came out.. Third, I can go back to celebrate my grandmother birthday with my 3 cousins as well.. There is a long time we never meet each other already..
Pros and cons, I couldnt meet her for a period once I left there.. I decided to stay back there and give up on my grandmother's celebration..At the end, she rejected me to accompany her and told me wanna go back college.. haizzz.. disappointed.. I knew she wanna me go back home and participate the celebration.. haizzz.. After I departed from my house to Midvalley, then I found out that she eager to see me.. swt =.=" ..why must be like that, why couldnt be selfish and just tell me what you actually want..
Finally I reached home and slept for 14 hours.. lolx.. this was becoz I never slept for last night because of my last exam.. But I know start from now I needed not to bear it anymore.. Celebration was still going on smoothly.. nothing special.. went to an expensive but not nice restaurant to have a steamboat buffet..choices of food are too less, it is not worth at that price..
After that, the critical nightmare was just started.. From the beginning, I called her with a very happy mood and talked to her very nice.. Suddenly I found out that she was not happy and moody at the moment.. I dont know whether I did something wrong to her or anything happened to her.. I asked and asked, until I fed up and irritating, finally I gave up on asking her and end up the conversation.. I thought I should give her time to calm down herself because I knew she didnt want want to tell me.. After a few hours, she scolded me that I didnt understand her.. =.='' I was stunned and questioning myself whether I did wrong.. I went to her blog to find out the ans.. but ans was still the same.. I called her once again, but she rejected me.. My feeling was like being sentenced to death with noticing any crime I did.. innocent plus irritating feeling..
Argument started.. After a while, she called me back and I talked to her with a higher tune.. That's why we ended the conversation badly.. When I calmed down myself, I called her and realized that something which made me more irritating.. I was quite angry and disappointed.. Why she never think of my feeling?.. could the person do whatever if he or she is mad or moody? have I been fooling all this while?.. Taking her exam into my account, I compromised with her and settled all the problems, everything went back to the same.. Perhaps my trustworthy on her was no longer as much as before as I was stabbed too deeply.. but after this incidence, I found out that I love her very much, even much than before.. Trustworthy is an essential element to maintain a relationship..build it up with the fact and adversely it could be destroyed by fact and doubting as well..
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