13rd of August, 2.16am on Friday, listening to 爱不在-Melody..
Recently I was busy for all my stuff until I was lazy to organize a single post in this month.. "extra job", dating, academic, discussion, basketball training, gym and so forth.. busy like hell.. everyday I passed my time so fast until I didnt know where I spent my time at.. swt =.=""
Today finally I can spare out my time to share my recent story as well as keep this memory forever as long as this blogger is still alive..
4th of August on roughly 1.00am, finally I took out my courage to court HER and express my feeling to HER when I was sicked by that time.. A few days before I decided to court her, I had been hesitating this matter and wondering what she felt and think what kinda person am I, how is my impression to her, would I be qualified to be her dreaming boyfriend and so on.. Now I realized all these questions are not necessary to be hesitated.. Oppositely I regret why I didnt express my feeling to her earlier.. The late I express, more suffering we face.. The funniest thing was I expected her would be stunned after I expressed to her, but at the end, the one who felt stunned was me!! She told me that she had been falling love on me ago and I did not realize it only.. OMG!! Now I only knew that how stupid am I in dealing with relationship matter.. Fortunately I still could catch the opportunity on time.. Otherwise, it would be my lifelong regret.
I really never think that I would go with her.. It seems like I was in a dream.. Everythings seems happened so sudden.. Both of us never expect will be a couple though we like each other.. swt =.=" ..really so coincidence.. I remembered I added her as my friend in friendster through her best friend profile when my intuition asked me to add her.. The problem is I less to simply add a friend unless I knew the person.. But I added her although I didnt know her.. swt =.=".. am I being cursed? hahaha.. The first day I met her was in Pappa Rich in Serdang.. That day I invited her to go out have a drink after I met my UPM friend.. And we are getting closer through MSN chatting.. That's the beginning of us..
Connought Pasar Malam~~Midvalley~~Klang~~I-city~~Kepong~~ 1Utama~~KLCC
Perhaps I couldnt guarantee she is my last one in my life, but I will try my best effort to make it come true ever since I do love her very much.. I will also grab this chance to learn how to a best boyfriend and "fiance" by giving her the most happiness.. hahaha.. So YOU cannot escape from me already la..hahaha..
~~I LOVE YOU, KLCC & my clumpsy barbarian~~
Friday, August 13, 2010
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Training kicked off
4th of August, 9.37am on Wednesday, listening to 爱一直存在-梁文音..
Sukem is one of the biggest sport competition in UKM. Every college has to send out their team to participate in this sport carnival. As usual, I was the representative of KIY college as well as holding the captain position in the basketball team.. Every year I will select the player and teach them how to play.. I will also negotiate with the jaksa sukan college in order to get what should a player have such such water supple, shirt, ball and so forth..
Yesterday night was our first training.. The total amount of junior was roughly six.. plus some of my formal team mates and total is around 10 players.. This year basketball team was really tough for me.. Nearly all of them dont know how to play.. When I asked them anything they dont know, they responded me that they know.. When comes to training, they trained like shit.. I even dont know what they were doing in the court.. If you really dont know, please dont pretend that you know, okay?!! swt =.=" .. After that, then I taught them one by one.. But they still worked it like shit.. really hopeless and made me speechless.. They even couldnt do those basic things.. haizzz..
Yesterday I was still sicked.. I thought I wont participate in the training and I expect they can do what I requested.. Unfortunately, I had to play with them and teach and show to play.. After a while, my body was getting sweat a lot till my whole shirt was wet.. And I didnt bring my clothes to change either.. arghhhh!!.. My sick was getting serious after the training.. and suddenly I realized that I was infected sore throat.. Maybe It is because I talked too much and raised my voice in the training.. haizzz.. Despite of my sickness, I really hope that what I contribute and what I teach them, they really can get it..
Compared to last year, they are worse a lot.. I really dont know how I should proceed.. Other colleges captain invited me to join them.. It was a big lure to me.. This situation was same as last time when I joined under 18-year-old competition.. Someone looks for me and their sponsor was paying a lot such as branded shoe, jacket, shirts, refreshment and so forth, but I didnt join them either because I still do like my original team very much.. Unfortunately that time 4 of my main five players ran away to that team and only left me in original team.. I didnt blame them actually because the lure was too great.. haizz.. Although this year my basketball team was really weak and challenging, I still wouldnt rebel my college to join other team.. When there is my start point, I also hope that is my end point..
Sukem is one of the biggest sport competition in UKM. Every college has to send out their team to participate in this sport carnival. As usual, I was the representative of KIY college as well as holding the captain position in the basketball team.. Every year I will select the player and teach them how to play.. I will also negotiate with the jaksa sukan college in order to get what should a player have such such water supple, shirt, ball and so forth..
Yesterday night was our first training.. The total amount of junior was roughly six.. plus some of my formal team mates and total is around 10 players.. This year basketball team was really tough for me.. Nearly all of them dont know how to play.. When I asked them anything they dont know, they responded me that they know.. When comes to training, they trained like shit.. I even dont know what they were doing in the court.. If you really dont know, please dont pretend that you know, okay?!! swt =.=" .. After that, then I taught them one by one.. But they still worked it like shit.. really hopeless and made me speechless.. They even couldnt do those basic things.. haizzz..
Yesterday I was still sicked.. I thought I wont participate in the training and I expect they can do what I requested.. Unfortunately, I had to play with them and teach and show to play.. After a while, my body was getting sweat a lot till my whole shirt was wet.. And I didnt bring my clothes to change either.. arghhhh!!.. My sick was getting serious after the training.. and suddenly I realized that I was infected sore throat.. Maybe It is because I talked too much and raised my voice in the training.. haizzz.. Despite of my sickness, I really hope that what I contribute and what I teach them, they really can get it..
Compared to last year, they are worse a lot.. I really dont know how I should proceed.. Other colleges captain invited me to join them.. It was a big lure to me.. This situation was same as last time when I joined under 18-year-old competition.. Someone looks for me and their sponsor was paying a lot such as branded shoe, jacket, shirts, refreshment and so forth, but I didnt join them either because I still do like my original team very much.. Unfortunately that time 4 of my main five players ran away to that team and only left me in original team.. I didnt blame them actually because the lure was too great.. haizz.. Although this year my basketball team was really weak and challenging, I still wouldnt rebel my college to join other team.. When there is my start point, I also hope that is my end point..
Friday, July 30, 2010
Leg Sprained
30th of July, 12:02am on Friday, listening to 蓝色生死恋-郑日荣.. Yesterday, my leg was sprained by someone.. He is a China guy.. a rude and hateful China guy.. purposely stretch out his leg when I jumped shoot.. When my leg reached to ground, I stepped his leg and caused my leg sprained..
It was just a game, not a competition.. is it really needed to use this kind of worst tactic to win the match?.. stretching leg to sprain opponent's leg is the worst act in the court.. Im lucky when the first time he took out his leg, but I couldnt escape from the second time.. It's just the first match, roughly 10mins, then I have to sit at the side of the court..haizz..
My leg was pain till I couldnt walk properly.. I even used the leg to stand also felt difficult.. By the same time, I found out that I hv a bit fever and stomachache.. all sicks comes to me in one time..And I passed through a night with a painful leg and fever..arghhh...
Today, after my class I went to get treatment from a "tit da" sifu.. He massage me pain like hell.. My fist holds very very tight and my blood vessel comes out.. really hard to suffer the pain..
Now it's gone and I can walk better.. I will remember this pain and wait for a chance to revenge.. This type of fucking player deserves my revenge.. It will be settled in the court soon..
It was just a game, not a competition.. is it really needed to use this kind of worst tactic to win the match?.. stretching leg to sprain opponent's leg is the worst act in the court.. Im lucky when the first time he took out his leg, but I couldnt escape from the second time.. It's just the first match, roughly 10mins, then I have to sit at the side of the court..haizz..
My leg was pain till I couldnt walk properly.. I even used the leg to stand also felt difficult.. By the same time, I found out that I hv a bit fever and stomachache.. all sicks comes to me in one time..And I passed through a night with a painful leg and fever..arghhh...
Today, after my class I went to get treatment from a "tit da" sifu.. He massage me pain like hell.. My fist holds very very tight and my blood vessel comes out.. really hard to suffer the pain..
Now it's gone and I can walk better.. I will remember this pain and wait for a chance to revenge.. This type of fucking player deserves my revenge.. It will be settled in the court soon..
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
The Feeling of Anger
27th of July, 9.26pm on Tuesday, listening to 不要惊动爱情-郑秀文..
Today I woke up without water.. I couldnt brush teeth, wash face, cook anything to eat and so forth.. Although this happened on me in the morning, but I still can accept it because probably my mood was still okay.. after that, gotta take water from somewhere to wash face and prepared to go out for discussion.. I thought I wanna take my homemade breakfast at my house, but unfortunately, there is no water to wash my plates after eat.. No choice, I have to go out eat my lunch..haizzz..
When we stepped into the restaurant, we found out no seat for us but we were rushing time..arghhh.. Then we had to sit at a dirty corner and eat my food.. That restaurant normally have no much people, but how come when I was rushing, it wants to against me..zzz.. After that, when we reached to library for the discussion, we searched and searched on the level, but I still couldnt meet them..Where were my groupmates gone??!!! I only knew that they were at another level after I rang them..arghhhh!!! We had set the venue early the time, but how come they want to change without informing me..zzz.. Somemore the level had no suitable book for me to use.. really make me irritating.. Fortunately they came back to meet us after that..
During the discussion time, there were 4 of us, but 2 groupmates were still daydreaming.. Only my friend and I were holding to the discussion for 6 hours.. They were just sitting there and listening to us.. We produced all the idea without their contribution.. Another problem is when we wanna ask their opinion, they dare to tell me no idea, I dont know, ask me to repeat the idea, this and that..walaooo.. It really burned up my anger.. Especially my roomate, yesterday I asked him to prepared himself and told him that I will pass the baton to him, and give him the 1st chance to lead the group, but indeed he really made me damn disappointed.. When I asked him what he wanna to tell us and ask us to do, he dare to say nothing, dont know, this and that.. After that, I told myself I wont lead the group anymore.. Every time is only my friend and I lead the discussion, they never try to voice out their opinion, just waiting for their part to do, as if feeding them to eat and they just had to chew the food only.. really terrible..
When I reached home, I saw a lot of people queuing up to get water from a lorry container.. OMG.. the water stoppage is getting worse until the officer need to send us water.. I damn hate Lembaga air Selangor.. They did thing like shit.. never notice us before the water stoppage.. I felt like want to complain them with a phone call to release my anger.. really unforgivable and hopeless rubbish.. Another makes me get irritating is when the lorry comes nearby our house, I took 2 piles reached there and they said the water finished ady..they had to return and refill the water.. That time I really want to treat them eat my fist.. Really sucksss!!! If they have no water, then please dont stop nearby our house.. Instead go back to refill it and dont give any hope to us..
Selangor state government is really useless.. They really dont know how important the water is to us.. They even can do the renovation without considering our feeling.. In addition, I believe that there is still no much improvement in the quality of water.. muddy and yellow in colour like holy shit!!
Today I woke up without water.. I couldnt brush teeth, wash face, cook anything to eat and so forth.. Although this happened on me in the morning, but I still can accept it because probably my mood was still okay.. after that, gotta take water from somewhere to wash face and prepared to go out for discussion.. I thought I wanna take my homemade breakfast at my house, but unfortunately, there is no water to wash my plates after eat.. No choice, I have to go out eat my lunch..haizzz..
When we stepped into the restaurant, we found out no seat for us but we were rushing time..arghhh.. Then we had to sit at a dirty corner and eat my food.. That restaurant normally have no much people, but how come when I was rushing, it wants to against me..zzz.. After that, when we reached to library for the discussion, we searched and searched on the level, but I still couldnt meet them..Where were my groupmates gone??!!! I only knew that they were at another level after I rang them..arghhhh!!! We had set the venue early the time, but how come they want to change without informing me..zzz.. Somemore the level had no suitable book for me to use.. really make me irritating.. Fortunately they came back to meet us after that..
During the discussion time, there were 4 of us, but 2 groupmates were still daydreaming.. Only my friend and I were holding to the discussion for 6 hours.. They were just sitting there and listening to us.. We produced all the idea without their contribution.. Another problem is when we wanna ask their opinion, they dare to tell me no idea, I dont know, ask me to repeat the idea, this and that..walaooo.. It really burned up my anger.. Especially my roomate, yesterday I asked him to prepared himself and told him that I will pass the baton to him, and give him the 1st chance to lead the group, but indeed he really made me damn disappointed.. When I asked him what he wanna to tell us and ask us to do, he dare to say nothing, dont know, this and that.. After that, I told myself I wont lead the group anymore.. Every time is only my friend and I lead the discussion, they never try to voice out their opinion, just waiting for their part to do, as if feeding them to eat and they just had to chew the food only.. really terrible..
When I reached home, I saw a lot of people queuing up to get water from a lorry container.. OMG.. the water stoppage is getting worse until the officer need to send us water.. I damn hate Lembaga air Selangor.. They did thing like shit.. never notice us before the water stoppage.. I felt like want to complain them with a phone call to release my anger.. really unforgivable and hopeless rubbish.. Another makes me get irritating is when the lorry comes nearby our house, I took 2 piles reached there and they said the water finished ady..they had to return and refill the water.. That time I really want to treat them eat my fist.. Really sucksss!!! If they have no water, then please dont stop nearby our house.. Instead go back to refill it and dont give any hope to us..
Selangor state government is really useless.. They really dont know how important the water is to us.. They even can do the renovation without considering our feeling.. In addition, I believe that there is still no much improvement in the quality of water.. muddy and yellow in colour like holy shit!!
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Recovered
25th of July, 12.15am on Sunday, listening to 梦难圆-罗嘉良..
Good news to my body..it's fully recovered after I went out from outside.. Before I went out yumcha with my friend, I still got a bit internal hot inside my body.. Before I went out, I was still wondering if I should go out with my sick body.. Now I know my decision is correct..
Actually I didnt mean to go out, but my friend(Fat Fai, who is my basketball coach and game mate) suddenly called me to yumcha because I called him this evening for something(secret).. Everytime when I come back Ipoh, I sure will ask him out.. He is really a kind and generous person.. If both of us got anything about earning money plan, we sure will share with each other.. When I went out with him, he really treats me a lot.. damn generous.. Probably it is because we are very closed to each other.. That's why I will always share a portion with him when I meet some business.. In addition, we always believes each other very much.. A person can give money to me to invest without asking any question and I could provide him money to start his own business.. This kind of friend is hardly to find.. The words from my deep heart, I appreciate him very much..
Just now we also talked about a lot of things..games, investment, illegal activities, his business so forth.. Because I said I wanna go back early, so we just out for 2 hours.. Besides that, I really have to thank to him, because he helps me order a bottle of carlsberg. This alcohol really made me recovered.. I really didnt tell story.. Even I also couldnt accept it, a bottle of carlsberg recover me fully..my heat inside my body really vanished after I reached my home..very miracle..hahaha.. He said I should drink alcohol after sicked, it would recover me soon.. I really cannot believe what he said will come true.. swt =.=""
Anyway, really thank to him to bring me back a healthy body..hahahha..^_^ Fortunately I can recover before I go back by tomorrow, as I dislike people see my sicked face..hahaha.. okay la, gotta finish this post right here and go bed.. hehehe.. ~~goodnitez~~
Good news to my body..it's fully recovered after I went out from outside.. Before I went out yumcha with my friend, I still got a bit internal hot inside my body.. Before I went out, I was still wondering if I should go out with my sick body.. Now I know my decision is correct..
Actually I didnt mean to go out, but my friend(Fat Fai, who is my basketball coach and game mate) suddenly called me to yumcha because I called him this evening for something(secret).. Everytime when I come back Ipoh, I sure will ask him out.. He is really a kind and generous person.. If both of us got anything about earning money plan, we sure will share with each other.. When I went out with him, he really treats me a lot.. damn generous.. Probably it is because we are very closed to each other.. That's why I will always share a portion with him when I meet some business.. In addition, we always believes each other very much.. A person can give money to me to invest without asking any question and I could provide him money to start his own business.. This kind of friend is hardly to find.. The words from my deep heart, I appreciate him very much..
Just now we also talked about a lot of things..games, investment, illegal activities, his business so forth.. Because I said I wanna go back early, so we just out for 2 hours.. Besides that, I really have to thank to him, because he helps me order a bottle of carlsberg. This alcohol really made me recovered.. I really didnt tell story.. Even I also couldnt accept it, a bottle of carlsberg recover me fully..my heat inside my body really vanished after I reached my home..very miracle..hahaha.. He said I should drink alcohol after sicked, it would recover me soon.. I really cannot believe what he said will come true.. swt =.=""
Anyway, really thank to him to bring me back a healthy body..hahahha..^_^ Fortunately I can recover before I go back by tomorrow, as I dislike people see my sicked face..hahaha.. okay la, gotta finish this post right here and go bed.. hehehe.. ~~goodnitez~~
Friday, July 23, 2010
Fall Sick
23rd of July, 1.28am on Friday.. writing under a peaceful night..
Now it comes to me.. Sick devil visits to me..haizzz.. that's been a long time I didnt fall sick ady.. finally it happens.. Last week my roomate fell sick, I became his maid and took care of him.. Now our role was exchanged, but he didnt look after me very much.. zzz.. hahaha..actually cannot blame on him la, because I dont want to trouble him, at least I still can take care of myself.. That's me..always like to take all the things or burden up, not willing to seek help from others as long as I can handle..
Serious Mass, a type of gain weight powder.. This is the cause of my sick.. Last week my roomate drank it, by that night, he was sicked ady..hahaha.. Finally this is my turn.. I still couldnt resist the effect of the powder.. Its ingredient was too hot, until our body couldnt embrace the hot of the protein.. When I shake the bottle after it mixed with normal water, I could feel it hot by touching it.. I really cannot imagine how does it work and how hot is it in my body after I drank it.. Wish I could adapt to this product soon..
Today I was really unfortunate.. Facing the water stoppage problem.. I had to take water from outside of my house to upstairs.. Ah Beng went for trip and my roomate was sleeping.. not willing to wake him up.. So i moved it alone.. Somemore, I have to take for the 3 gals as well.. Taking under hot sun and fever condition.. At night, all water finished ady.. I had to take again.. arghhhh.. This time I was really irritating.. My roomate had finished the water ady and he could still sit in front of laptop without helping me..OMG.. Im a patient please.. Supposingly this is his turn to take.. really speechless.. When I nearly moved finished, he only asked me how many pails still have to take and need his help anot.. Then I didnt answer him at all and leave him off.. Sometimes I really got nothing to comment or speak to him.. hope he wont be so blur anymore and to be considerate a bit because this is a part of social learning..
Friends could be different types..Recognize your friend's attitude and behavior is not easy to go.. If you wanna mingle with them, you have to accept what they did to you.. Otherwise, just leave them off..
Now it comes to me.. Sick devil visits to me..haizzz.. that's been a long time I didnt fall sick ady.. finally it happens.. Last week my roomate fell sick, I became his maid and took care of him.. Now our role was exchanged, but he didnt look after me very much.. zzz.. hahaha..actually cannot blame on him la, because I dont want to trouble him, at least I still can take care of myself.. That's me..always like to take all the things or burden up, not willing to seek help from others as long as I can handle..
Serious Mass, a type of gain weight powder.. This is the cause of my sick.. Last week my roomate drank it, by that night, he was sicked ady..hahaha.. Finally this is my turn.. I still couldnt resist the effect of the powder.. Its ingredient was too hot, until our body couldnt embrace the hot of the protein.. When I shake the bottle after it mixed with normal water, I could feel it hot by touching it.. I really cannot imagine how does it work and how hot is it in my body after I drank it.. Wish I could adapt to this product soon..
Today I was really unfortunate.. Facing the water stoppage problem.. I had to take water from outside of my house to upstairs.. Ah Beng went for trip and my roomate was sleeping.. not willing to wake him up.. So i moved it alone.. Somemore, I have to take for the 3 gals as well.. Taking under hot sun and fever condition.. At night, all water finished ady.. I had to take again.. arghhhh.. This time I was really irritating.. My roomate had finished the water ady and he could still sit in front of laptop without helping me..OMG.. Im a patient please.. Supposingly this is his turn to take.. really speechless.. When I nearly moved finished, he only asked me how many pails still have to take and need his help anot.. Then I didnt answer him at all and leave him off.. Sometimes I really got nothing to comment or speak to him.. hope he wont be so blur anymore and to be considerate a bit because this is a part of social learning..
Friends could be different types..Recognize your friend's attitude and behavior is not easy to go.. If you wanna mingle with them, you have to accept what they did to you.. Otherwise, just leave them off..
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
My Last Semester Kicked Off
20th of July, 2,37am on Tuesday, listening to 广岛之恋-莫文蔚.. Holiday ended with nothing.. I just went for a simple and sudden trip to Penang.. I went there without planning..It is all because of a message..swt =.=" ... But this trip was quite happy to me.. Although the time is short, but it's enough for me to take a rest over there.. This three weeks holiday really make me crazy.. just work from day to midnight and woke up early in the morning.. Perhaps it could be said as a training to me.. At least I was not like last time, sleep till the sun crossed on my head.. Actually it was an illegal work, but I was quite happy with this job.. I could know much friends who doing illegal business.. Maybe you will say me stupid or risky to have this job, but in my rules, I took it as nothing, a usual job, as long as I didnt learn to be bad, didnt hurt anyone and I didnt feel regret or guilty to what I did.. The remuneration is not the 1st consideration to me, learning is the key..In fact, I really could learn much thing compared to last time.. Actually either it is illegal or not, it all depends on how you think, and how you recognize ILLEGAL this word.. In my stand, I love to straying at the edge between illegal and legal way..challenging and cool..safe and risky..hahahaha.. Probably you wont understand what Im saying, but once you know me well, you will get what kinda person am I.. ^_^
My time passed so fast and it came to the end of my holiday.. New semester just kicked off.. 1 week gone, but seems I did nothing in this week.. just playing online game and hanging around.. still being a useless person, but I was happy with that.. New semester, new target.. I wish I could achieve what I targeted.. I hope it would be last two semesters, fail to do what I targeted.. It is still far away from what I plan before I entered this university.. That's earn my 1st bucket of gold through this 3-year uni life.. I believe that if a person wanna be successful, doing everything must be faster than the others, stepping more front than the others.. I learned it from a Hong Kong movie..
**We should get 1st place when the others are studying primarily..When they get the 1st place, we already enter to university.. When they are studying in university, we should have entered into social and creating the first bucket of money.. when they reached to society, we should have set up the own business or creating even more than the first bucket of money..When they are still fighting in their critical age,we should be retired ady..**
I felt it is quite meaningful to everyone..Who standing at behind, who is the loser.. This is the theory to survive in this world.. If you are just wishing to have a normal and simple life, you should ignore what I said and continue to what you want to do.. Different people have different thought and different ambition, and Im not qualified to weigh your thought.. I wont comment to what you pursuing..In opposite, I will support to what you targeting rather than those living without any ambition..
Wishing everyone of us could get what we want at the end, living without regret as well.. Perhaps it is hardly to be achieved and perfect, but I believe it if you've really made the effort!!..
~~GOOD LUCK~~
My time passed so fast and it came to the end of my holiday.. New semester just kicked off.. 1 week gone, but seems I did nothing in this week.. just playing online game and hanging around.. still being a useless person, but I was happy with that.. New semester, new target.. I wish I could achieve what I targeted.. I hope it would be last two semesters, fail to do what I targeted.. It is still far away from what I plan before I entered this university.. That's earn my 1st bucket of gold through this 3-year uni life.. I believe that if a person wanna be successful, doing everything must be faster than the others, stepping more front than the others.. I learned it from a Hong Kong movie..
**We should get 1st place when the others are studying primarily..When they get the 1st place, we already enter to university.. When they are studying in university, we should have entered into social and creating the first bucket of money.. when they reached to society, we should have set up the own business or creating even more than the first bucket of money..When they are still fighting in their critical age,we should be retired ady..**
I felt it is quite meaningful to everyone..Who standing at behind, who is the loser.. This is the theory to survive in this world.. If you are just wishing to have a normal and simple life, you should ignore what I said and continue to what you want to do.. Different people have different thought and different ambition, and Im not qualified to weigh your thought.. I wont comment to what you pursuing..In opposite, I will support to what you targeting rather than those living without any ambition..
Wishing everyone of us could get what we want at the end, living without regret as well.. Perhaps it is hardly to be achieved and perfect, but I believe it if you've really made the effort!!..
~~GOOD LUCK~~
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