A Peaceful Village

30th of April,1:18am on Friday, listening to 我还能爱谁-许志安.. Today I went to my grandmother's house.. A place without troublesome,misery and pressure..filled with kind of passion, ppl's topics, relationship and friendship.. If I could stay there forever and enjoy myself at there, it could just be a dream or I have to wait until I became a folk.. hahaha.. It's really not suitable to me.. I prefer a busy lifestlye..fight for every moment..^^

Finally I went to eat the famous zhu cheong fun in Teluk Intan.. I said Finally is because I had been finding the store at there since a few years ago.. It took a long time as I never find it seriously.. Today my friend(Fatty) brought me there and took away 3 packs of the food.. The place located at a hiden place.. A normal passer-by will never realise that there was a stall selling such a delicious food.. I went back to my grandmother's house after that.. Once I opened it, I saw it had no souce in the food.. I thought the boss had forgot to put souce on the top, thus I asked my grandmother why it had no souce except a few pieces of green chili..lolz.. She told me it was like that.. Really really a big joke.. I tried one piece of the food.. I really felt that it was worth and excellent.. simple but excellent.. souceless but tasty.. urgly but delicious.. After I had tried a few pieces, suddenly my mind flashed out a person whom I wanna bring her to here and try it out.. A sudden moment caused me wanna share the delicious food with her..hahaha.. Probably I felt that we have a mutual similarity.. EAT..hahaha..

After finished my lovely food, I had to have a meal with my grandparent and my second aunty together.. OMG..no choice, gotta engage with them because I was less to go back there.. We had ordered seafood pot,salted fish eggplant,ginger onion fishhead and sambal kangkung.. Those dishes were really too bad.. out of my expectation except the sambal kangkung.. lolz.. Before we went back to Ipoh, we paid a visit to my relatives and cousins.. I heard a lot of news from their super duper mouth..hahaha.. their mouth really encompassed the mass media.. even other ppl's family problems they also could know it very well.. hahaha..good news will never be instantly spreaded around than bad news..most of the news were bad or nonsense..swt =.="

Relaxing Day

29th of April,12:27am on Thursday,listening to 是我不好-Kelly Chen.. Today I slept till 2pm but I had set 9am in my alarm..the variance was really quite big..hahaha..It's okay.. At least I was able to save money in my breakfast..hahaha..what a lame excuse.. Today is a day which I had no idea direction at all after I saw my handphone and realised that I didnt have anythings to do.. Yesterday I didnt set any activity in my handphone.. It was quite rare that I didnt have any plan after I came back.. Normally I will go out have a tea with my friends but dunno why I didnt have the motive to do that.. Suddenly my "lou mou=mother" who was my best friend's ex-girlfriend, rang me and asked me went out to have a tea.. But I postponed it to tomorrow as I wanna stay at my house...unbelievable!! I would say such words..Normally I seldom to stay at my house..After that, I talked to my grandmother while fixing my laptop before I format it.. Again and again.. She started her powerful skill..keep on nagging me..swt =.=".. Finally I fount out a person who is pro than me in nagging.. arghhh.. until I scared of her.. I surrender to her at all!!

In the evening, I went to play basketball with my friends.. They were preparig for the under-18 basketball competition.. When I reached there, I saw him!! called fatty/fat fai(their coach and my coach as well last time.. Although he is not a well player in the court, but he is really a good coach outside the court.. still the same..a person whom I always go out with.. Another thing is finally I saw the famous guy,乱牛(confusing bull), who was always talked about in our topics..All of his stories were damn funny.. a crazy person.. Actually I wanna meet him ady since most of my friends talked about his funny and stupid plus crazy stories..hahaha.. I was really curious about him because they said I knew the guy but just forgot about him.. Once I saw him in the court, finally I recognised him ady.. hahaha.. His name was really nice and suitable to him after I played a match with him.. The motive he came to the court was to confuse all the players.. lolzz.. His action really made us damn blurred and funny.. Another thing was he can still have an innocent look and gave us much damn damn damn lame excuses to cover his fault.. let us laughed like hell until rolled down on the floor only..wakakaka.. Never regret of knowing you,CONFUSING BULL!! ^^

Nightmare and War ended, Back Home

28th of April,12.40am,listening to 零度-Hins.. Finally I have the free time to reactive my blog since I had been released from the terrible exam weeks..I was supposed to be happy but I couldnt feel the happiness since I couldnt do well in my last paper and in addition it was my majoring paper..OMG..I really never expect that I would have insufficient time to finish it.. Haizz.. I feel sad as I know how to do but the time was not allowed me to do so.. really terrible.. Maybe this is the way the god wanna challenge me and penalise me since I had been quite arrogant all this while, especially this is my lovely and confident subject...arghhh.. YOU treated me pretty cruel!! or I shouldnt blame others instead of myself..

This morning I was caught in a excited dream before the exam but it isn't come to true..Sad.. I dreamt that I had finished my last paper(which was my majoring paper) and I felt damn glad as I were able to do all the questions very well and correctly in the dream..Why all my dream must turn out to be quite opposite..ROARRR!!..Everything went as smooth as baby oil in my dream, but how come my way was damn spiky in the real world.. I rather I was caught in the nightmare instead of sweetdream in order to have a smooth way in the real world since it would turn out oppositely.. By the way, I told it to my friend, who suffered from the horror dream unfortuately by the same night, but she seemed like suspicious to what I said.. She thought that I was lying her because I wanna console to her, so that I created a story to her.. I, hereby wanna tell YOU that you were misundertood and it did happen to me in fact and I sincerely wanna share my story with you that things from your dream sometimes might not happen or even it would turn out to be quite opposite..No worries about that..God might not simple penalise a kind-hearted, generous, sweetty plus pretty person. God will only penalise those who act evil(perhaps it was talking myself..hahaha).. Next time dont simply waste ur tears.. It was quite not environmental-friendly action since you might waste plenty of tissue paper and it might also spoil your fascinating eyes as well as your charming face..hahaha..

Today, I went back to my actual home after finished my exam.. It had been 2 months I didnt go back home already.. I just only went back home for 2 times only by this semester.. When I reached my home, I felt nothing different than before.. I saw the kopicai swinging its tail,jumping here and there, too naughty..hahaha.. I saw my grandma and grandfather sitting on his own chair.. everything is still the same, but only the date and time are different only.. Probably my homesick feeling was getting lesser and lesser.. Now everywhere could be my house.. I think it should be a good news to me because I still couldnt know which corner of the world I would be at.. Rather now I try to adapt myself at wherever I was.. Perhaps my mother would say that borne a barbecue pork is better than borne me as I was not a filial son to you..hahaha.. I will fully spend my these 5 days joyfully.. I have a few obligation I gotta fulfill..Format my laptop,eat all my hometown delicious food and meet all my friends..I will recharge my energy with this opportunity to welcome my 3rd sem life.. ^^

Besides that, I still wanna add on something in this post.. Yesterday my best friend, Kenneth took plane and went back to Perth already.. His "so-called" friend, who is a gal, and he spent 5 days in Malaysia crazily with us. You might lie me successfully if I were 3-year-old kid..hahaha.. I,hereby wanna say sorry to my gang members especially you because I was absent on Thursday due to my Friday exam.. Actually the feeling from my deep heart is happy as I could skip the clubbing event with a reasonable excuse..wakakkaa.. Maybe many of my friends thought that I was and look like a clubbing player..But indeed I prefer enjoying at bar than clubbing frankly.. I felt more relaxing when I was at bar compared to clubbing.. Actually when you all suggested going to KL skybar, I really look at it with much anticipation..It is better than going to clubbing at Bobby..Unfortunately this plan was not succeeded to be launched due to some special reasons. At that night, we went to Genting suddenly and unexpectedly.. Actually all of us were exhausted and wanna rest already, but holding with our principle,"we might lose spirit,but we cannot lose our 'face'", and all of us went to Genting..lolxx..crazy men.. In conclusion, they rather donate some tables and chairs to Genting Berhad than losing their face(only 6 of us knew it..Kenneth and Lawrent-one table each, Prince,JJ and Dickson-one chair each..Wai Yee and I donated nothing and oppositely we had earned a few cups Milo)..wakakka..really damn funny.. I really miss those days we being together.. Now what I could do is just looking forward to the coming July to reunion again since Kenneth will be back..All takes care ya within this period.. Miss you all ya!!

The Beginning of "Nightmare"

12th, April, 12:01am Monday, listening to 勇敢-BY2 ... My nightmare just started.. Cannot sleep well..Cannot eat well.. Cannot play well.. Cannot do anything well!! I have to read 'em all.. This is my mission for being here..

I have been playing all this while.. It's the time to study.. gotta stop all my entertainment.. This semester I felt very meaningful in my study as most of the subjects I like them very much.. Besides that, I have to be expertised in this few subjects in order to pave my way.. Although they is not the subjects easy to study, but I will proceed it whole-heartedly.. I found out many things are quite fresh to me, they know me but I dunno what are them.. Once I understand them and figure them out one by one, I realised my distance with them is shorter.. Familar with them a lot..The feeling is really unable to decribe.. Something like they are friend with me and they will be assisting me become my bullets in the future.. That's why I said I study them whole-heartedly..

Currently there are 2 subjects quite heavy to me.. It depends on my memory instead of analyze.. Since I was a form-5 student, my memory is weakened because of my previous activities..These activities spoiled my memory indeed.. it makes me felt regretful..haizzz.. But no matter how, I still will strive it badly in order it wouldnt cause my CGPA downgraded..hehehe..

Study is a happy activity if you are interested on the particular subject.. Perhaps the process is quite unendurable and drives you crazied, but it might give up the happiness after all.. Studying smart and for my future instead of exam.. Wish all of my friend could score well in their exam.. Good Luck..

Something I shouldnt know

8th of April, 4.05pm,Thursday, listening to 明天以后-林峰&泳儿.. Just nw I received a call and I knew something super bad news which I shouldnt know.. I realised my good friend rebeled to her girlfren and date up with another gal.. Both of them I also knew them well.. I had been anticipating they will have future in their relationship but it turned out to be opposite.. Why??!!.. Now im standing in the middle.. If I tell the truth to my fren(the gal), it means I was rebeling to my friend(the guy).. If I didnt tell the truth to the gal, I was rebeling to her.. I have no way to go on at this moment.. Finally I had chosen standing on the ground.. Perhaps it represents none of my business.. being a selfish cockroach..

I try to ask the imaginary rainbow, why it lets me know about this evil news?!!why must be them instead of the others??!!.. Afterwards fortunately it showed me an aeroplane crossed over my head.. I get the hint!!

I understood his feeling as im also a guy.. You are alone over there, and you need some regards from someone else.. Perhaps it was just a playful relationship or a kind of medicine of loneliness.. But at least this is not the thing you should do.. You ever told me you are serious with her and I took your words and tried to help you to get her heart.. Now I had destroyed her happiness and her first love..OMG..ROARRRR!!!..EYESORE~~

Now the gal still doesnt know the secret.. Perhaps she might know one day or she was just pretending or giving him a chance, I hope he will end up the flerting with the bitch as soon as possible and get back to ur hug soon..

FLERTING MAY TAKE ALL YOUR THINGS AND COST YOU THE REPENTANCE IN PERPETUITY!!
Beware!!

Tell The Truth But Nothing Than The Truth

7th April, 10.47pm, Wed, listening to 习惯失恋-Joey ..I was wondering what should I do at this moment.. I hv started something which I shouldnt start it, because I knew it wont have a bright future at the end.. That's why I wondering if I should continue..(Rebeling to principal, speculating on something without return.)

Actually I understand it is just a "contract"..and this contract would be expired by this year.. I had been so silly but I still have to carry on as long as "it" likes tat.. I may sacrifice my time and my precious thing to compensate to "it" since I did wrong to "it".. Maybe it is just a using and I clearly understand this situation..being used or using it..no much difference.. Suddenly I felt myself very evil and selfish.. I know I shouldnt possess it and Im not qualified for "it" but because of my selfishness, I started it..A good planner might not be a good launcher.. I planned it well but I launched it badly at all.. Sacrifice or cost of oppurtunity is too expensive to me.. Since I had chosen and been pursuing what I want the most, no choice, I had to sacrifice everything even I did wrong to "it".. Im really sorry to it, I built it up impurposely and destroy it heartlessly..

Haizzz..Amighty cockroach, you know you have to leave here and continue your next mission.. it is better for you to do nothing at this moment.. I know you will be sad and facing a lot of attraction, but just passed these days "peacefully" and ended the "contract" as soon as possible.. Dun let the thing control you, rather you control them.. Dont ever do any crazied thing ady.. You understand you are different from the others since you are borne.. Selfish to say that, strive for your own rather than the others and bear it mind: Your stairs are made of corpses!! Sorry to "it" for being my corpse.. T_T

The Key of Employer and Employee Relationship

5/4/2010 Midnight, 2.42am on Monday.. Finally I revive my blog from being dead.. All these while I have been busy in my assignments and presentation.. At the same time, I felt so lazy to write in this blog.. Until now, suddenly there is a strong spirit to push me writing in this blog.. Perhaps I felt guilty towards my blog being ignored by its master..hahaha..

Today I felt something wrong with my heart once I stepped out from my workplace. From my mouth, I said very happy because im not necessary to go back to work and wake up early, but from my heart, I felt a little bit sad. My colleagues taught me a lot of things which could not be studied in our academic. We must use our heart to sense and experience it. And finally I get that nowadays an employer/manager not equals to a good employee and opposite.. Everyone of them are hiding their secret in their heart. If you wanna be a successful CEO, you must be knowing how to reveal their secret. This is the key to be a successful leader in the internal company..
Tesco employee, mostly are Indian and being a permanent tesco worker over there, always being looked down by the others including myself, but indeed they are the key player in Tesco.. Perhaps you may say that being a shopping centre worker wont have any bright future.. This is the thinking what I had before I worked in Tesco for fun. It totally changed my perspective after I just worked for 5 days over there.. Manager, supervisor and worker are total different. If you are a good manager, you may not be a good supervisor or worker, but if you are a good worker, u may not be a good manager.. Within this 5 days, I can sense their feeling with my heart.. Some workers and manager are very warmhearted.. play together, having joke with each other, helping each other even though the job is none of their business, smoke and eat together and so forth.. Some of them act like very cool.. some of them like to scold their followers.. They even can scold a worker because of something which actually he himself also dunno how to do it.. what a ridiculous joke is it.. Scolding them because they are slow and this and that.. Actually how much the manager knows and understand about the workers.. They are sluggish because they are boring to their job or tired with the job.. No choice, they couldn’t leave the job unless their family are willing to be starved.. No choice, they are not a well-educated person and had to live under the sarcastic and authorities and being looked down by the others.. From manager perspective, they have to do so to their workers with their authorities.. Otherwise, they will be indulgent and step on the manager head and cause the management out of control.. But im not really to agree with it because they can use soft motivation rather than hard motivation.. Perhaps I dunno something about it or maybe they had used it before but it was not worked..Perhaps there is not totally right or wrong in the argument between employer and employee role as they are working for different thing..

From these few days, I know and understand what they had implied to me with my strong analytical skill.. I can differentiate who is good and who is bad.. I know who is wearing “mask and who is “twin-head snake”(means talk this to you but talk another version to other).. In my future, if I was really successful in my future or become a leader or company head, I know what should I do to my workers.. human relationship and employer-employee relationaship.. Workers are to the best asset to a company.. I learnt it!!