26th of September, 11.26am on Sunday, listening to 2Me-Kara
It was a rare morning to me as I barely woke up so early in the morning except having class.. As a matter of fact, I just sent her back to her university to prepare for the final mid-sem paper, that's why I woke up early.. ^^ Yesterday I accompanied her to study till very late.. I felt very helpless cause I couldnt give her my hand except made a cup of warm coffee to her and stay beside of her as well as lend her my shoulder..Roughly 6 chapters left, how to complete it within a few hours.. Eventually she finished 4 chapters before she went bed..
I dont know why recently I felt moody.. not willing to do anything.. First time I woke up and feel moody to go class.. Always did I will never do.. Am I in a emotional situation?.. because of burden?study?competition?relationship?.. I dont know, I just wanna ran away from all these thing and lean on somewhere to think how to proceed my way.. Recently I felt I've changed to someone which im not recognized after in relationship.. terrible!!.. I was getting throw out and give up my stuff and just wishing to enjoy in the relationship.. swt =.=" .. I have never met this kind of situation.. Probably sometimes I will only think to sleep for whole day and avoid from anything. But, now the situation was very strange, unfamiliar at all.. I also dont know what is my direction.. lolxxx.. cockroach is under an aimless direction!!
Internship and assignment are my current major problems.. I dont know where to do my internship.. no company wants to hire me.. =.="" .. hahaha.. For me, to market myself is not really as hard as other.. Maybe Im always the positive thinker and confident than others..it is because I still havent applied properly.. laziness really kills me off.. hahaha.. Assignments were piled up as high as a mountain.. I felt strengthless to shoulder this burden.. Time was the main factor.. followed by laziness and busy.. lolz.. If you are determined to do something, nothing can stop you; if you are not, anything could be your excuses..
Last Wednesday was Mooncake Festival.. This year I never bite any mooncake or celebrate this festival.. lolz.. seemed it was not important to me ady, just like an ordinary day.. I thought that day was a lonely day to me.. But lastly I found her to go out with me to Cheras Look Out Point.. We had some drinks and some snacks over there.. poor service.. Too Bad!!.. I still remembered that she said she wanted to play lantern on the next mooncake festival.. I wish I could fulfill her wish because I dont know where am I next year after graduated.. I will try to take it as a promise to her.. Not only mooncake festival, I wish to pass through all the festival with her.. ^^
By the way, yesterday Ah Beng told me that my ex had a boyfriend already when he met her accidentally at Pesta Tanglung fair at Kajang.. This fact is not proven yet, because he just saw the guy was closed to her only.. I really dont know if it is a good or bad news.. Is she serious? or the guy is just a substitute to her.. Or she just wanted to make me angry?..If she really did find her future partner, I bless for her sincerely from the deep of my heart..Im the one who tore her heart painfully afterall.. She is really good enough, but not to me because we are not matched, living in different world.. So I just can pray for her have a better life partner and relationship which is far better than me in her future..
Proudly to say that, I had tried to appreciate, but Im still failed, so I choose to leave.. Now I meet my potato.. I dont know if she would become my life partner, but Im sure that my feeling to her is undescribable strong and I wish she would be my last one.. If one day we were foreordained to leave each other unfortunately, it would be my most most most precious memory and I will not wish to delete it and bring it along until the end of my day no matter how hurt the feeling is..
~~Fighting For Love~~
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Passed One Day as if Passed One Minute
22nd of September, 2.21pm on Wednesday, listening to 昨迟人-许志安
Abandoned my blog for 5 days already.. Finally I've returned to my blog.. those days of missing her had gone.. Last week I went Kuala Lipis to find her.. Fortunately I didnt get a wrong way to get over there with my lovely GPS although im not familiar with the route.. Reached there at around 7pm.. By that time, she was feeling not well.. Was I bringing the bad luck to her? lolx..
The feeling is just like back to village feeling.. It was just a small rural town, majority is Malays.. just like my grandmother's village.. full of enthusiasm, closing to each other even though unknown, fresh air, natural environment..
That night we went to yumcha with her friends after I tasted her sister(Lynn) fried Mihoon.. it was too much pepper and too dry, but I was still able to finished it..^^
Pak Toh, a place designed in Malay style with a gloomy environment, originated by chinese.. I never tried the food because I was still full by that time, just ordered a special chocolate ice which I had to stir the chocolate to mix with the milk.. lolx.. After a while, most of her friends reached to the place.. and we were having the communication gap between them especially ah soo.. it was in my expectation but the situation seems better..hahaha.. I met her ex but we didnt talk even a single word to each other.. Lolxxx.. Anyway, Im a guest and supposingly at least he talked something to me, right? or is this the way he treat his guest although he probably not really like me? seems he felt more embarrassed than me.. hahaha..
Next day(Friday) we slept till afternoon.. Everybody was waiting us to bring them out for breakfast or lunch without any notice.. hahaha.. really sorry for that, i missed to sense it.. Lunch, we ate at her aunty house.. Food was not nice actually.. Evening we went to play basketball.. The court is considered okay.. the floor was not very smooth.. the players were not bad.. First match we played with them, I lost.. Maybe I was still in warm-up mode, and I didnt play for 2 weeks ady.. my breathing was quite difficult in the first match.. After that, I started to play serious in the other matches but still dunno why I had not enough energy to shoot..really swt.. fortunately I didnt disappoint her.. straight win..wakakaka.. ^^
At night we went to steamboat at Ah En's house.. knew many new friends at there.. Jimmy, Ah En, Crespo(Ah Lap), Ah Man, Tunku, Kent, Hsien Wei, Ah Pit, Chery, Ah Hong, Trista, Ying Hwa.. lolz.. AFter finished the dinner, we go to put wishing lantern.. first time I wrote wishes on wishing lantern.. I really dunno what to write actually.. My mind only ask me to write happy to be with her forever, but I didnt write on it..Because I knew our happiness is not decided by anybody except us.. we were the people to create the happiness for both of us in the future.. A thousand or million of wishes are useless if we never put any effort on it..
Saturday, we woke up late as we had canceled the trip to kuantan.. We decided to back kajang because yesterday we played till too late, not enough sleep and energy to travel there.. Afternoon we took our lunch at lipis which is so-called the most dirty food.. This wasnt the whole actual fact.. The food is not only dirty, plus it was damn difficult to enter into my mouth.. very not delicious.. Hor Fun with egg sauce without fried Hor Fun instead of boiled Hor Fun!! lolx.. After that, we stayed at her house and rest a while before back kajang.. The longer I rest in her house, the more unwilling to leave.. I like the place, the simple house, friends, her 2 pretty sisters and handsome brother and fresh environment.. You will never know how hard was my leg stepped into the car and my feeling at the moment..
On the way back to kajang, we went to Ampang and tried a Korean BBQ steamboat which was not provided Korean Food and recommended by Ah Kit(my campus friend).. But that price and food were really worth.. very nice!!.. fresh fish and crab.. somemore we played cooking over there.. damn funny!!.. She seemed like very enjoy in the cooking process.. help us to cook instead of eating.. (Actually she was full, that's why she cooked for us..hahaha..).. After that, we continued our journey.. It was downpour heavily.. and ah soo "shouted" at behind that he want to excrete..hahaha.. everytime he was like that.. used to hear it.. hahaha
Sunday, we woke up late again as usual.. Passed the day as usual with her, potato.. Although we did nothing, but we spent the time with each other very fast.. Soon day changed to night.. At night, I did something unscrupulous.. haizz.. I really didnt mean to read it, I just discovered it suddenly and it triggered out my curiosity.. so sorry..
This simple trip really passed so fast.. I passed these 3 days as if passed 1 days only.. I really hope that Im able to pause the time at the moment if possible.. I really wish to drop out all my duties and just stay at there simple village with her forever.. Maybe you will think that I gain nothing throughout this trip.. But for me, I knew, I understand and I tasted how was her life at there, experienced what she always experienced, did what she always did, travel where she always been.. It was much memorable to me and I wish I could understand her even more!!
Abandoned my blog for 5 days already.. Finally I've returned to my blog.. those days of missing her had gone.. Last week I went Kuala Lipis to find her.. Fortunately I didnt get a wrong way to get over there with my lovely GPS although im not familiar with the route.. Reached there at around 7pm.. By that time, she was feeling not well.. Was I bringing the bad luck to her? lolx..
The feeling is just like back to village feeling.. It was just a small rural town, majority is Malays.. just like my grandmother's village.. full of enthusiasm, closing to each other even though unknown, fresh air, natural environment..
That night we went to yumcha with her friends after I tasted her sister(Lynn) fried Mihoon.. it was too much pepper and too dry, but I was still able to finished it..^^
Pak Toh, a place designed in Malay style with a gloomy environment, originated by chinese.. I never tried the food because I was still full by that time, just ordered a special chocolate ice which I had to stir the chocolate to mix with the milk.. lolx.. After a while, most of her friends reached to the place.. and we were having the communication gap between them especially ah soo.. it was in my expectation but the situation seems better..hahaha.. I met her ex but we didnt talk even a single word to each other.. Lolxxx.. Anyway, Im a guest and supposingly at least he talked something to me, right? or is this the way he treat his guest although he probably not really like me? seems he felt more embarrassed than me.. hahaha..
Next day(Friday) we slept till afternoon.. Everybody was waiting us to bring them out for breakfast or lunch without any notice.. hahaha.. really sorry for that, i missed to sense it.. Lunch, we ate at her aunty house.. Food was not nice actually.. Evening we went to play basketball.. The court is considered okay.. the floor was not very smooth.. the players were not bad.. First match we played with them, I lost.. Maybe I was still in warm-up mode, and I didnt play for 2 weeks ady.. my breathing was quite difficult in the first match.. After that, I started to play serious in the other matches but still dunno why I had not enough energy to shoot..really swt.. fortunately I didnt disappoint her.. straight win..wakakaka.. ^^
At night we went to steamboat at Ah En's house.. knew many new friends at there.. Jimmy, Ah En, Crespo(Ah Lap), Ah Man, Tunku, Kent, Hsien Wei, Ah Pit, Chery, Ah Hong, Trista, Ying Hwa.. lolz.. AFter finished the dinner, we go to put wishing lantern.. first time I wrote wishes on wishing lantern.. I really dunno what to write actually.. My mind only ask me to write happy to be with her forever, but I didnt write on it..Because I knew our happiness is not decided by anybody except us.. we were the people to create the happiness for both of us in the future.. A thousand or million of wishes are useless if we never put any effort on it..
Saturday, we woke up late as we had canceled the trip to kuantan.. We decided to back kajang because yesterday we played till too late, not enough sleep and energy to travel there.. Afternoon we took our lunch at lipis which is so-called the most dirty food.. This wasnt the whole actual fact.. The food is not only dirty, plus it was damn difficult to enter into my mouth.. very not delicious.. Hor Fun with egg sauce without fried Hor Fun instead of boiled Hor Fun!! lolx.. After that, we stayed at her house and rest a while before back kajang.. The longer I rest in her house, the more unwilling to leave.. I like the place, the simple house, friends, her 2 pretty sisters and handsome brother and fresh environment.. You will never know how hard was my leg stepped into the car and my feeling at the moment..
On the way back to kajang, we went to Ampang and tried a Korean BBQ steamboat which was not provided Korean Food and recommended by Ah Kit(my campus friend).. But that price and food were really worth.. very nice!!.. fresh fish and crab.. somemore we played cooking over there.. damn funny!!.. She seemed like very enjoy in the cooking process.. help us to cook instead of eating.. (Actually she was full, that's why she cooked for us..hahaha..).. After that, we continued our journey.. It was downpour heavily.. and ah soo "shouted" at behind that he want to excrete..hahaha.. everytime he was like that.. used to hear it.. hahaha
Sunday, we woke up late again as usual.. Passed the day as usual with her, potato.. Although we did nothing, but we spent the time with each other very fast.. Soon day changed to night.. At night, I did something unscrupulous.. haizz.. I really didnt mean to read it, I just discovered it suddenly and it triggered out my curiosity.. so sorry..
This simple trip really passed so fast.. I passed these 3 days as if passed 1 days only.. I really hope that Im able to pause the time at the moment if possible.. I really wish to drop out all my duties and just stay at there simple village with her forever.. Maybe you will think that I gain nothing throughout this trip.. But for me, I knew, I understand and I tasted how was her life at there, experienced what she always experienced, did what she always did, travel where she always been.. It was much memorable to me and I wish I could understand her even more!!
Thursday, September 16, 2010
相思的最后一天
九月十六号，星期四，凌晨3点18分，没有听歌。
一大早我就起来玩股票了，由于今天是非常难得的一个早上，竟然怡保早上下雨！！超稀有的现象咯，一年大约有5，6次左右吧。结果，我就继续睡觉。其实我是有点伤感和失望咯，因为我以为小蕃薯还在生我的气，没有回我的信息。然后我十一点多又起身一下，发现她又没回我的信息，又带着失落的感觉进入梦里。
我睡醒的时候，已是1点多了，可是她也没回信，真的很心疼下的。然后我就半醒的状态下打电话给她了。结果她说我没像平时一样早上打电话给她，所以她也没打给我。至于信息方面，她就说她不知道怎样回我，所以没回。虽然我听了更加心痛，可是我还是算了吧。我当时的脑海除了想要跟她和好，还是和好。幸好最终我们还是和好如初。嘻嘻嘻！！
一到了傍晚，我才发现嫲嫲没有煮饭，因为没完米了，那个没用的爸爸又不要买米，我们只好去打包。我真的觉得他一点用都没有，完全没有责任感，就连养活一家的能力都没有，对他超级反感。其实不只我一个人那么想，很多人都对他反感了。所以等我有能力赚钱后，我肯定会给他相同的滋味的。对他我已经是失望到没有得再失望的余地了。
晚上还是一样，跟小蕃薯谈个不停，虽然话题中间有些事是我听了之后觉得不爽的，可是我还是选择继续听她的答案。谢谢你很坦白地告诉我！！还有就是默默地支持我！！我爱你！！
相思的最后一天果然特别兴奋。真的很想念她！又加上迫不及待见到她的心情，心里好像在倒数着每一个小时。虽然两天前才见过面，可是还是很想念她，还是很想见到她。热恋中的情侣果然是特别奇怪。哈哈哈。希望我们能尽量保持这种莫名其妙的热恋感。嘻嘻！！
Fiancee, I'm bringing my cockroachy troop to conquer Lipis soon!!! muahahaha!!
一大早我就起来玩股票了，由于今天是非常难得的一个早上，竟然怡保早上下雨！！超稀有的现象咯，一年大约有5，6次左右吧。结果，我就继续睡觉。其实我是有点伤感和失望咯，因为我以为小蕃薯还在生我的气，没有回我的信息。然后我十一点多又起身一下，发现她又没回我的信息，又带着失落的感觉进入梦里。
我睡醒的时候，已是1点多了，可是她也没回信，真的很心疼下的。然后我就半醒的状态下打电话给她了。结果她说我没像平时一样早上打电话给她，所以她也没打给我。至于信息方面，她就说她不知道怎样回我，所以没回。虽然我听了更加心痛，可是我还是算了吧。我当时的脑海除了想要跟她和好，还是和好。幸好最终我们还是和好如初。嘻嘻嘻！！
一到了傍晚，我才发现嫲嫲没有煮饭，因为没完米了，那个没用的爸爸又不要买米，我们只好去打包。我真的觉得他一点用都没有，完全没有责任感，就连养活一家的能力都没有，对他超级反感。其实不只我一个人那么想，很多人都对他反感了。所以等我有能力赚钱后，我肯定会给他相同的滋味的。对他我已经是失望到没有得再失望的余地了。
晚上还是一样，跟小蕃薯谈个不停，虽然话题中间有些事是我听了之后觉得不爽的，可是我还是选择继续听她的答案。谢谢你很坦白地告诉我！！还有就是默默地支持我！！我爱你！！
相思的最后一天果然特别兴奋。真的很想念她！又加上迫不及待见到她的心情，心里好像在倒数着每一个小时。虽然两天前才见过面，可是还是很想念她，还是很想见到她。热恋中的情侣果然是特别奇怪。哈哈哈。希望我们能尽量保持这种莫名其妙的热恋感。嘻嘻！！
Fiancee, I'm bringing my cockroachy troop to conquer Lipis soon!!! muahahaha!!
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
相思的第九天
九月十五号，星期三，凌晨3点46分，正在听着，说了再见-周杰伦
太好了！！倒数起来只剩两天而已。美极了！！哈哈哈～～ 今天和平常一样，调了闹钟可是睡到不省人事，股市又没理到。重点就是我竟然起身叫阿苏（我的房友）去吃早餐。早餐中我才发现股市气势如红，又失去机会了。懒睡真的害人不浅。哈哈哈。
早餐完后，就回家准备一下入市了。我竟然发现国大排名在十大里面，超难想像咯。奇怪的就是我很不爽咯，因为我觉得他们（那些大学工作人员）会骄傲咯。又不是他们的功劳，他们又没教我们什么东西，他们会个屁咩，最厉害还不是领功咯。可是我还是打算做最后的冲刺，尽量能赢多少就多少。
今天好像什么都没做到，只是对着面子书而已，又废了一天哈哈哈。傍晚的时候，却发生一件我最不想要发生的事，就是和小蕃薯吵架。虽然不是什么大吵架，可是我还是非常不喜欢。虽然别人说偶尔吵吵架是好事来的，可是我还是不想咯。这次小蕃薯开了一个令我不喜欢的玩笑。虽然这是开玩笑而已，可是就是我不知道为什么我会不喜欢的，还令到我心痛的玩笑，我就是在意她说的那句话。唉～～～ 过后我又摆我不爽的声音给她，还说了一些令她不爽的话，结果我和她道歉了。幸好最终我们还是没有事了。谁开口说对不起先，这也不重要了，重要的是我和她能在一起就是了。半夜突然间我们又吵了起来，就是因为大家不肯认输，所以就无端端闹起来了。有时我真的搞不清到底要怎么做才能令她开心。可是如果每次都要我令口是心非的她开心而要我做出自己不愿意的事，这也不再是我自己本人了吗？。。真的难搞。。唉呀，我还是觉得总之到最后没事就好了。嘻嘻！！
××对不起小蕃薯，我也不应该时常逼你的××
太好了！！倒数起来只剩两天而已。美极了！！哈哈哈～～ 今天和平常一样，调了闹钟可是睡到不省人事，股市又没理到。重点就是我竟然起身叫阿苏（我的房友）去吃早餐。早餐中我才发现股市气势如红，又失去机会了。懒睡真的害人不浅。哈哈哈。
早餐完后，就回家准备一下入市了。我竟然发现国大排名在十大里面，超难想像咯。奇怪的就是我很不爽咯，因为我觉得他们（那些大学工作人员）会骄傲咯。又不是他们的功劳，他们又没教我们什么东西，他们会个屁咩，最厉害还不是领功咯。可是我还是打算做最后的冲刺，尽量能赢多少就多少。
今天好像什么都没做到，只是对着面子书而已，又废了一天哈哈哈。傍晚的时候，却发生一件我最不想要发生的事，就是和小蕃薯吵架。虽然不是什么大吵架，可是我还是非常不喜欢。虽然别人说偶尔吵吵架是好事来的，可是我还是不想咯。这次小蕃薯开了一个令我不喜欢的玩笑。虽然这是开玩笑而已，可是就是我不知道为什么我会不喜欢的，还令到我心痛的玩笑，我就是在意她说的那句话。唉～～～ 过后我又摆我不爽的声音给她，还说了一些令她不爽的话，结果我和她道歉了。幸好最终我们还是没有事了。谁开口说对不起先，这也不重要了，重要的是我和她能在一起就是了。半夜突然间我们又吵了起来，就是因为大家不肯认输，所以就无端端闹起来了。有时我真的搞不清到底要怎么做才能令她开心。可是如果每次都要我令口是心非的她开心而要我做出自己不愿意的事，这也不再是我自己本人了吗？。。真的难搞。。唉呀，我还是觉得总之到最后没事就好了。嘻嘻！！
××对不起小蕃薯，我也不应该时常逼你的××
相思的第八天
九月十五日，星期三，凌晨1点50分，正在听着，候鸟-SHE
昨天晚上，九月十三，星期一，我才从KL回到怡保。真的好累了。所以没有在部落格写下任何的东西。那天，我们又睡到很迟才醒来。出去打包，吃过了午餐，然后又待在家里看戏。
不知不觉中，我们又是时候赶去踏巴士了。习惯迟到的我原本打算早点出门的，不用这么赶，小蕃薯说不用这么早出门，结果到最后就赶个半死。原本我们不需要担心得太多的，就是因为马来西亚超烂的公共交通工具（KTM）迟到半个小时。超级讨厌咯。难怪马来西亚什么都慢过人，就连火车都能迟到的。真的无言。真的不想再讲大马的交通工具了，不然一讲起就一把火了。
taxi => KTM => LRT => bus terminal(Titiwangsa) => LRT => Bus Terminal(Bukit Jalil)
啊！！！想起来真的很久咯，可是还是觉得时间过得满快的。可能我们都在大家身边一直陪伴对方。谢谢您！！
我还以为小蕃薯会错失她最后一辆的巴士，幸好她记错最后一辆巴士的时间，要不然她就会不到家了。那时我也不知该怎么做了。她买票后，我就赶着去另外一个车站。还好，赶得及有余。
在巴士上，她的影子又浮现在我的脑海里了。啊！！出事了！！我又开始想念她了。我真的没用，难道真的要注定我会死在爱情手上吗？啊！！！这不像小蟑螂我一直以来的作风咧。这也是我唯一的避忌啊！
昨天晚上，九月十三，星期一，我才从KL回到怡保。真的好累了。所以没有在部落格写下任何的东西。那天，我们又睡到很迟才醒来。出去打包，吃过了午餐，然后又待在家里看戏。
不知不觉中，我们又是时候赶去踏巴士了。习惯迟到的我原本打算早点出门的，不用这么赶，小蕃薯说不用这么早出门，结果到最后就赶个半死。原本我们不需要担心得太多的，就是因为马来西亚超烂的公共交通工具（KTM）迟到半个小时。超级讨厌咯。难怪马来西亚什么都慢过人，就连火车都能迟到的。真的无言。真的不想再讲大马的交通工具了，不然一讲起就一把火了。
taxi => KTM => LRT => bus terminal(Titiwangsa) => LRT => Bus Terminal(Bukit Jalil)
啊！！！想起来真的很久咯，可是还是觉得时间过得满快的。可能我们都在大家身边一直陪伴对方。谢谢您！！
我还以为小蕃薯会错失她最后一辆的巴士，幸好她记错最后一辆巴士的时间，要不然她就会不到家了。那时我也不知该怎么做了。她买票后，我就赶着去另外一个车站。还好，赶得及有余。
在巴士上，她的影子又浮现在我的脑海里了。啊！！出事了！！我又开始想念她了。我真的没用，难道真的要注定我会死在爱情手上吗？啊！！！这不像小蟑螂我一直以来的作风咧。这也是我唯一的避忌啊！
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
出乎预料的相见
九月十四日，星期二，晚上10点46分，正在听着，温暖-永邦
上个星期六，也就是九月十一日，早上我告诉小蕃薯我失眠。讲讲下，我们却发颠起来，就打算去kl约会。结果我买了两点的车票去The Mines约会。超赶的咯，我还要去弄头发，结果连早午餐都没吃，就上巴士了。原本我还打算买怡保蛋挞和kaya角给她和她的uncle吃的，可是要排队等很久，真的来不及，失败了。还是改天先吧。
到了那边已经是六点多了，等她多一下，她就出现了。一看到她后，我就忍不住当众拥抱起来。哈哈哈。走了一下，我们就去了Old Town吃东西。我们待在那边也满久一下才继续走街。可是我们就是不知道去哪里好，我就只想跟她在一起就是了，超搞笑的。无端端又到了八点多了，我们就去吃纸包鸡。那里的招牌河粉还挺好吃的。不错不错。
晚上回到kajang的家后都很迟了，还要给印度德士佬串我们，收费超高的，结果我们很有骨气地离开，上了另一辆德士。那一天真的完全出乎意料，无端端我们又相见了，真的没办法，我太想念小蕃薯了。
另一天我们又睡到很迟才起身。原本我们打算出去玩的，可是又太迟了，大家又很懒惰出门，结果就待在家里。我为她煮了第二次的食物给她吃。她开始胃痛了。我要澄清下咯，不是我煮的东西有问题咯。每次吃完东西的她总是会胃痛起来的，而我就会顶胃的，真的是绝配。叫她去看医生又不要，真的刁蛮，拿她没办法。
晚上带她吃好吃的东西，回到家后她又开始胃痛了，我又开始顶胃了，因为吃太多了，可是我就没跟她说。（我看到你在辛苦着，再加上你又帮不了我的，所以没告诉你，对不起）。过后她还出冷汗，那是的我真的觉得超级没用，又帮不到她，她又不喜欢吃药，我就只能待在她旁边看着她那副辛苦的样子，抚摸一下她那有点冷的脸。啊！！！！！
真的希望下次没有同样的感觉！！超级无助的感觉！！！
上个星期六，也就是九月十一日，早上我告诉小蕃薯我失眠。讲讲下，我们却发颠起来，就打算去kl约会。结果我买了两点的车票去The Mines约会。超赶的咯，我还要去弄头发，结果连早午餐都没吃，就上巴士了。原本我还打算买怡保蛋挞和kaya角给她和她的uncle吃的，可是要排队等很久，真的来不及，失败了。还是改天先吧。
到了那边已经是六点多了，等她多一下，她就出现了。一看到她后，我就忍不住当众拥抱起来。哈哈哈。走了一下，我们就去了Old Town吃东西。我们待在那边也满久一下才继续走街。可是我们就是不知道去哪里好，我就只想跟她在一起就是了，超搞笑的。无端端又到了八点多了，我们就去吃纸包鸡。那里的招牌河粉还挺好吃的。不错不错。
晚上回到kajang的家后都很迟了，还要给印度德士佬串我们，收费超高的，结果我们很有骨气地离开，上了另一辆德士。那一天真的完全出乎意料，无端端我们又相见了，真的没办法，我太想念小蕃薯了。
另一天我们又睡到很迟才起身。原本我们打算出去玩的，可是又太迟了，大家又很懒惰出门，结果就待在家里。我为她煮了第二次的食物给她吃。她开始胃痛了。我要澄清下咯，不是我煮的东西有问题咯。每次吃完东西的她总是会胃痛起来的，而我就会顶胃的，真的是绝配。叫她去看医生又不要，真的刁蛮，拿她没办法。
晚上带她吃好吃的东西，回到家后她又开始胃痛了，我又开始顶胃了，因为吃太多了，可是我就没跟她说。（我看到你在辛苦着，再加上你又帮不了我的，所以没告诉你，对不起）。过后她还出冷汗，那是的我真的觉得超级没用，又帮不到她，她又不喜欢吃药，我就只能待在她旁边看着她那副辛苦的样子，抚摸一下她那有点冷的脸。啊！！！！！
真的希望下次没有同样的感觉！！超级无助的感觉！！！
相思的第七天
九月十一号，星期六，半夜3点45分，正在听着，太天真-钟晓玉
早上七早八早就被电话吵醒了。原本不想出去的，可是被逼要去，因为我们约好了去玩打仗游戏（paintball）。吃了早餐，就到那边会合了。还以为是十点开始的，谁知道拖拖下十一点才开始。装备好后，进去开仗了。心情真的好奇怪，既兴奋，又害怕，超搞笑的。
一开始，气弹就乱飞了。由与还未适应，加上又没有计划，所以玩玩下而已。结果出来后，我才用了一点子弹而已。第二轮我就开始疯了起来，太过勇了，结果一下子就被人射死了。哈哈哈。接下来我就开始进入状态了，开始会策划战略，连胜几场了。哈哈哈。
虽然身中了几枪，可是不觉得很痛。我的朋友就可惨了。气弹中颈项，一个女生又中手臂。瘀血开始浮现，不动它就没事的，一动就会痛的。真的不幸。过后我们就直接去吃东西了。整身粘粘的，因为气弹的水的关系，有点不是很自在的感觉。
回到家，休息了一下，才发现自己中的气弹开始出现效果了，有点痛。感觉有点给钱买难受的。哈哈哈。晚上我就和我的小蕃薯煲电话粥，谈了很久，因为某种事情，盖电话后我的心情很不好。然后我就一个人去吃宵夜。我找了我的好朋友谈了一谈，才好过了起来。真的好对不起他，半夜三更吵他起来来治疗我。哈哈哈。没办法，谁叫他是我的好兄弟咧，算他倒霉咯。嘻嘻！然后我就赶回家入睡了。
早上七早八早就被电话吵醒了。原本不想出去的，可是被逼要去，因为我们约好了去玩打仗游戏（paintball）。吃了早餐，就到那边会合了。还以为是十点开始的，谁知道拖拖下十一点才开始。装备好后，进去开仗了。心情真的好奇怪，既兴奋，又害怕，超搞笑的。
一开始，气弹就乱飞了。由与还未适应，加上又没有计划，所以玩玩下而已。结果出来后，我才用了一点子弹而已。第二轮我就开始疯了起来，太过勇了，结果一下子就被人射死了。哈哈哈。接下来我就开始进入状态了，开始会策划战略，连胜几场了。哈哈哈。
虽然身中了几枪，可是不觉得很痛。我的朋友就可惨了。气弹中颈项，一个女生又中手臂。瘀血开始浮现，不动它就没事的，一动就会痛的。真的不幸。过后我们就直接去吃东西了。整身粘粘的，因为气弹的水的关系，有点不是很自在的感觉。
回到家，休息了一下，才发现自己中的气弹开始出现效果了，有点痛。感觉有点给钱买难受的。哈哈哈。晚上我就和我的小蕃薯煲电话粥，谈了很久，因为某种事情，盖电话后我的心情很不好。然后我就一个人去吃宵夜。我找了我的好朋友谈了一谈，才好过了起来。真的好对不起他，半夜三更吵他起来来治疗我。哈哈哈。没办法，谁叫他是我的好兄弟咧，算他倒霉咯。嘻嘻！然后我就赶回家入睡了。
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